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It felt like being wrapped up in the coziest blanket—one of those moments where you just close your eyes and breathe, knowing you’re exactly where you’re meant to be.

You call me your home, your light, your calm... and love, that’s exactly what you’ve been for me too. You’re my safe space. The hand I reach for without thinking.. The reason my heart feels full on the quietest days. I hope you know just how deeply your love has rooted itself in me. It’s in everything—the way you some, the way you care, the way you love so gently. You’ve shown me that love isn’t just about huge gestures—it’s in the small, everyday things. And with you, even the ordinary becomes beautiful.

Noel. Thank you for loving me in the way only you can. For choosing me, again and again. For making me feel seen, known, and so incredibly loved. Here’s to all the mornings we’ve yet to wake up to, all the silly jokes we haven’t told yet, all the late-night talks that will stretch until the sun comes up. I’m with you. Heart and soul. Always yours.

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"It’s always you, Noel. Every morning, the first thought in my mind is you." Every night, before sleep pulls me under, it’s you again. Your voice lingers in every melody, your presence woven into everything beautiful I come across. No matter where life takes me, no matter the distance, you’re always here with me, Noel.

You are my moon, and I will always be your wolf, howling into the night, hoping one day you’ll see me again as yours. You say if we were meant to be, we would have made it—but that’s the thing about fate, my love. If we are meant to be, nothing—not time, not distance, not even our own doubts—will stop us from finding our way back. And if that day comes, I know it will have been worth every second of waiting.

They say when you start a war, you should know what you're fighting for. And you? You have always been my reason. My light. My home. Whether you see it or not, you made everything better. You once told me you admired how I’d fight against all odds—so let me be the wolf at your door, unshaken, unwavering, always waiting for you.

Because loving you is something I could never stop, even if I tried.

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[⚘]ㅤWithin these lines, countless verses will unfold—each one a testament to the depth of this love. Love that fills the air with warmth, love that glows like a soft light, as if it was made just for us. Noel, each day, we write this story���our story—through moments that are more than just shared time. We’re weaving the fabric of something that connects us, threading our souls with tenderness and brilliance of a feeling that can’t be put into simple words. It’s a love that doesn’t need to be explained in great detail because, when we’re together, everything makes sense. No matter how far apart we may be or how long it lasts, this love flows between us, like a never-ending river, always in sync, always alive. In this love, we are the poets. Every day, we craft a new line, a new verse, to keep this bond alive—pouring our hearts into every word, every gesture, to make this story as beautiful as it’s meant to be.

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Happy 11th Mensiversary, honey!!!! ><

Eleven months I spent with you felt like a lifetime of happiness. Thank you for being with me in every happiness, every trial, and every uncertainty. I am so grateful for the light you bring into my life. Thank you for choosing to stay, even if the road ahead is not easy. I pray that we will be given the strength to face the challenges that come our way hand in hand. Hopefully we can still hold each other tightly more longer. I hope our love will continue to grow and we will create even more beautiful memories together. May you stay by my side not only in the days and years to come, but for the rest of your life. May we be kept away from the word give up. Thank you for being my partner, my confidential and greatest blessing. I will always love you, sayang. Sama aku terus ya! ❤️❤️

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Suddenly I dropped this various memorable moment. >___<

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤOh, wow! Take a look :3

(LIHAAAT! Ini waktu kita pertama kenalan N TOPIK PERTAMAAAAAAAA <3 Heheeeeeee lucu anetttt yah :3 How cute! Topik awal kita itu ngebahas musik sayang. Superduper enggaboring! :3 I miss the time when we were as enthusiastic as when we first met! First chat and first topic with noenoe :3 Kalau aku panggil kamu sekarang toel, kamu marah nda yah!)

ONCE MORE :3 I started to remember this month—EXACTLY last year we met.. How is my love for you which the come like a surprise until now! The feeling came suddenly without warningggg :O And since then, there's sooo many things that I can't stop, like, afor example, I can't stop loving you, I can't stop thinking about you, I cant stop giving you all my heart and happiness, sayanggggg. Throughout this year, you are one and always present my mind from sunrise until sunset, from early meowning until the end of the day. Hmm.. Strangely, even though thoughts of youuuuuuuuuuuuu repeatedly play in my mind, somehow it never fades after a whole year. You are always the main thing on my mind, likeeee no matter how much I think, everything is always with youuuuuuuuuuu. There's always you in my mind also in this heart of mine. I never get bored of it. My sweetheart, I also want to express that every second we spend together feels soooooo short :( Huhuhuhuhu while every minute without you so feels so long and heavyyy. When we reach at that time, I want you to know that only the desire to be with you immediately continues to fill my mindddddd. Because only with you can happiness fill my heart :(.

Like a puzzle that has finally found its final space, I endless thanks tooo youuu my life is now whooleeeee and puuurrrrrrrfect! Your presence fills every gap that ever existed, and fills the emptiness in my heart that I never realized before. <3 Everytime we are together, the magnitude of my love always grows more and moreeeee immeasurable. It can't even be calculated using any 'rumus fisika' hehe! Andddddd because of thaaaaaaat, I become increasingly aware that your presence in my life is veryyyyyyy valuableeeee. Really sayang, your presence reallyyyyy brings perfecttttttt lifeeeeeee to meeee. Thankyou very much, ya sayang :3 I LOVEYOU SO MUCH MUCH MUCH!

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૮ ⑅ ´ ˘ ` აㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤfullyexcited to spend morehappiness withyou!

