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Wow........

Life's a trip these days. Doing things (good things) I never thought I'd see myself do. Helping run a political campaign. I've even been asked to help with someone running for the next Mayor of Palm Springs. I must be doing something right. Me? Whodda ever thunk it?

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Everything.......

Everything is changing today. I even walked away from my job. Tomorrow's interview is off........ Lawdy I hope I know what the hell I'm doing. Taking a huge leap of faith in a few hours. See everyone on the flip side........ Peace.....

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You should.....

I am not clueless, I know when something is wrong. I know something happened yesterday, and I know your not saying what. All I really know is that you should allow your friends to be your friends, and to allow those that care to care. If I could fix whatever is wrong I would. I cannot help if you don't talk to me. I am your biggest champion. Would do whatever it takes. You just need to let me.

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Ohhh Lawls what am I thinking?

Denny's by day & Ihop by night?

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Miss you......

More than you could ever know......

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Chances......Silence.......

Your silence speaks volumes.......... I'm dying inside............

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Just let it roll.......

Time for me to buckle down, keep my feelings to myself & see what happens.......... Silence speaks volumes.

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Feeling stupid.......

I miss you so much more than I should. Your silly smile, the little looks you send my way. I feel awkward, & beautiful at the same time when your near. It’s all these little things & more that feel so good. Ugh I’m a goner…….

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I would for you......

I would quit everything I'm doing to go all in with you......... All or nothing........ Good, and or bad.......

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Loyalty.......

I'm already 100% loyal...... For me there's nobody else.........

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Sleepy cuddles....

......... nothing better in the world than sleepy cuddles from your man. Especially when your feeling awful............

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Emotional.........wreck.........

Stupid weddings on stupid sitcom making me cry n stuff.......WTF is wrong with me?

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Why...........

Why why why why why why why why why...........why why why why why why why why why why why why why.............why why why why why why why........why why why why........why why why why........

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Go away......

Pain is bad today, just want to curl up & cry. But I cannot do that. Have to get up and go to work........So I've got to wipe my tears, put a smile on my face, and pretend like nothing is wrong.

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Caution.....

Let's just see what happens. I'm on your side, no matter what the outcome........

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Reasons.......

Your silly smile, the way your so passionate about what you are doing. Our spark, and how your touch warms me from the inside out. Your intelligent, & honest. And also extremely complex. Those are just a few of the things........ You make me want to be a better person, to want to do more, be healthier...... so many different things........ feelings that have been non existent for so long. I am trying to keep a lid on them though it's difficult....