bloomingjungwon

[bloomingjungwon]

pity party ☾ sim jaeyun

author’s note: i'm back from hiatus, my apologies. pls refer to my recent post on my unacceptable behaviour x(

genre: angst, fluff

pity party; an instance of indulging in self-pity or eliciting pity from other people. wallowing in your own sorrows, you never knew a pity party could have a positive outcome.

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making your rounds throughout the school campus, a genuine smile across your face, you made sure to interact with every person you handed an invitation to. a million words could not have been enough to describe how excited you were for your birthday party.

every invitation decorated with pastel ribbons to match the decor of your party was given to everyone you knew, and in return, they’d say “see you there!”. extra invitations were given to people to give to others, whether you knew them or not, because the more the merrier.

but what you weren’t expecting was the amount of people who would actually show up to your well thought out birthday party.

no one. not a single soul showed up to your party. the silence was so loud, you could hear your own heart trying to burst out of your chest. “tell me why the hell no one is here.” you silently thought to yourself. you gave the people a chance, waiting hours upon hours for them to eventually turn up, but your hopes got to the best of you and after 5 hours, no one walked through your door.

the sad three tier cake stood on your table, uneaten, looking as if it was mocking you for being alone at your own birthday party. “fuck it.” you say, “it’s my party, i’ll cry if i want to.” cutting the cake, you grabbed a generous sized slice and sat back down on the couch, indulging the cake.

it felt like hours that you were suffocating in your tears and cake until you heard the door shaking, an attempt for someone to get in. it was 9 o’clock, 8 hours after the party was supposed to start. you were confused, holding on to no more hope, you didn’t even think it was someone you invited. rising from your seat, you made your way to the door, to find the campus crush, jake sim.

you don’t remember giving him an invitation, only having talked to him once at school because of how nervous you were for his perfect traits, but someone must have given him an extra one. here you were, tear stained cheeks, probably icing somewhere on the corners of your mouth, but jake couldn’t have cared less. “happy birthday! i’m sorry i’m really late. it looks like everyone left already.” he said.

“thank you jake.” you whispered. you signaled for him to come in as he gave you that million dollar smile. cutting another slice of the cake for jake, many thoughts swarmed your head. why was he here? of all people you were close with, not a single one showed up, but the campus heartthrob you talked to only once in your life decides to show up? it made no sense to you.

handing him the plate, he thanked you. it was silent except for the noises coming from jake eating his slice of cake. “no one left.” you finally said, breaking the silence. jake stopped chewing, confusion riddled on his face. “you’re the only one who showed up.” you stated, staring down, not wanting to make eye contact with him, afraid you’d start crying again as you felt tears threatening to spill out.

feeling a hand on your chin, jake lifted your gaze to be fixed on his. he wiped your tears while gently shushing you. “it’s okay y/n, i’m here”, he said as he pulled you into his arms. at this point, you couldn’t help but cry out of embarrassment and frustration. out of hundreds of people you invited, only one came? you were grateful but it didn’t stop you from being embarrassed? what had happened? “did my invitations disappear?” you finally whispered. “whatever happened, it doesn’t matter. all that matters is that i am here for you.” he pulled back and faced you, face cupped by his hands. “let’s eat more cake, maybe watch something. you can’t spend your whole birthday feeling sad.”

[bloomingjungwon]

garden, i am sorry

i went on an unexpected hiatus from social media. i got really busy with school, and i ended up getting hired for a new job. my everyday consisted of school then work, and by the time i would get home, i was tired out of my mind. i became detatched from all social media, because i never had the time for it. as of now, my class schedule and work schedule actually work with each other and i now have time for myself and the things i love. i will be returning to writing for this blog, just not as often as i was before.

i want to say thank you, a huge thank you, for everyone who has been showing love to this blog while i have been gone. the amount of notes i have recieved AND followers, made my heart light up the moment i logged back in. thank you so much.

i will be continuing the melanie martinez series and will not be opening my requests until the mm series is finished. i hope you guys understand! the third part will be released by the end of tonight (october 18) and i will be working on getting a general masterlist uploaded sometime soon.

once again, thank you and i am sorry for my absence!

smol review on d:d amazing. breathtaking. go big or go home 11/10 best song on the album. enha never fails to show their versatility.

[bloomingjungwon]

hi enjoy this doodle i did c: i hope u guys are liking the melanie martinez inspired excerpts! im trying really hard to get to the remaining requests in my inbox and working on the other members' stories! it's my finals week so it's getting a lil rough out here. but thank you to everyone who has given love to my recent posts! might do a part two for 'carnival' since some people have requested it ( ¯꒳¯ ) please look foward to my upcoming posts! love u my beautiful garden 𖤣𖥧𖥣｡

[bloomingjungwon]

hi could you write something angsty but also fluff with heeseung? like maybe him forgetting your birthday or saying something he didn’t mean in an argument? hehe im a sucker for these type of situation

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: based off experience, im a total bitch when i'm stressed about exams. sigh. thank you for requesting! i hope you enjoy <3

