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i hate feeling my belly rolls when i sit it makes me feel so useless and uncomfortable

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Why do people react so strongly toward cutting? To me it's an equivalent of smoking or drinking so it's just another coping mechanism. It's not that serious. Chill the hell out

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Falling back into the mindset of wishing you’d rather be dead than do anything ever again

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I wanna starve myself and cut and drink and smoke but ik if I just do whatever I want my appearance is fucked and I can't be ugly and a fucking loser

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everything's gone to shit and now I've started binging again

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My body type is : I look bad no matter what

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If I ⭐️ve myself I'm ugly if I eat im ugly I'm just always going to be ugly no matter what

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I just want this so bad

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I hope I’m just desensitised to my body and that I’m actually thinner than I think I am

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Some purple th1nspo (yes I'm still obsessed with this)

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Some of my favorite green Thinspo

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Some of my favorite white thinspo (I'm so sorry I've been obsessed with thinspo recently, enjoy the dump though!)

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My most iconic post

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Down to 61.2 kg !! I know that's still huge but at least it's not 64 💀