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I'm working hard to bring answers in a form of funny drawings. I'll finish it soon hehe if you all have any more questions send them to my profile question box 😆

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MAID DAY MAID DAY MAID DAY

and MAID AIS is making his comeback😈

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The new Demo brought me back to tumblr...

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From Azrael looking so sweet as a child. What sort of events did he go through to make him grow up to the person he became older?

Azrael and his past

The elements in this post are from what I have built so far, but some elements may change when Touchstarved is fully released.

Despite the difficulties he had since birth, such as being imprisoned by the priests, Azrael was a lively, smart and a affectionate child.

However, this cannot last long due to his status as a divine oracle. Then, he was kept in isolation and treated like an object, an object that was sacred because of his curse, and because of his power he was adorned with a collar to suppress his power so that he could not revolt or escape.

That's the basics, but what points made it so closed? Let's see ↓

Any sign of disobedience was met with various forms of punishment. So with his attempts to interact with few people in a secret way, he learned that closeness could be dangerous and that in order for him to be a deity, he would have to sacrifice his selfhood.

The sweetness of his personality has not disappeared, it has just been repressed, buried behind many losses and traumas. Because of all his past, his actions are guided with control and distrust, where he prefers to benefit himself over others because deep down he believes that in this world no one is worthy of his "trust" or how he likes to call it "His RESPECT"... All because in the end, his own actions can cause the calamity to the life of anyone who comes near.

IN RESUME, his actions purposefully lead him to loneliness, even if he no longer realizes it!! because, deep down, the truth for him is that by pushing people away no one will get hurt.

And by using his proud way of acting, he mask his fear as selfish actions and in a way contempt for those he considers "inferior" to him (Because despite having suffered from his past as an oracle, he internalized his concept as superior/Divinity in his mind for his self-protection.)

So now let's go to the movie/fanfic part

I'm sorry! I lied

I'm sure I can make a fanfic like thing skskn but it takes a log time so here we go, only a few lines:

"People used to worshiped me, touching my skin like a sacred amulet. I was never meant for protection, I know... It was never divine, but I was just a naive child, with a curse that was just enough to be used for evil and to kill."

"Its amusing how I still remember the feeling of it... Cold metal. I couldn't breathe and it never fit me properly, always too tight to suffocate me when they wanted."

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Lovely Odessa animation progress!! Besides Azrael, I also take care of some creations for Odessa, she is my friend's MC for Touchstarved

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Leander in the new update... Sure is something 😩

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VGen comm for hoshido !

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oni disney princess-core

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<3

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It’s dangerous to go alone, take this smol vere with you

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Azzy is trying to keep his vibe serious for his performance but everything i draw on paper is funny

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My bag is full of pins but the ones that stand out are my husbands 💍 (oh yeah i like to show my bag in every acc 😆)

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Be careful, the MC's braid club attacks by surprise

Finally got off my lazy bum to make my MC for touchstarved bc I just found out it’s releasing q4 of 2025

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😭✨🛐 Wahh omg thank you so much AZZY MY LOVEEE 🤲✨RASVANN HEHEEH

Be careful because I will retaliate with an artistic attack 🤭

Took a break from my assignments (it’s 4am) to doodle TS MCs from @k3n999 and @bluentear, Rasvan and Azrael respectively 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ I’m sorry I butchered your sons,,,,

Anyone seeing this if you have a TS MC feel free to share wif me I love any and all!!! I’ll try my best not to butcher your children,,, (´；ω；｀)

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Dr. 069

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At that moment I forgot how to breath

Raymond wanted Leander so bad, HE WAS SO CLOSE COME ON

Give Raymond his wife PLEASE.

(I also want Leander as my wife)

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I am so fucking normal about him <3