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: angst, fluff

𝟐:𝟎𝟗 𝐩.𝐦.▸ exam season. the one thing about school you hated. well, you could be lying, you hated the concept of school itself, but you did enjoy walking around campus, especially hand in hand with your boyfriend heeseung. meeting up with him after lectures at the fountain in the middle of the campus, greeting each other with smiles, and rambling on about your day. usually, that's how your school days went, mornings of stress and learning, but an evening with comfort and love.

but these days, you're holed up in the library, scanning textbook after textbook, trying to grasp every word about theories and concepts for your next exam. to say you were stressed was an understatement. you felt as if you were going to explode, maybe even throw up. the tiniest things were annoying you. chairs scraping as people stand up to leave, pen clicking, even the tiniest cough coming from the opposite side of the library you were on. you were agitated.

you checked the time, noticing you should be meeting heeseung at the usual spot. giving up on the library, you grabbed your things angrily, muttering to yourself definitions of things you managed to remember. eyes following the ground, you weren't really paying attention to where you going, bumping into people along the way, which frustrated you even more, although it was your fault.

out of muscle memory, you know you reached the fountain based on how long you were walking. you finally looked up to see heeseung already standing there, grin on his face, arms wide open as an invitation for a hug. you returned his grin with a small smile but dodged his hug. instantly, heeseung knew something was wrong.

"what's wrong baby? you look like you're about to burn holes through someone." he said. as if you weren't annoyed already, his comment although harmless, made you even more angry. "i'm not in the mood, don't say that type of shit." you snapped.

eyebrows furrowed, heeseung stared at you. you never cussed at him. "you could've just said that from the beginning. i understand you're not in the greatest mood, but you don't need to take it out on me though." he was right. and you hated being in the wrong. you hated to admit, and you'd usually hold your tongue, but you were so agitated, you couldn't stop yourself from snapping back.

"just fuck off heeseung, i'm not doing this right now. i need to study." you said as you began to walk around him.

cussing, again. you were never one to cuss at heeseung, and he was never the type to get petty, but the situation got a hold of him. "fine, go then. go be a bitch somewhere else." you stopped in your tracks. you never expected it to escalate to this, to the point name calling would occur. turning back, you looked at heeseung, only to find a face of regret. you know he regretted what he said, but it hurt.

"i-, i'm sorry. i didn't mean it." he stammered. you could only shake your head, tears threatening to fall, and walk away. the farther you walked away, the louder he called your name. you tried your best to ignore his cries, and kept forward, blocking out every sound you could. you began wiping your tears furiously to keep yourself from being blind by cloudy eyes when your wrist was held back. it all happened too fast, you didn't know what was going on until you were pushed against a wall, heeseung caging you with his arms.

refusing to make eye contact with him, you looked down to his feet. his hand moved from the wall down to your face, wiping your remaining tears. "i shouldn't have called you that. i'm sorry, but we're both in the wrong, and i know you're not putting up with stuff today." he started. he lifted your chin, forcing you to make eye contact with him. "so let's calm down okay love? let's make up and rest for the remainder of the day." he kissed your forehead. "you're stressed, you shouldn't stay like that for a long time." he moved down and kissed your nose. "no more arguing okay?" he asked, before leaning in to kiss you.

his affection and ability to easily forgive and admit made you fall in love even more. more tears spilled from you as you felt guilt hit you. "i'm sorry too. i shouldn't have snapped." you hiccuped. he shushed you and held you closer, stroking your hair in the process. "no more crying love. we're okay." kissing the top of your head, you nodded against his chest. pulling away, he looked at you once more. "let's go home and relax okay? let's not think about exams for the rest of the day." he said.

"okay heeseung." you replied quietly, earning another delicate kiss to the forehead from him, before you two head off campus.

[bloomingjungwon]

carousel ☾ park jongseong

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: angst, kind of suggestive?

carousel; to symbolise the repetitive motion of a one sided relationship. you're getting dizzy being on the carousel, having the feeling you will never catch up to love.

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it was musty. parties usually were always musty and you hated them, with couples dancing on each other, people gathered around the kitchen for more drinks or something to snack on, and the lonely people stuck against the wall, looking at their phone to put on a facade that they aren’t truly alone.

you never liked parties, the smell and noise was too much for you to handle. but i guess you pulled a reverse great gatsby and only went to parties for one thing. more like one person. park jongseong or better known as jay. the one person who can make you melt on sight.

the relationship you had with jay was quite complicated. typical popular guy with a quiet girl kind of trope. only, you weren’t together, more like flings in a random person’s room at a party. jay never talked about you to other people, and you returned that favor and kept your mouth shut too.

but despite the secretive scenarios you two were having, you felt as if it was an unspoken agreement that he was into you as much as you were into him. although having the same routine, going to parties, making eye contact, locking doors and messily fucking, you felt as if there was no progress going towards a real relationship. it was as if the both of you were going ‘round and around like a horse on a carousel.

lost in thoughts, you were snapped out of your senses, almost dropping your solo red cup filled with cheap liquor, when you felt a hand on your shoulder. jay stood behind you, acting nonchalant, the hand on your shoulder being a signal to follow him again into another random room.

he left before you, and you waited a few seconds until you knew it was safe to trail along without people knowing you were following him.

straight, two lefts, one right. you were met with a door slightly opened. you entered, closing and locking the door behind you. there’s no turning back now.

laying against the headboard, hands crossed behind his head, jay looked at you with a smirk. you made your way over to him, straddling him the moment you were in his vicinity. the two of you stared into each other’s eyes, no words being exchanged, just the blaring music in the background.

his hungry lips crashed into yours and you messily kissed him back. his lips made their way down your neck, knowing damn well your weak spot was right there, earning a moan in which he smirked against your neck at.

