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he can't bring himself to blame her. after all, he knew what he was getting into here. didn't make it hurt any less, but he's not interested in making her feel any worse. ❝ you don't have to be afraid. you've got a whole family here for you -- regardless of how he takes the news. azrael, mick, teddy... ❞ himself, but that's going to be a lot more complicated going forward.

she's fucked up with most of he decisions since finding herself alive again. he gave his heart to her and she's ripping in to shreds, and yet, here he is trying to comfort her. she's going to be sick. ❝ salim... ❞ a whisper is all jess can manage, barely discernable over the wind, the song on her phone, and the buzz of conversations on the back porch of the crossroads.

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he's not even going to pretend to be mad -- he's boogying in the kitchen.

she's guest bartending at the crossroads which means IT'S ABBA NIGHT

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"Happy Birthday, Dad!" From Anna to Sam ❤️

❝ thanks sweetheart. having you guys and your mom with me is what makes it special. ❞

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#samweek2025 🎂 [@seasononesam and @suncaptor]

Day 7 HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY, SAM WINCHESTER! 💖 ↳ May 2nd, 1983

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1883 (2021) 1.08: The Weep of Surrender

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could be writing or something but instead daydreaming about making moore family npcs

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i'm so sorry i continue to be absent. i think i'm really in my own head about writing and stuff and i've either been busy whenever i have a day off or just rotting. i'm feeling rather uninspired and trying to stave off these feelings that i'm not interesting enough for others because i know a lot of it is just my depression leading me toward isolating myself.

i'll have three days off after saturday thanks to easter so i'm hoping then i'll be able to start peeking my head around. i appreciate all of you that stick around <3

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❝ I'm not afraid of werewolves or vampires or haunted hotels, I'm afraid of what real human beings to do other real human beings. ❞

#FREETOLEAVE. An independent Leah Clearwater, largely placed into the universe of the show Supernatural following the canon events of Twilight. Previously sherunsfaster. Anti-Meyer and headcanon based. Written by Jess 30+. template. carrd.

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OA Zidan

FBI — 6.07 Behind The Veil

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Favorite scene of Lyle Orlik (Travis Fimmel) in Boy Swallows Universe

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i updated cam and inias's fcs almost everywhere and did a lot of editing to cam's bio and added a bit to teddy's. i still need to fix a little more for teddy and cam's fc changes. hopefully i can knock it out tomorrow and start queueing replies and sending those memes rip.

sorry ive been absent. im trying to find the motivation but i always end up sick again or busy whenever i finally find it

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lowkey considering dropping david for someone else but i have no idea who tbh

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vicky kaushal for filmfare

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he can sense this is the beginning of the end for them, but he's going to get down in the grass beside her and run his fingers through her hair anyway.

azzie and mick are currently trying to help the w.inchesters find ketch and jess is crashing out in the yard behind the crossroads. she's laying in the grass, tipsy, while dreams by fl.eetwood mac plays on her phone.

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meme call !! like for ten(ish) memes from these boneheads for ✨ variety ✨ while i try to get into a more steady rhythm of things with all my blogs

delete the ones you don’t fuck with and also feel free to specify a smaller number! also specify muse(s) on both sides or fill out my interest checker so i’m not sending you anyone you aren’t interested in! otherwise it will be random

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Stills of Travis for Laverne Fragances

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❝ forget my opinion, do you really think my father would punish you for doing precisely what he's been trying to accomplish since i came to los angeles this time around? as for hurting me... i think it's a reasonable human reaction to question the intentions of satan. i'm manipulative, i'm evil, blah blah blah. i don't blame you for thinking those things about me in your shock. wondering if any of your opinions of me were built on nothing but lies. ❞ he's been the scapegoat for millenia. at one point, he'd been something close to what everyone assumed him to be, but wanting something more for himself had become fundamental years ago. as to what, he's not too sure. but chloe's made him feel more alive than maybe he's ever had -- in a way that he doesn't feel guilty about it later, like he'd had with eve in these last few weeks. ❝ confirmation bias? fear? don't blame yourself for being manipulated by him. ❞

he softens when chloe says that she'll still have him and then adds that she still wants to be partners. maybe he can change to be someone close to whoever chloe still thinks he is after shaking herself of kinley's view and the ass he's made of himself within eve's company. on the subject of amenadiel, lucifer shakes his head. ❝ he's really shaken. he's been there beside dad for all of the great human atrocities. when angels were more involved in them. but seeing blatant injustice up close like that -- i am worried about him. ❞

when the glass is brought to him, he pours his whiskey nearly to the rim and takes a long swig. he's going to need a lot more than a bottle to numb the gnawing feeling that her company has only taken the edge off of. ❝ thank you... and you're far from trash. maybe a little unrefined, but table manners are hardly my concern. ❞ there's a meager teasing smile then. he can tell that she's feeling a little out of sorts and he wants to lessen the tension in the air between them. he's struggling with the different views of his identity and what he wants it to be... but he doesn't want to take it out on her. not when she's been so vulnerable with him since she let him through the door. ❝ you're not crowding me. but if i'm overstaying my welcome at any point please tell me to leave. ❞

"Why do you think?" Chloe asked. Nine months had passed and she STILL felt terrible for trying to help send Lucifer, the devil, the man she loved back to Hell. Not even all of this forgiveness in the world could alleviate that guilt. "And I don't wanna hear any 'I'm the devil I don't deserve it' stuff. You're important to ME. I tried to do something terrible to the person I care about most after Trixie and if I'd gone through with it, would've never seen him again. That's not easily alleviated guilt." She shook her head when Lucifer told her what a great detective she was. "And what's my excuse for Kinley? It was obvious that he was a crackpot fanatic. He kept bringing out all these binders of fabricated evidence that you caused the Chicago Fire and Nazi Germany. He said he'd been tracking you for seven years. He wouldn't leave me alone until I agreed to help him. But, he'd never even MET you at that point. It was all RIGHT THERE. I was just so blind...."

"Of course I'll still have you," she immediately realized what she said and hurried to correct herself before he could turn it into an innuendo. "I MEAN, yes I still wanna be partners." Chloe couldn't necessarily say that she felt bad for Eve. Not after the day Lucifer had brought her in. "How is Amenadiel?" She asked. She remembered seeing Caleb's body and having to call Amenadiel, and his reaction. He and Lucifer left after that.

Chloe was pleasantly surprised at Lucifer's answer to why he was here, but she kept a straight face on because she felt like it would be insensitive for some reason. "Well, you can stay as long as you want," she said. "Talk, not talk. Whatever." She noticed that he was still holding the bottle of whisky. "I'll get you a glass." She got up and went into the kitchen and brought him back a tumbler. "I'm gonna be white trash and stick to the bottle." She sat down where she was before, but for some reason, she felt like she was invading his personal space. "Am I crowding you? I can move if you want. Give you some room."

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