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So Dostoyevskys ability is.. when someone tries to kill him they die instead?

So the soldier is dying because he tried to kill Dostoyevsky?

So you simply can’t kill him? Just like with Dazai?

And here maybe this is the vampire from the helicopter?

Also fyodor nation is happy

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arahabaki... is me

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Autistic Inertia is an autism experience that makes it hard to start, stop, and switch tasks.

It somehow doesn't get talked about enough - so I made this comic!

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Also, if you want to read the research study I based this comic on, it’s right here!

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Sad Nikolai :( (spoilers for the latest chapter + I removed the text)

HE'S BREAKING MY HEART LOOK AT HIM :(

DON'T WORRY BBY YOUR BF IS FINE I SWEAR OR ELSE I'M GOING TO KILL SOMEONE

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People know that the whole "don't portray [harmful action] because viewers might recreate it" thing is a rule for children's shows right? It's supposed to be shit like "don't show peppa pig playing with fire so we don't get sued if a kid watches it and burns their house down." Not like, fanfiction for adults.

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i love when evil villainous characters arent doing something evil, theyre just a dick. like fyodor bsd kicking nikolais radio. dick move. also incredibly funny

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Sharkfukuzawa stealing weirdos from orcasmori pod and now trying to steal the human aswell

Fukuzawa sees one mentally ill teen/young adult and IMMEDIATELY needs to have them. And I'd let him tbh I want a five hour long hug

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chuuya art after 10000 years????? i tried again with him he still is very hard to draw. But he's my special

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Memories

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the day I picked up dazai

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Her name was Maria. I decided to name her after the author Dostoevsky’s mother which can simultaneously be a reference to Jesus’ mother’s name as well, adding to the symbolism.

This is probably the most cliché part so far but I support the mama’s boy Fyodor headcanons unconditionally 😁

All thanks go to Arabella W. for helping me out with the script <3

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“I don’t know what to say. I shall no longer respond.”

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Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

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do you have any hcs you'd like to share abt ango 🎤🎤🎤

i have the most sinister fucking smile right now >:). Buckle in everyone. spoils for dark era !

as we know, Ango is a very sentimental and nostalgic person but I think it goes so so much further than people expect. I feel like he either keeps the photo of him, dazai, n oda in his phonecase / wallet, or framed on his desk :(

Every year on Oda’s anniversary, he goes to Lupin’s, even though it’s a dangerous area for him to be in because it’s Port Mafia territory. I feel like him and Dazai ran into each other one year, but didn’t say a word and just kept drinking.

i think the way he shows his love is through Quality time and gift giving, but he lives receiving it via words of affirmation.

I’ve talked to you about this, but i think he’s incredibly OCD and very controlling because for so many years, his life was completely out of his hands while he was undercover. So, following the lines of OCD, i think he has processing issues, and when he gets really stressed he feels suffocated even by his own clothes. Sometimes, he gets home and genuinely will rip his tie off and just melt down.

I do think he gets so stressed with work that he’ll forget menial things like eating or cleaning his glasses.

He doesn’t like sleeping in the dark. Keeps either a lamp on, or will full on turn his bathroom light on to sleep.

i actually love this man more than life itself. I am not okay. Send help.

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With this, the entirety of The Path To Freedom AU series is concluded. There are no more spoilers left now! Feel free to share your thoughts and interpretations, I'm really interested to hear your experience reading this fanwork and what you guys think. Headcanons about this AU are welcome as well!

I got this idea in January and published the first part in February. I can't believe this went on for 9 months, time flies😭 And I'm kinda sad it's over now, this AU has grown on me... I still want to publish some of my thought processes behind different aspects of the story later and make some art for it separately from the plot but that might take a while, because not only am I a master in procrastination but I also have some other projects I need to work on at the moment, so bear with me.

Thank you for all the love and support, I appreciate it more than I could ever put into words🫶

And special thanks to Arabella W. for helping me out with the script and supporting me throughout the creative process, this project wouldn’t be the same without you <3

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😳 heres another gift for you. love being a co owner of this blog (/j)

Anyways i hope you like it >////< this idea was so hot to me ngl. might do Snow leopard Fyodor next, or knight Nikolai. idk tell me which one you would perfer.

Prince fyodor looking over the list of princesses from other lands to marry. He rolls his eyes, they look so drab and ugly, and most importantly, impure.

Prince fyodor feeling something odd in his chest when he comes across you, the illegitimate royal child of a small island nation far away from his own country. He knows the marriage would be a waste of political power, considering the only thing your nation was known for is it’s tourism.

Prince fyodor that demands you come to his country to chat about ‘trade deals’ but has something else in mind. That something is grabbing you and never letting go.

Prince fyodor who has his servant dress you up in the finest white silks and white pearls before you meet. However they notice the servants never look you in the eye while dressing you and they only speak when spoken too, looking almost afraid to talk.

Prince fyodor who places you on his lap while he strokes your hair, thinking about the many ways he’ll split you open with his cock once you two are married. Meanwhile, you're blushing red at his headpats and trying to stay focused about the matter at hand.

Yandere prince fyodor who never lets you leave the palace and chains you to his bedpost. Most of the time he’s pretty cold to you but after a while of good behavior he lets you roam around his palace with his knights, Nikola and Simgas supervision.

Prince Fyodor who gets super soft on the day of the wedding and is always touching you in some way. Kisses you tenderly at the wedding ceremony and says he’d rather kill everyone than let you go.

Prince fyodor who lets you wear his crown if you sit quietly on his lap and let him do his work in the throne room. He’s normally so cruel to his subjects but when you're on his lap he tends to go a bit easier.

Prince fyodor who showers you in all sorts of gems and gowns, making sure only the highest quality fabric touches your skin. (although sometimes he has you wear nothing at all) And also makes sure that you two match each other color wise.

Prince fyodor who occasionally leaves you in the company of his knight, Nikolai. Nikolai also thinks you’re rather cute but would rather not die by the hands of fyodor so he never does anything too over the top, just some playful flirting.

Prince Fyodor who loves you so much, and gets so angry whenever you fight back or try to run away. He’d much rather keep you on some sort of medicine or drug to keep you compliant (and maybe even a little horny)

OH MY GOD I am thinking so many thoughts. So so many thoughts. PRINCE FYODOR.... he'd look so pretty too, wearing a crown and fine expensive clothing and everything!! CRYING I love this AU! Also him making you wear pretty dresses and jewellery and him letting you sit on his lap in the throne room..... 🥺🥺 i love it

KNIGHT NIKOLAI.... please give me knight Nikolai, I'm on my knees, begging... him, playfully flirting with you while you try not to let Fyodor notice that this might be a bit more than just harmless teasing and you're actually starting to crush on Nikolai... and, oh, imagine if Fyodor does find out-, help I bet he'd think it's only your fault for trying to cheat on him and not Nikolai's for flirting with you 💀💀 sounds misogynistic to me, I will bite him

I love you being the co-owner of this blog as well 😭😭