( ꜆🎉ྀི ꜀ )⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ .ᐟ ﹒﹒ ୨୧

In a calendar, December is the last month! But you should know that my love for you will never endddd. Noelkuuuuu, I feel lucky because this new year I can celebrate it with youuuuuuuuu, you should know that the thing is a very extraordinary thing for me! I untilll thinking, "what good thing I have done to be able to celebrate New Year with someone as special as you?" You really are the best new year gift for me. And your presence in my life now, be a good start to my early year journey :3.

Hopefully that in this new year, your life is always filled with happines. Hopefully your life is always blessed by God. Hopefully no sadnes dares to come your way, hopefully that you are always healthy, energetic and full of enthusiasm especiallyyyyy in living your days!! Hopefully you are always surrounded my people who love youuuuuu (me!), who support you, and who make you smileeeeey allll the time. Lastly, hopefully that every step you take brings you closer to your dreamssss yah :3, and don't forget I will always be there for youuuu!!! Supportiinnggg your ups and downs! And ready to give you comfort, safe and secure encouragement when you need it, my sayaangggg. With you, I am totally ready to welcome all the possibilities that lie ahead of us! Let's make this year filled with hope, love and laughter. Happy new year, Noenoe Noeeeel myyy beloved lover! :3

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Just as there are so many stars scattered in the night sky, so is my overflowing love for you. :3

I always feel grateful to god who brought me together with you and bestowed such beautiful love in my heart!

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`· . ୨୧ you are sooo special! ૮ ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა

ㅤㅤ(Take a look at this video :3 this is so us! various happiness forever <3)

I never thought I could meet someone like you, Noenoe, someone who could fill the void in my heart, and someone who could make me feel so loved. In my all honestly, I am totally happy evertine we can spend time together where it is as if this world belongs obly to the two of usssssss! Because at that time I feel like a am in the should place where I am accepted as I am. :( (Maaci ia sayang <3).

And know that our love journey so far has been truly beautiful, it's like "The longer it takes, the more I feel at home". But I not only fo feel more at home, I also feel more comfortable, moreee believe, more affectionate, and moreeeeee in love! Really, there isn't a second with you that I don't feel enchanted by. I hope you always happy, ia sayang? And know that you are my world, you are my everything. And I loveyou, with all my soul and body.

. ⣠⠛⠛⣄⣠⠶⠛⠛⠛⠶⣄⣠⠛⠛⣄

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　 ⣾　●　ᴥ　● 　⣷ㅤㅤㅤㅤi loaf you bear(y)much!

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　 ⣠⡿ 🎀 ⢿⣄

⠶ ⣠ . ⣄ ⠶

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣶⣶⣶⣦⠀⠀

⠀⠀⣠⣤⣤⣄⣀⣾⣿⠟⠛⠻⢿⣷⠀

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⢿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠀⠈⠏⠀⠀ My love, did you know how truly incredible you are?

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠻⣿⣄⣴⣿⠟⠀⠀⠀

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For now, I imagine watching you give your all to everything you do. You must know that it fills me with so much admiration. I will never be able to stop saying you’re so talented, so smart, soooo lovable! And I’m constantly in proooooooud of you. No matter what challenges come your way, I believe in you with all my heart, and I’ll always be right here, cheering you on and supporting you. You make the world—and my life—so much brighter just by being you. Keep going yaaaa sayang :3 You’re doing amazing, and I couldn’t be prouder to call you mine. ❤️🧸

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Hei! Hi again :3🧸❤️ Here I am waiting and praying for Noel with his work program right now.. Because I've been waiting, I wanted to say this! I haven't been able to talk to him much at the moment. But, seriously Noel, everything you do is *wow*🔥, and I’m just here, your #1 fan!🌟 Cheering you on like a happy little puppy! I'll try to be the best cheerleader by your side. I know that you’ll crush💥 everything in whatever you’re working on today because you’re THAT! AWESOME!💯 sayang >_____< Keep shining, my noenoepie, because the wooooorld (and my hearttttt) is so much brighter with you in it! :3🌤️✨.

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And here comes this.. A gift that has longgggg disappeared from the worlddddd.. :D Hopefully he still wants to read it.

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Apa ya judulnya :3 (This is my first time for making tumblr like this!) "Here I sit, his biggest fan, as he dives into his Genshin Impact adventures"

And from my heart, I made this! Yeayyy. >___<

Today marks the last day we’ll meet this year. These past five days with Noel have been a rollercoasterrrrrr hihiiiiiiii, full of highs and moments that tested us. But you know what? We made it through together. Yeay! happy happy happy. Right now, I'm waiting while he plays Genshin Impact. I can already picture his radiant, happy face, completely immersed in his game. It’s a sight that brings me so muchhhhh jooooooy. He must be having so much fun, but… here I am, starting to miss him already. T____T

(ㅤㅤ)ㅤㅤHow do I get his attention?

Oh, wait! I made this for him :333 Yeaayeayeaaaaaaaahuhuuui, this little piece of my heart. Today, I menfessed my feelings to Noel, too! AKU KIRIM DI CHIKAIFESS GUYS! I hope he sees it. I really do. I wish he could notice it right now, but I guess I have to be patient. It’s not easy, though. I miss him so much.

This isn’t the first time I’ve given him something special like this. But I don’t think he’s fully seen or appreciated it yet. That’s okay, though. I poured my heart into this, just like I always do, because Noel means everything to me. >____< CIEEEEEEYYY Prikitiw.

Noeeeeeeenoeeeee, wherever you are, I want you to know that I will always support youuu :3333. I’ll always stand by your side. Life feels incomplete without you :( Serius. I want us to share our days, months, and years together!!!! I want us to fight less, laugh more, and love endlessly.

All I want is your love. Just you. Forever.

I pray for the best to come your way. No matter what happens, you’ll always have me. <3

ㅤㅤㅤp.s i made this for you :3 puuurrrrfecttt title for my lover!