bleedingonhisaltar

[bleedingonhisaltar]

Rita Hayworth & Glenn Ford in 1946

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there is you , who is the beginning and end of all things .

and then there is me , who just wishes to gaze upon your excellence from start to inevitable finish.

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i know that i’m not good . i’m never gonna treat you . . . never gonna treat you like i should .

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for being such a sweet, smart boy — you are acting so silly , my love . what are you thinking talking to them ? they don’t care for you , they are going to snap your heart into two the moment their filthy hands are able to wrap around it.

do not give them that luxury . do not give them that chance . do not give them that honor — an honor that is only mine.

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aren’t i just so kind ? so sweet you could eat me up ? please do .

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you’re not allowed to leave me . don’t you see we’re meant to live and die for each other ?

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it’s just us . no one else matters . if anyone tries to take you from me , i’ll slit their throat and laugh as the blood pours out .

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i think of you every second of every day.

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i love you, baby . my unsuspecting victim <3

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there’s something terribly wrong with me . loving you brings out the worst in me . i desire you horribly — in ways that will surely kill you before it ever kills me .

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want me into nothing . love me down to the rot in my bones and deeper than that .

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you cradle my heart and i wonder how someone’s touch can be so gentle and warm . i could almost hate you for turning my sharpness into never ending softness .

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i crave to feel you intimately , viscerally . i yearn to touch you in ways that allow my violence and desire to collide.

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and when i’m by your side i feel elation ,

you kiss me slow but without hesitation .

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you are the life within my veins . the heat burning inside my heart . it is cold without you .