“jay, slow down” you murmured. he pulled back, eyebrow raised. “that’s a first, you’re always telling me to go fast.”

“i need to tell you something.” you said, as you created a tiny space between the two of you. “go ahead darling,” he replied, closing the space and continuing where he left off.

“i just want to know what we are. i’m tired of being secretive, but I can’t get enough of you.” jay hums against your neck, signaling you to continue speaking.

“i want you. all to myself because chasing after you is like a fairytale.” what you had just said seemed to turn jay even more on, as he groaned, still leaving marks on your neck.

how you’re able to keep talking as jay is literally marking you, you didn’t know. you were just too anxious to get everything out.

“i think i’m in love with you.” you managed to spit out. jay stopped. the silence felt disgusting, and you didn’t know what to do.

what felt like hours of awkward silence, jay began to laugh. confusion was riddled all over your face. “i just won $200” he finally said.

your heart sank. what was that supposed to mean? were you just a game to him? oh how you wish you never asked yourself that, for jay’s next words confirmed your suspicions.

“don’t look so down darling. it’s a win-win situation. you get to experience what love feels like, and i win a bet.”

“a b-bet?” you stuttered.

“it’s simple really. i get the quiet girl to be all over me, and the moment she confesses, i win the bet. it’s a little game. fun right?” he said standing up.

dumbfounded, you had no words to think of. your mouth agape, you stared at him, not knowing what to feel. betrayed? hurt? angry? used?

“it was great while it lasted darling. it’s all fun and games until somebody falls in love. thanks for the money” he said, winking, and finally leaving the room.

you spent hours sitting on the edge of the bed belonging to who knows, until you finally had the courage to lead your feet out the house. leaving the house, you reminded yourself that you hated parties. only now you hated parties because of jay. you didn’t give a fuck about how musty and loud they were. the only thing you looked forward to at parties was now the one thing you despised.

[bloomingjungwon]

Hii can i request enhypen reaction having med student s/o?? I hope you have a nice day✨✨

enhypen with a med student s/o

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: sorry if this is late! as someone studying in the field of medicine right now, i'm beyond excited to write this, so thank you for requesting! also, i have reached 100+ followers at the beginning of this week and i am so so thankful! i will continue to keep writing for you guys to provide you with content. tysm everyone <3

❀ 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮����𝐠

amazed!!!! by the effort you put in your hours of studying and doing homework

knows you are busy just as much as him so always respects your space when you're in the zone

would offer to be your little guinea pig when you're practicing your readings for blood pressure

stares at you with stars in his eyes because wow, you're such a hard working student despite all the stress you must be under

feels as if you're relationship is even more special to him since the both of you are so hard working

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐲

okay hear me out, he'd probably offer to pay for your tuition lmao

like he would try to convince you that your biggest concerns should be passing your classes and not the debt your school is trying to put you in

he really values your education especially when it comes to med school since he didn't really get great education growing up

he knows it gets extremely tough and he's always prepared to whisk you away from studying to relax

probably would say some cheesy shit like

"you can't be a med student if you can't take care of your own health"

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐤𝐞

i swear this guy's mind would be blown

he's said before that he takes a liking to science, especially physics

so he's blown away by the fact you have the same amount of love for science as much as him

most likely would "accidentally" injure himself so you can take care of him

acts like a lost puppy and needs his med student s/o to nurse him back to good health

but bro, he probably gave himself like a paper cut or something small like that

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧

tries to catch you off guard

he would ask you so many questions to see if you know your stuff and if your studying has paid off

and being the good student you are, you answer almost everything correct

keyword almost

because one day he asks you a question thats literally on the mcat from years ago that you don't remember the answer to????? and you answer it wrong

remember that scene in i-land when sunghoon won most handsome and he celebrated?? yeah that's him after you finally an't answer a question correctly

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐨

another member to stare at you as if you were a genius

so curious about everything you're looking at

asks questions left and right about certain terms

wants to learn about every system, how every machine works, how to PERFORM SURGERY

so so so curious, you tell him he should just be a med student himself

doesn't disagree with the idea, and would love to be a cute med student couple

❀ 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐧

curious (like sunoo) and very cautious around you

curious in terms of wanting to know basic treatment in case you get hurt, and he'll know what to do to help!!!

but also very cautious around you because he knows you're buried deep in work so he doesn't want to bother you

you don't ever notice it, but when you're practicing the motions of certain procedures, like cpr for example, wonie is copying your every move from afar on a stuffed teddy bear

❀ 𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢

so grateful to have you because this dancing machine gets injured so often

feels bad every time he sees you while he's injured because he just knows he's added another thing to your list of things to worry about

but as he sits in front of you all guilty, he can't help but admire you and your intelligence

you're tending to his injuries with your knowledge of the anatomical area and he's just amazed and so grateful

[bloomingjungwon]

soap ☾ lee heeseung

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here is first installment of the melanie martinez inspired fics! pls enjoy my lovely flowers!!

