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Watch, learn, listen. The three things I learned from my few hours of "spiritual understanding". You're going through something that I had no idea was such a life altering situation and I did nothing but say I understood but really didn't, and I showed that. I read last night, I prayed, and I understood more. I've decided to go on a journey myself. A journey to help me become a better me than before. I want to become the woman you need me to be and the woman I need myself to be. The last thing I want to do is feel like I've failed myself again. I hope I didn't come to my realization too late and I hope I didn't cause too much damage to be repaired. I am fully giving you time to do your soul search and I will not interrupt you with my nonsense no longer. Not because you told me it was nonsense, but because I know I'm my heart that I can do better and I have to or else I'm costing something I hold so dear to me. We can't have a future if you don't know who you are or where you're going. We can't have a future if you're lost. So find yourself so you can become the spiritual leader to our family to come and I will happily follow in your footsteps right beside you. You have to do what you have to do and it's not my place to stop you. I love you so much and it's true, it's better to have loved than to not have loved at all.

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Some people will always need help. That does not mean they are not worth helping.

“Dark Wings, Dark Words,” Game of Thrones (via thequotejournals)

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I have lost my baby.. I live in the Augusta area off of peach orchard. She's wandered off from my home. Please help me find her...

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PRE-ORDERS for #BrokenFlowers (416 pgs) are now available. all pre-orders are signed. (link in bio) pre-orders are being shipped this week. official release is Nov 8th. world wide. love more. xoxo #rmdrake

note: Xmas orders must be in by Dec 5th.

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Dear you,

I'm not sure if you will ever see this or even care when you do. I'm hurt. I'm not hurt because you decided to choose someone over me, I'm hurt because you let him overrule your own thoughts and feelings. Not once did you ask me how I truly felt about the situation and why I did what I did. I did it out of love and because I care for you immensely. I'm not comparing my love to yours and I am not saying you should never be happy. I'm simply saying I want you to be careful with what you're getting yourself into. The more I thought about it the more I realized people get hurt all the time doing this. Getting involved with someone you truly don't know as a person and it's unbeknownst as to what his true actions are. Going with someone else's word over mine just right off the bat hurts. It hurts real bad. It hurts knowing you lost someone to something so sketchy to others. I don't feel bad for speaking out against what everyone else thinks, I just feel bad that my word doesn't matter. You close your eyes and ears to anything you don't want to hear and let only the positive rain in. Life isn't sunshines and rainbows. Shits gonna suck and shits gonna hurt. But I guess if you can't just listen to what others say that is opposite of yours than that shows your strength. I'm angry, I'm frustrated, I'm disappointed. It always goes this way for me don't you know? If I don't continue to be positive and ride your back throughout your trials and tribulations I get shunned and ignored. That's not right, that's not how you treat someone that wants nothing but the best for you. An honest talk, that's all I want. I wish the best for you and I pray to God one day you will see that. See you later, my friend.

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PRE-ORDERS for #BrokenFlowers (416 pgs) are now available. all pre-orders are signed. (link in bio) pre-orders will ship mid October. official release is Nov 8th. world wide. love more. xoxo #rmdrake

note: Xmas orders must be in by Dec 5th.

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No way.. there is no way that what I've wanted out of life more than anything is coming to me this easily. Absolutely no way.. and if it is then I thank you God for giving me this precious gift.

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Ease your soul here

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PRE-ORDERS for #BrokenFlowers (416 pgs) are now available. all pre-orders are signed. (link in bio) pre-orders will ship mid October. official release is Nov 8th. world wide. love more. xoxo #rmdrake

note: Xmas orders must be in by Dec 5th.

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Love isn't full of perfection and memorable moments. Anything can pull at your heart strings.

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Ease your soul here

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TODAY IS THE LAST DAY to grab #BeautifulandDamned signed. the signed edition will be available till September 25th. it is only available through me (link in bio) love you all…xoxox #rmdrake

new book Broken Flowers coming November 8th.

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Everyday I fall deeper and deeper. I think I've finally found my happy place and I pray to God every night for it to never go away.

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juno, my love

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Nothing else matters when you're around. It's just me and you, love.