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it's an art, you know. loving someone you can't have? it's an art. it's a way to convince yourself that, even if you can't confess to them, you're capable of caring enough to want to wake up in the morning. it's a testament to all of the pain you've been through. tells you that the map you've followed all your life, with all of its twists and turns and roadblocks, has lead you right where you need to be: here, alive, loving. loving. loving. and yeah, maybe you can say it to them, those three words. you can't really mean it, though, and that's what hurts, right? you can tell them, "i love you. i hope you're happy and healthy. you deserve it." you can tell them, "you're my favorite person. i love you so much." you can tell them, "you're the best friend i've ever had. i love you." no matter what, you can shower them with love. pray they understand. and if they don't? the heart beating in your chest is a consolation, isn't it?

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Unfortunately, people have a right to decline your love no matter how pure your intentions are. You are not what they want, and that's okay.

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oh dear Narcissus, if only you had seen the love she had for you

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I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

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Amsterdam, Netherlands. © William Rutten

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DANI & JAMIE in THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR

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don’t worry, be gay

Pride Amsterdam August 2017