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: angst

washing your mouth out with soap; the symbolic meaning of "cleansing" after saying something you shouldn't have. you should've kept your feelings to yourself and held your toungue. you're now in a situation where you want to wash your mouth out with soap'

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fifteen years of friendship. something you and heeseung had shared in common. from your awkward elementary days, to experiencing the uncomfortable change of puberty, and being there to witness each other’s “glow ups”, you’d say heeseung and you have been through thick and thin.

for you however, it was a painful friendship, but you never told heeseung. after realizing you were most likely in love with him in middle school, you just kept it to yourself. it never seemed to cross his mind anyway; the fact you could have feelings for him.

and that’s what made this friendship so painful. the fact that it was only a friendship. the fact that heeseung only saw you as a younger sibling. he only loved you platonically, and you knew it. you knew it deep down but never wanted to believe it. you’ve begged yourself multiple times to push your feelings aside for the sake of this friendship, but it didn’t hurt any less when you saw him with another girl. so you made it a mission to rid your feelings.

for a while, it worked. you stopped seeing heeseung as a love interest and got yourself a boyfriend. all was going great until you started imagining your boyfriend as heeseung. the way you’d rather have heeseung’s fingers interlocked with yours. the way you wished it was heeseung holding you from behind.

and over time, that’s how all your relationships ended. you’d fall in lust over and over again, just for you to end it because all you could think about was heeseung. you hated yourself for that. while you’re over here trying to maintain a relationship, heeseung had no problem with the girls he went out with.

laying down on your couch, the same thought played like a broken record in your mind. should i tell him how i’ve felt these past years? with the gut feeling of knowing how he feels about you, you knew the situation could end bad, but you hated the uncomfortable thought in your head. stressed and ready to pull your hair, you sat up and grabbed your phone off the table.

heeseung, i’m coming over in ten minutes.

alright, let me know when you’re here.

as best friends, it was normal for the both of you to just drop by whenever, whether one was busy or not. taking advantage of this, you made your way over, same thought still playing in your mind. it probably isn’t the best for you to be driving with your mind all over the place, but you wanted to settle this once and for all. just throw it all out. before you knew it, you were parked in front of his house,

one big breath in, and one big breath out. you texted heeseung you arrived and headed out of the car. sixteen footsteps. that's how many it took you to get to his front door from your parking spot. you’ve been to his house so many times, the amount of steps became a routine to remember. however those exact same sixteen steps you seem to always take seemed longer than usual, your anxiety eating at you and making the walk feel like a mile.

heeseung was already at the door before you could even knock. silent nods were exchanged and you let yourself in. out of habit, you dragged yourself to his bedroom, him following. you laid down his bed, staring and burning holes in his ceiling.

“is there something you need or are you just here because you’re bored?” he said after breaking the silence.

even more silence. all your thoughts threatening to come out of your mouth. god i feel like throwing up. i feel it coming out my throat. “i have something to say.” you said, barely whispering.

“do share.” he said, arms crossed and leaning against the doorway. you prepared yourself, and sat up, reverting your eyes to the floor. you refused to make eye contact with him.

“i think… no. i know, im in love with you. i have been. always have. it’s always been you heeseung.” you managed to blurt. he continued to stare at you, daring not to say a single word. the silence was killing you, threatening you more to spit out all your words.

“all those guys i’ve dated, i’ve never felt love with them. for months, i kept imagining them as you, and i know it’s fucked up, but i guess that’s what love does to you. i don’t feel the same way with them like i do with you. and maybe i’m being biased because i’ve known you all my life, but i wake up everyday and my first thought is you. i’m constantly thinking about you when i’m not supposed to. i see something and immediately think, “heeseung would love or hate this”. my heart feels like its been punched millions of times everytime i see you with another girl and i can’t help but wish that was me with you.”

tears fell down your cheeks, rolling down to the floor. you counted each one. nine of them have fallen. have you been speaking that long or were you just crying too much? with all your will, you finally looked up to him. his face said it all. this was not going to end well for you. shit, i said too much, it overflowed. why do i always spill?

heeseung whispered your name. “i don’t know what to say. the only thing i can think of is i’m sorry.”

although you were expecting this, it didn’t hurt any less. “you know i love you, platonically. as if you were my little sibling. it’s just how i’ve always seen you throughout my years of knowing you.”

“you don’t need to apologize. i just.. i just needed to get this off my chest because i couldn't hold it in any longer.” you stood up. “i think i should get going now. thank you for listening to me.”

heeseung wasn’t sure if putting his hand on your shoulder was a good idea, so he refrained himself from doing it. “thank you for telling me. i’ll walk you to the front.” he said. “it’s okay, i can do it myself. bye hee.”

with a sad look of pity, he replied “bye, and again, i’m sorry.” you cringed. stop apologizing, it makes me feel worse. without looking back, you made your way to the door.

sixteen steps. sixteen dreadful steps to make it to your car. you started your car and mindlessly drove around and until you were in a secluded area. turning off the car you pulled your seat back to lay down. you began to silently cry, cursing yourself for letting your feelings get in the way. you felt worthless, hurt, and dirty. i wish i never spoke. now i gotta wash my mouth out with soap.

