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he's forty years old. he's babygirl. he's unhinged. he's creating problems for himself and everyone else. he's god's favourite punching bag. he's a whore. he's pathetic. he's my poor little meow meow

he's gort

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me reading the tags people put in my notifications

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Just went to the Flymm's in my Alirya run, and I just wanna ramble and say, I genuinely believe Enver wasn't some devilspawn from the beginning that his mother makes him out to be.

I don't trust that awful woman for a second. The horrible man we met was sculpted through abuse, and you can't change my mind.

Now, I'm not here to say I think kid Enver was a saint, I still fully believe he stole and lied and charmed his way out of stuff. But he wasn't evil. He was just a broke kid, too smart for his own good with no friends and no love at home.

Of course, he complained, he was a child in a bad, stressful, uncaring environment. He always made a racket because tinkering was his only escape.

And then he got freaking sold off to an even worse environment with even less love and more emotional abuse and then physical abuse on top of it.

He had no support, no love, no connection, no choices, no rights. Nothing. Constantly striped down to a useless, awful boy.

I don't like his actions after he escapes, but I can really understand them. He needed to take control, be a person, and be something grand. Yes, he took it too far with making his suffering the world's problem, but it is understandable.

Get hurt. Hurt right back.

He didn't break the cycle that broke him and let it mold him instead. I can hate him for it, but I really can't blame him, not completely.

He could have chosen better, yes. But where was he going to learn that? His horrible parents? The literally devil that "raised" him? The gangs that took him in? Banites?

He found himself in one bad environment after another and the ones during his most vulnerable years, he couldn't even control. Of course, he ended up rotten.

But he didn't start out that way. He was just a kid, and he could've done so much better if given the chance and support :(

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"Offended"

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👑 The Tyrant and The Assassin 🩸

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BG3 Gortash 6/?

I respected Bhaal's child once, but not you, Gortash.

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forgive me father, for i cannot help but admire the chosen of your sworn foe

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“We work well together, don’t you think?”

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this is one of the saddest things to ever happen in the world

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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god I just love how camp gortash is. every morning he's in the mirror giving himself the perfect smoky eye. he threatens to hang your corpse in the marketplace if you won't edge him by denying him the netherstones. he dresses like he just walked off the stage of an 80s goth rock concert. he's a dramatic bitch and it's beautiful.

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Whatever man.

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So, uh, you know what time it is✨ I had something different planned but I haven't been able to finish it, this is all I have for now lol Feel free to use this if you'd like!

I have a lot of things I want to do but I have a due date for some of that stuff and I'll have to give priority to that. I'll try to bring some stuff in the meantime, either stuff like this (because I have sketches for some more icons with my headcanons), random little drawings or sketches to answer the asks

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