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its ok

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being bipolar is hard I do not know how I am supposed to feel for real this is all a game programmed in my brain 

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I am caught up 

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I aint coming back

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I amdifferent

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Life Is Hard

life is hard for me. I am not afraid to die. If i were to die i would hang myself

the thought of suffocating seems deserving to me. I know I deserve the best. But I do not live in the reality of greatness everyday. Emotions of despair and hopelessness wins this time

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Killing Myself

I want to kill myself because I suffer everyday

I want to kill myself because I feel so alone

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Fake friends

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make u mine is going to be so big 

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i am bipolar 

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ok im back 

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this is all a facade i was gona kill myself back in 2019 

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i started truly wanting to be myself again when i started appreciating myself and all that ive experienced for the good or endured for the bad. everything that i have gone through is translating the person i am today. i dont need to find myself anymore. i have decided to learn myself.

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do u have a lighter?

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nobody does anything for themselves anymore

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blonde2001′s 5 track mixtape coming soon