[bloomingjungwon]

hi my beautiful garden! i have a couple of requests in my inbox that i will be working on as soon as possible, but it might take me a while to get to them since it is almost the end of my academic school year, and i will also be out of state for the next two weeks. but please anticipate them! the first fic of the melanie martinez inspired series will be out on the first of june. in the mean time, i will still be keeping my requests open until the end of next week (june 5) so please feel free to request anything. thank you ♡

[bloomingjungwon]

I’m screaming, I loooooooooooved your Heeseung college au 🥺🥺🥺🥺

wahhh!! thank you so much, i'm so glad you enjoyed it c: ngl it made me scream too

[bloomingjungwon]

ello (ﾉ≧ڡ≦) Teehee~! Can you write an enha reaction when your girlfriend feeds you in the mouth (as if you were eating and suddenly s / o said ahhh and gave you food) please? thanks a lot!!!

enhypen when their s/o feeds them

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: thank you for requesting! i'm not sure if this is what you wanted because i might have interpreted it wrong so i apologize in advance, but i hope you enjoy this!

❀ 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠

would definitley be shy

and very caught off guard

"y-you want to feed me?"

doesn't make eye contact with you as you feed him

keeps it to himself, but he very much enjoys this

wishes you would feed him more

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐲

acts like he doesn't hear you when you tell him to open his mouth

and then you repeat yourself multiple times

gives up and lets you feed him

but he acts like he doesn't like it

since he's the cook of enha, i think he usually doesn't experience people cooking for him or feeding him

so even if he acts like he doesn't like it, deep inside he's really grateful

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐤𝐞

one giggly as mf

no matter how many times it takes you to hand feed him something, you physically can not

he is laughing his ass off too much

really really enjoys it, and thinks it's intimate

would pay you back by returning the service and feed you too

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧

another member who would be somewhat shy

but he also thinks it's intimate

so like, hee and jake into one

after overcoming his shyness, he'd get like REALLY CONFIDENT

and he'll like grab your wrist to guide your hand to his mouth

and now you're the one getting shy

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐨

super happy about it!!!

thinks you're really cute for wanting to feed him

would definitley overexaggerate and act as if every bite was better than the last

another member to gladly feed you back

and he expects you to exaggerate as much as him

❀ 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐧

"say ahh" you would say

cue dolphin scream

he wouldn't know what to do

remember when rain complimented him on his dancing skills during iland?

yeah him when you ask to feed him

❀ 𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢

would be confused

maybe a lil sassy

"i can feed myself"

but then he thinks about it

and is like.... yeah it would be kind of cute if they fed me

opens his mouth anyway and is happy to see that you're happy

[bloomingjungwon]

please write a heeseung college!au !!!! ♡♡

college!au heeseung

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: thank you for requesting! sorry if this is so long, i kind of got carried away and i was kind of inspired by one of my favorite blogger's writing style

major: cinematography (don't ask why, i can just imagine him being so into making motion pictures)

he'd probably minor in like north american or woman studies tbh

i can see him as a really quiet, doesn't involve himself in too many things, kind of student

doesn't really speak up when it isn't needed

but if it's a topic he's really familiar with, you can't shut him up

definitley the type of student to sit in the very front even if the classroom has like a billion seats left open

i also see him as the type to never be in the library, he usually just studies out on the grass or in a very underrated cafe.

lives off of coffee to the point his roomate!jake tells him he smells like coffee 25/8

you know how gym freaks take a shot of like protein powder before their workout? yeah that's him but with ground up coffee beans if he is in a rush and doesn't want to wait for his coffee to brew.

it's kinda funny, you don't know heeseung, and he doesn't know you. but you pass each other almost everyday because you also go to the same cafe as him.

like youre always leaving as he enters and like????

hello how r u not noticing such an amazing human being

but dont worry, ya'll meet some day

you're walking across your campus and the bulletin board catches your attention

amongst all the papers screaming "tutor needed" or "join our club", theres a flier SMACK DAB in the middle

"class do20 presents mini films at flint theatre this friday!"

and like, that peaks your interests

because you've always appreciated people's works

but you're kinda just standing in the middle of the walkway and staring at it , you don't realize someone standing next to you

"are you going to go and watch?"

you nearly jumped out of your skin cause like, who tf just talks to someone without getting their attention first

heeseung does

and now he's just staring at you waiting for an answer

"uh,, yeah seems kind of interesting. why? are you?"

"i have no choice to. i'm a part of it, i just haven't started on my film yet."

