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ah yes, my train of thought, or as i like to call it, the Anxiety Express

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“It is not meant to be loud, it’s more of a romance, quiet, melancholy; it should give the impression of gazing tenderly at a place which brings to the mind a thousand dear memories. It is a sort of meditation in beautiful spring weather, but by moonlight.”

— Frédéric Chopin, from a letter to Tytus Woyciechowski c. May 1830 (via violentwavesofemotion)

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highkey convinced that fireflies do not exist and that the entire continent of north america is making them the fuck up

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car commercials: Smooth. *over footage of it driving on a mountain road* Luxurious. Powerful. Godlike. This Car Is The Secret To Your Happiness. Buy It And Transcend Human Emotion

jewel commercials: WOW! REAL PRIME 45-CARAT STERLING SILVER WITH PEARLS FORGED IN ATLANTIS! CALL NOW TO BUY IT FOR OOOOONLY $100!!! HALF OFF!!!!!!! LIMITED EDITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSTANT CLASS FOR CHEAP CHEAP PRICES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waterpark commercials: Come for a weekend of family enjoyment! :) Splash! Bash! Laugh! :)) Teens and adults alike agree that this park is fun for all ages! *wolf noise* You’ll come visit! You’ll come visit! You’ll come visit!

restaurant commercials:  Its Back

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why didnt you call the cops or cps?

how about this: when i was 9 and my stepdad beat me until i passed out and i told my friends at school, my teacher over heard and i was interviewed by cps. they also went to my house when i was at school. when i got home, my step father was waiting on the couch, and told me who visited him that day. he told me if i ever snitched again he would beat me to within an inch of my life.

how about this: my mother locked me out of the house when i was 14 and when i cried so loud the neighbors called the cops, the cop told me i should have been respectful of my mother who was trying to sleep.

how about this. the demon you know is less scary than the demon you don’t.

children in abused households are raised to fear the idea of being taken away. children in abusive households see that help makes things worse.

dont you ever blame an abuse victim for not going to the authorities.

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[24.06.17] Heres a flatlay from yesterday!! Also exams are in less than 4 days help

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Best decision of the week…buying a tangerine orange satin dressing gown a la Chanel Oberlin

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Drew some comforting plants again after a while 🌿🌱🍃 / ig

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I wish my mother could live her life all over again. But instead of it being filled with all of the hurt and sadness she has felt, I wish she could live the life she has given me; one filled with unending happiness and love. May God bless her always and may I make her the proudest mother in the world. I may say I live for myself but I truly live and push forward for her.

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do yourself a favor & don’t give a shit about what people think of you

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i didn’t get the job i was hoping to get and im still fucked money wise so please help me out

paypal.me/fishyprincess7

cash.me/$gothicprincex

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No more one sided relationships, you deserve the same amount of effort that you’re putting in.

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#gross

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Ugh

adhd is: this random thing is the most important thing in the world right now nothing else matters only this, this is my entire being….. oh im bored

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squad is over we’re cults now

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Fluorite

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so let me get this straight:

y’all bleed outta your vaginas

once a month, your panties look like a fucking murder scene

you are basically giVING BIRTH TO THE FUCKING LINING OF ONE OF YOUR INTERNAL ORGANS

and yet you just go about your daily business like

people with vaginas are fucking badass.