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"No climate justice on occupied land"

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i PERSONALLY would like to FALL IN LOVE please!!!!!! and have the SAME PERSON fall in love with me BACK!!!!!!! could i get some MUTUAL AFFECTION out here!!!!!!!!!

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when i have a crush i dont kick my feet or twirl my hair instead i am in my kitchen at 3am pacing in circles with my hands clasped behind my back like a middle-aged divorced detective haunted by a cold case he just cant crack

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the album is brutally honest, satirical, a bit cringe here and there, depressing and experimental at the same time, I would not side eye anyone for saying "I don't understand this" or "this isn't my cup of tea" or even "what the fuck is this" because it's obviously not a 1989 or midnights kind of album for everyone. I understand why she said she "had to put this out" but while she is at the peak of her career, she released an album that is not for beginners nor really for overall critics, it's knees deep into the taylor swift lore and probably the most herself an album has ever been, that does not mean it is a masterpiece but it makes it so insanely special

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people are saying everything is a love language nowadays. and they right. love is in everything u fucking geniuses

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i look in people’s windows may be her shortest song but i think it’s one of the most relatable ones. “i’m afflicted by the not knowing / i look in people’s windows in case you’re at their table, what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?” - how many times have i wondered what would happen if i saw someone again. how many times have i searched stranger’s faces for a glimpse of someone i once knew. how many times have I looked around once-familiar places in case i saw them. things end but you sometimes wish u could just see them one more time.. and what would happen? and that’s why im obsessed with this song!!!

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Obviously we have to wait for the video to know the story, but for anyone who’s studied any kind of social history/psychology/sociology/etc. And knows a little about the diagnosis of hysteria, Victorian mores, the use of lobotomies/shock therapy/etc to treat women who failed to live up to patriarchal ideals and the minimizing of women’s physical and mental health issues historically in the medical and psychiatric fields plus the old Hollywood of it all… the imagery is Telling The Story. I am fucking SEATED.

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can we please take a break from the meeting. can we all take naps. and then can we come back and go into breakout rooms to share our notes. can the chairman please come and explain herself. I have Questions.

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anyways

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All of us right now.

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Ok I’m dead don’t talk to me 😭😭😭😭

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the manuscript is so genius especially as the closer — a nod to the song that is widely considered her magnum opus, written about her first major heartbreak and the first time she was promised the world and had it ripped out from under her, how she periodically “returns to the manuscript” to look back and reflect, and then referencing the experience of directing actors to tell the story in the short film, and concluding that the story isn’t hers anymore — just like she says in the prologue that the events that are written about in TTPD are no longer her reality, just a snapshot of a moment in time, her “tears made sacred” by processing them through her art.

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Loss Of My Life theorists were correct…at what cost