.... homie, the show is on friday and it's currently tuesday

silence

no words or expressions are exchanged and you're just staring awkwardly at each other

but in reality, you two are just silently admiring each other's features

"do you want to be a part of my film?"

your blank expression turned into a "wtf" kind of expression

"you want me, a complete stranger, to be a part of your film?"

he proceeds to tell you that it'll be a lot easier for him to work with a stranger since he'd most likely not mess around

because this boy needs to get his assignment done asap

and you kind of hesitate but then you're like "well, fuck it. sure"

and then he smiles. and holy

this guy has one of the most captivating smiles ever and you literally feel your heart stop for a small second

"let's get started today, if that's okay with you?" he suggests

and you agree and tell him you have one more class, but he can meet you at a cafe you're usually at

and now it's his turn for his heart to skip a beat because he's talking to an attractive person who just willingly agreed to help him on his project AND goes to the same underrated cafe???

but before he can say anything.. you're already walking away

and now he's just standing there dumb and love struck

but yeah heeseung is already at the cafe thirty min early while he waits for you, camera out facing the door, waiting for you to enter

catches you on film as you walk inside and he kinda just watches you in awe as you're scanning the room to find where he is

you give him a small smile and wave and in that moment, heeseung knew what title he was giving his film

you take your seat and you're like "so, what would you like me to do?"

and heeseung just asks you to do whatever you would usually do at the cafe

and you're like oh sweet. that's easy.

so you ask him what kind of coffee he wants and when he tells you, you stand up to leave and order coffee

he films everything

from you standing in line awkwardly, you picking at your nails, scrolling through your phone, ordering... literally everything

you come back holding both cups (which of course he films too)

"i usually just do my homework while i'm here, but i don't have a lot today"

"that's fine. you can just do it, and if it's okay, i can ask you questions to get to know you better."

"yeah that's okay with me. i can multitask well. i think."

that earns you a chuckle from him

he angles the camera at the end of the end of the table, focusing on you

and ya'll just do homework together and learn new things about each other

like how you eat pizza with a fork and knife because you refuse to get your hands dirty

which heeseung reacts with "do you need professional help?"

but homie blurts out he lives and breathes off of ramen noodles and his roomate!jake has to restock for him every two days

and you're like.... "you're the one who needs professional help."

and for a couple hours

you guys are just goofing around and talking to each other as if you've known each other for years

homework done, three cups of coffee later, heeseung's camera runs out of battery so he calls it a day

chooses the next location to film

a dog park

so the next day, classes done, you meet him at the dog park, and even brought your dog

films you throwing tennis balls, petting dogs, and even you getting chased by a dog

laughs throughout the whole filming process but then internally regrets it because he notices it could probably be heard in the video

breaks it to you that he has enough content for his project

and lowkey youre kind of sad because you've had fun being around him the past two days but you keep it to yourself

"i'm glad i could help. i can't wait to see it heeseung."

loves the way you say his name and now he's sad too because he doesn't really have an excuse to hang out with you more

so ya'll part ways after saying bye

but it's not some dramatic "i'm never going to see them again"

cause ya'll run into each other again at the cafe the next day

and it's kind of unspoken but ya'll just silently agree to sit down with each other and work on homework

you, reading out of your textbook, and him working diligently on his laptop (shh he's editing his film)

and you kind of steal glances his way and he's just smiling to himself as he works

and that's because he loves the way his film is coming along, and he loves seeing you

because in that moment, you both realize you have feelings for each other

but once again it's unspoken cause you're both scaredy cats

you call it a day and say bye and him back

you guys don't see each other until the night of the film show

and you're like okay i'll tell him i have feelings for him after the show

little did you know, he was thinking the same thing about you

but he's up in the film booth sweating his ass off because he knows you're somewhere in the crowd

and all of a sudden he doesn't want to be there

"what if they don't like me in that way?" "what if they take my video the wrong way?"

internally and externally panics

but before he can grab his cd and break it, the lights turn off and oh shit the show is starting

tbh, the films from the other students were quite interesting and you were enjoying each one

but this uncomfortable feeling was forming in the pit of your stomach

were you anxious? nervous?

idk but you were anticipating heeseung's film

and finally on the screen appeared heeseung's picture and biography

you didn't even notice the smile growing on your face

you thought to yourself, what did he even name his film?

"love through my eyes"

....love??

does heeseung have feelings for me too? or did they switch up someone's film with his??

but nope, there was no switch up

you watched yourself on the screen, from you smiling at him at the first moments in the cafe, to you laughing at his eating habits, and to you being chased by the dog, audibly hearing heeseung's giggles

but you thought it was over until there were more clips of the both of you in the cafe

however, they weren't from the first meeting. the clothes you both were wearing were different

wait, isn't this from two days ago? he filmed us that day?

from a hidden angle, the camera caught you two stealing glances at each other when the other wasn't paying attention.

you looked at him with stars in your eyes, and when you went back to your textbook, he stole glances at you as if your were his entire universe

speechless, the film ended, and with his film being last, the show ended and the lights turned back on

you didn't even applaud, for you ran out of the building immediatley, looking for heeseung

and there he is at the entrance of the theatre just staring at his feet

looks up when you hear him running up to him

"so... the film" he starts

but you don't let him finish because you pull him by the shirt and kiss him

and he's shocked because what the fuck they're kising me?!?!

but relaxes and kisses you back

and yeah, that's how your relationship starts

and expect him to film you at random times

would probably treasure "love through my eyes" and play it as a surprise at your guys' wedding in the future

im crying

[bloomingjungwon]

new series coming soon!

