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should i start tagging the posts as My Experience With Femininity or keep tagging it as Blue's Story? or should i tag both?

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Official Trailer : My Experience With Femininity | Indie Animated Series Pilot

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(April 27, 2025)

She got a nose privilege chat

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(June 18, 2025)

It’s official guys… THE FIRST EPISODE IS COMPLETE!!!!!!

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(June 10, 2025)

Happy Birthday to my Manager ! 🎊🎉

‪@.mewf-manager‬

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(May 15, 2025)

Chat should I stream more ? (during the weeks after school)

I am in the last revision phase of the animatic, however I am getting stuck quite a few time now. Soooo, I thought it would be a good idea to stream and ask you guys direct feedback while making the adjustments left.

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(May 9, 2025)

Hey everyone!

First off, huge thank you to everyone who reached out after my last video! It means so much that you’re interested in being part of this project. 🙏

Just a quick heads-up tho. To keep things organized (and make sure I don’t miss anyone!), please submit your auditions/portfolios through Casting Call Club https://cstng.cc/projects/mewf-my-exp…

There will be others roles avaliable soon! For now, I'm looking for people that are crucial for the making of the first ep. So please reach out on CCC, that way I can review everything properly!

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(May 4, 2025)

Hey guys, I've got a question,

Do you believe an abuser consciously planned to harm the victim? intentionally strategizing to traumatize/abuse them, destroy their mental health, or make their life unbearable ? like they wanted the victim to suffer long-term, even deriving satisfaction from the victim pain?

Or, do you think their actions were less about deliberately plotting harm and more about selfishness, prioritizing their own desires/wants with complete indifference to how it affected the victim ? That they didn’t care or acknowledge the damage, rather than actively wanting to ruin the victim life?

I've been reflecting about the abusers motivation and want to understand others perspectives about that question. Does the abuser’s cruelty feel premeditated and purposeful, or like a byproduct of their own needs/entitlement? I'm just seeking to understand how others perceive this.

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(May 3, 2025)

Might stream tomorrow

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(April 27, 2025)

Someone informed me that people are making wrong guesses based on the leaked video (that is now non canon).

Just to clear things up.

no, the mark isn’t from Pink’s husband hurting her. It’s actually a tattoo of Medusa. Thus the reaction of blue. Blue just thought the tattoo looked cool and didn’t really understand the deeper meaning behind it.

But yeah, this isn’t canon anymore, Pink in the current story doesn’t have that tattoo.

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Victaton: This isn’t the first time people have misunderstood something because of the way I hinted at certain things in my videos. Honestly, it makes me feel a little ashamed, because it means I didn’t show things as clearly as I wanted to, and that led to a lot of unintentional assumptions.

It’s a bit uncomfortable and hard for me to correct these specific misunderstandings, even though I have stepped in to clarify a few things before. What I'm trying to say is, I’m going to do my best to be clearer in the future, whether I’m showing things visually, hinting, or implying deeper meanings in a clearer way that doesn't let the audience try to guess.

At the same time, I kindly ask (and I’ve mentioned this before) that you try not to let your knowledge from the Gacha story influence or bias how you see things here.

There are a lot of assumptions floating around that don’t match what I intended at all, and I truly want you to experience this story for what it is, not what you expect it to be.

InwonknU: For those confused on the tattoo, the medusa tattoo means the person got sa'd

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SuitsandBoots: Hey Vic? Remember how you asked minors about details on their S/A experience in a Google documents? In a form of poll?

What happened to that?

I know there was a controversy with this but I thought this is going to be used somewhere so there is no need to accuse of anything.

But… It's been months. Where did this all data go?

It made a bit uncomfortable knowing how many minors did it (me too) and it's just somewhere in your computer.

I thought this would be like doctors gaining data to do something with things like statistics, presentation…. Where is it?

Victaton: I’m really sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable or worried by not being upfront about how the survey data would be used. That’s 100% on me, and I should’ve explained it better from the start. Just to clarify, I didn’t collect names, emails, or anything that could link responses to anyone. It was just ticking boxes based on experiences, nothing that could trace back to you or anyone else. The survey is currently part of a project I’m working on with my manager for the upcoming MEWF website. We're focusing on making articles about sexual abuse, and this one specifically (the reason the survey was made) looks at mother–daughter sexual abuse (MDSA). That’s the only reason I ran the survey. Once the site’s live (it’s still in the works), we’ll be sharing overall stats and trends, not personal details. Everything stays 100% anonymous. I don’t even know who said what, and I never will. Once the article’s finished, I’ll delete the raw data for good and just keep the general summaries for reference. I totally get why people might be concerned that I’m handling survey data about something as serious as abuse, after all, I’m just a high-schooler with no fancy degree in this field. That’s exactly why I’m taking my time. I have no right to claim I understand sexual abuse without valid research backing me up. Once again, I’ve been learning as I go, which is why I paused sharing my own take on S/A in my YouTube community post and instead invited anyone who feels comfortable to share their opinions or experiences. (Kind of like when I posted about huge age-gap couples, even though both are adults and asked for you guys thoughts.) I’m not the holder of truth, and I never want to come off like I know everything. I apologies again for not being upfront about what the survey was for 🙏🙇🏽‍♂

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(April 25, 2025)

Chat, the more I’m getting closer to the finalizations and polishing stages, the more excited and anxious I’m getting

Like I’m a little tinyyyyy bit scared that it won’t met the expectations you guys might have 👉🏽👈🏽

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(April 21, 2025)

Gotta make the teaser chat 😈

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(April 21, 2025)

My Internship started this week As you can see I'm obviously unable to work on Blue story during my work shift.. 😔

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(April 14, 2025)

Yknow progress is going well when you got your first finalize shot 😩✨

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(April 14, 2025)

Gonna livestream today

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(April 14, 2025)

I thought it would be okay to have survivors to share where the are in their journey during SAAM. Wether its being able to have a fulfilling life, or struggling to heal to realizing you are a survivors and not knowing what to do.

So if you feel comfortable doing so, then feel free to ! 🙏🏽

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(April 7, 2025)

Yo chat, imma take a week break from blue story Not that I’m burnt out or uninspired, but I can feel something is gonna kick my ass hard if I continue working non stop 👉🏽👈🏽

The good news is, I’ve got the VA for Blue, Lavender and Lime (Purple VA check your CCC btw ) AND we are producing more music !! I also plan to release a teaser since the deadline is coming, however uh how do we make one ? I’m a little lost with that 👀

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