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I don’t flirt. I just say what I want.

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It’s like everytime I close my eyes I smell hot sauce. I’m never eating hot sauce again. And blood… It’s got a smell to it. I never really knew that.  (insp.)

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As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (Jonas Mekas, 2000)

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betty cooper in every episode; chapter five: heart of darkness

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Tomorrow morning, when we wake up, the world will, yet again, be changed.

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get messy. get real. that’s the whole deal.

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kelly ann in every episode - 1x05 Friends and Family 

How dare you define me by my perceived, non-existent crush?!

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sometimes .. a bitch just wants a writing partner to have multiple threads with n make pinterest boards with ( it’s me . i’m the bitch )

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Shipping with me gets you access to so many AUs

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     two kinds of speeds on this blog

me: I’ll write the starter!

partner: awesome take your ti—

me: THE STARTER IS DONE!!!!!

     or

me: I’ll write the starter!

partner: awesome take your time!!

*two months later*

partner: hey I just want to check, were you able to write the starter?

me: the what

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give me something angsty like “we had been together for six months but you whispered someone else’s name while we were asleep” seriously, that should hurt so much and damn it wow too much muse for those kind of plots

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types of people

shades of purple

lavender: oversized sweaters, stark contrasts, misunderstood jokes, loud laughter, pencil shading rubbing off on skin, overflowing emotions, appreciated nostalgia, star-gazing, late-night conversations

wisteria: adrenaline crashes, ocean mist, layering clothes, lighthearted games of truth or dare, messy hair, bubbly laughter from excess energy, the tired satisfaction of a full day

lilac: neon lights, bright cities, slightly smudged make-up, a fast beating heart, secret confessions, too-loud music, wide smiles between friends, freedom from deadlines, the ache of what could have been

mauve: comfortable silences, rainy days, organized shelves, discovering a new interest, hot tea, eye bags, getting lost in thought, absentminded singing, the epiphany that comes from understanding a concept

plum: smiling at a stranger, spontaneous conversations, winged eyeliner, total honesty, animated gestures, fluorescent lighting, stores at 2am, pinkie promises, holding hands, reminiscent stories, conversations about the future

amethyst: uncertain smiles, subtle exchanged glances, paint-stained hands, inside jokes, cups of coffee, multi-tasking, unspoken promises, a not-quite persistent yearning, shaky breaths, a constantly calm demeanor

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me when I re-read my own writing