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: i am a huge fan of melanie martinez and her music, so starting the 1st week of june, i will be uploading a fic per member based off some of melanie's songs. here is a sneak peek to what they're going to be called! i hope you guys could look forward to them ♡ (majority of these will be angst)

♡ lee heeseung

♡ "i feel it coming out my throat, guess I better wash my mouth out with soap"

♡ park jongseong

♡ "it's all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love"

♡ sim jaeyun

♡ "i'll cry until my pity party's in flames"

♡ park sunghoon

♡ "i'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you"

♡ kim sunoo

♡ "you are so desperate, craving that spotlight"

♡ yang jungwon

♡ "i wanna make you mine, but that's hard to say. is this coming off in a cheesy way?

♡ nishimura riki

♡ "i fell in love with him, but he wasn't in my light"

[bloomingjungwon]

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: this is based off of something that happened to me and my friend because now that i think about it, it's a very "niki" thing.

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: nishimura riki x gn!reader

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: none

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff

𝟓:𝟏𝟐 𝐩.𝐦.▸grocery shopping; the one thing you both hate and love. you always end up buying things you don't need, but the small joy each item you get is what makes grocery shopping so enjoyable.

what useless item do i want?

those six words played like a broken record in your head as you walked down the snack aisle. scanning each rack up and down, your eyes landed on that brought you pure nostalgia. strawberry poptarts.

your eyes were bigger than your stomach, so naturally you grabbed three boxes. "ahem." you heard someone clear their throat behind you.

"do you really need three boxes of poptarts y/n?" behind you was the one and only niki. friend? not friend? more like an acquaintance who you had the tiniest crush on.

"i just really like them." you shrugged, trying to keep calm. he glanced over to your cart to see it was filled with nothing but snacks. "you're gonna share all of that or what?" he asked.

"with who?" you asked back, tilting your head in the process. why would i even share my own snacks anyway? who would i even share them with? "with me of course." he said as he held your arm, dragging you to the front of the store. your eyes looked at the connection of your limbs, then back at him.

"i guess we could" you muttered. although he couldn't hear it, your heart was nearly beating out of your chest from the sudden contact of skin.

"let's get out of here and eat. im hungry. i'll pay for them too." he said, looking down at you.

[bloomingjungwon]

Hiya! do you write a reaction to enha when her s / o menstrual cramps do not let her sleep (due to the intense pain she cannot sleep) what would they do? Thank you! 🐑

enhypen when their s/o has menstrual cramps

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: as someone who is currently on their menstrual cycle, this is much needed TT. my cramps can get so bad so this topic i can definitley relate to. this is also my first bullet point post yay!

❀ 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠

would definitley be concered )):

let's just assume you don't move a lot when you sleep

your cramps were painful to the extreme that night and you couldn't help but move from side to side

he'd be like ".... what are u doing?"

but then you'd tell him and he'd literally pout

would offer belly rubs

doesn't matter how late in the night it is, he would stay up all night rubbing your belly until your cramps subsided

he'll whisper words of reassurance that the pain will go away

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐲

i swear this guy would be prepared for nights like this

first day of your cycle? no need to worry, he's already stocked your feminine needs in the bathroom

he knows you have cramps in the middle of the night?

before you guys head to bed, he already has pain killers and a bottle of water ready for you by your side of the bed

because he is so prepared, i highly doubt you would have trouble falling asleep

but if it ever does happen, he would probably talk to you all night to get your mind off the pain

would also prepare one of those hot water packs for your stomach as well

❀ 𝐣𝐚𝐤𝐞

concerned part two (but on an extreme level)

jake is a literal sweetheart, but i feel like this kind of situation he would freak out

he wouldn't know if he would have to treat you delicately

he would confirm your needs by asking so many questions

"where does it hurt?"

"do you need tea?"

"do you need to take some sort of medicine?"

tbh his variety of questions is enough for you to forget about the pain

would also offer to massage your stomach

but like, you can barely feel if his hand is on your stomach

because he's treating you so gently, he's afraid to apply pressure

but his soft touch is enough to lull you back to sleep

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧

i feel like sunghoon would kind of know what to do

considering that he has a younger sister and all

so periods shouldnt be foreign to him

but obviously he'd be confused about how to treat you in the middle of the night when youre literally groaning from pain

i think he would kind of back off for a bit to brainstorm what to do

and when his brain gears finally click he'd rush out the room to go find medicine and water

doesn't offer cuddles

he just does it

he'll hold you all night and run his hands through your hair

❀ 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐨

being the bubbly person he is i think he would just be cheerful throughout the whole situation

i don't think he would pity you as much as the other members

but he would take your mind off by complimenting you on every little thing

"wow you look so beautiful right now"

"sunoo... im in pain and my hair's a mess"

reminds you how amazing you are every two seconds

aegyo enthusiast

will do all sorts of aegyo to wipe your brain from thinking of your pain

you two would fall asleep in giggling fits once your pain has gone away

❀ 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐧

gentle with everything

his voice, his touch, his everything is just so soft

he would make you sit up and sit in between his legs with your back laying against him

would sing to you while massaging your shoulders

makes you take your pain killers and watches you with starry eyes as you drink your water

"why are you staring at me?"

"it doesn't make sense. how are you so beautiful even when in pain?"

holds you all night part two

he big spoon with his hands massaging your stomach

❀ 𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢

hear me out

niki is absolutley clueless on what to do

i mean girls his age are probably getting their first period so

he'd most likely be like "why does it hurt?"

absolutley confused

i read somewhere that when he's feeling down, he would play games all night

so when his confusion disintegrates, he would offer to play games so you could focus on beating the levels rather than your cramps

similar to what he does when he wants to take his mind off whatever made him feel sad

so you and him would spend the night playing games

ya'll playing animal crossing tbh

you'd end up falling asleep while niki runs around his island to find tarantulas

[bloomingjungwon]

Hey I saw that you wanted people to request different things so you could improve your writing. Maybe you could do jealous!Jungwon x reader? Or if you do fantasy writing you could try like vampire!enhypen x reader? I’m not sure if that’s what you were going for but hope it still helps???

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨����𝐞: this helps a lot! thank you so much for requesting something! this came out to be a lot longer than i expected but thats all okay! i enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoy this as well ♡

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: jealous!jungwon x gn!reader

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: none

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff

the school's spring festival was one of the best things to look foward to during the academic year. the campus, from the courtyard, to the front entrance, to even each class, was always decorated with beautiful pink and white flowers. and as part of the student council, you and jungwon were in charge of overlooking the decorations.

walking from class to class to monitor the students' work, both you and jungwon made your last stop at your own class. the moment you two stepped foot, you were whisked away by your own friends.

jungwon couldn't help but eavesdrop the conversation you were having with some of your fellow classmates.

"you're joking! the lee minho asked you on a date? TODAY?" one of your friends said. "can you keep your voice down!" you snapped back in a harsh whisper. you looked around the class to see if the attention of the other people were focused on you, but thankfully no one was looking or listening. or so you thought.

jungwon processed every word spoken from you and your friends. a date? with minho?

"where are you guys going to go? what do you plan on doing?" your other friend asked, being curious as ever. "i'm not sure but he did want to meet at the cafe down the block after i was done with student council tasks." you replied, scanning your eyes across the aray of paper cherry blossoms along the wall. "let me know how it goes" your friends winked at you and returned to thier decorating task.

you were satisfied with the turnout of your classroom and decided your duty was done. you made your way to the door, only to see jungwon leaning against it, with a grim look.

"the decorations aren't that bad, no need to look so angry" you said to him. without even knowing he was in deep thought, he reverted his eyes to yours. "huh?" "you look like you're going to burn holes in the wall." you said blankly. "i think the campus looks pretty good so far, so i'm gonna go now. just let me know if you need anything okay?" and with that, you began your stroll to the cafe.

i can't believe im doing this? why do i even care? jungwon was currently kicking rocks as his feet carried him to the cafe you were meeting minho at. "why would they even agree to go with him? he's not even cool!" he yelled out loud, earning him some confused stares from people around him. before he knew it, he was standing in front of the window of the cafe.

his eyes landed on you, sitting across from minho as you had the slightest smile on your face. i could make her smile bigger than that.

he couldn't take it anymore. seeing you with him made him internally cringe. with all his willpower, he made his way inside.

"y/n! there you are! did you forget about the paperwork we had to go over for our teacher?" his improvised words fell out without him even thinking. this is embarrasing.

your eyes snapped over to him, shocked and confused on why he was here. "jungwon? what paperwo-." before you could even finish asking, his hand dragged out of the building. looking back, minho looked just as confused as you were. "sorry, bye" you mouthed to him.

hand in hand, jungwon continued dragging you down the street until the cafe was no longer in sight. you let go of his hand and crossed your arms. "what was that about?" you asked him. sheepishly, he said in a whisper, "he's not even cool." they must be mad at me.

you laughed. "you sound like you're jealous. keep it up and people are going to think we're dating." jealous? am i actually jealous? and dating? it doesn't seem that bad. "but thank you." you said to him. "thank you..?" "yeah, thank you. i never really wanted to go in the first place, but i couldn't find a way to say no in the nicest way possible. you kinda saved me back there." you reached out your hand to give him a pat on the shoulder.

"get home safe jungwon. and stop acting jealous." you said with a wink as you turned around to head home.

maybe i was jealous. but is it even a bad thing? holding her hand felt good. at least i made her smile more than minho did.

[bloomingjungwon]

current works

thank you to those who requested something! i will be working on them as soon as possible! don't forget my requests are open and i wont be closing them any time soon! here are some works that you guys can expect to see within the next week:

♡ jealous!jungwon x reader new! read here

♡ how enha would react to s/o with menstrual cramps new! read here

♡ enha series inspired by melanie martinez's songs coming soon

♡ niki timestamp scenario new! read here

[bloomingjungwon]

hi guys! in order for my creative writing skills to grow, i would deeply appreciate it if you could request anything! my requests are open and there for engene community (๑´˘`)ﾉ～♡ hope to hear from some of you guys!!