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i reached out to rusty we TALKED ON A CALL we talked so much

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i want to express the agony of living in a grotesque world. basically it is one where you aren't a part of my day

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please do you guys know i love arson

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if kansha comes online ill rip my jwafh out

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IT IS WINTER AND VEE IS BACK AND AURUM IS BACK AND VANI IS BACK AND RII IS HERE I MISS RUSTY AND I REMEMBER ARSONS TEDDY AND I SWEAR ALL OF YOU ARE WARMER THAN THE WINTER SUN

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listen to me please gather under this post let us die don't GO

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today was my last day at school I still didnf cry as much as I did when sudenerlt there was no vee rii kanshu aurum vani my baby alima i miss her so much my joy was all of you i don't know how to perceive life as SOMETHING that i fill my lungs with and MAKE myself happy with WITHOUT YOU ALL PLEASE im like desd rn

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so many MESSAGES oh my god where's aurum and Vani is kanshu here I have cried so many times do you guys realise that

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are you fucking with me IS EVERYONE back please I have tears in my eyes please.ill explode 2021 style

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i am going to eat you. literallygoing to put you in a bread make a sandwich and nomch

i would lie down like the happiest person and gladly meet ur stomach enzymes

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i love aggressive love

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arson is like the one i remembered every time any soup or chai or blanket made me warm this autumn like do you understand how much i love him no you don't

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haven't slept in 3 days but also have been missing everyone

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nothing is right in life but wow the way i remember how beautiful everything was when my little world had my little internet friends and our little silly posts and our little metit eelnesses. i feel like that was the childhood i experienced, a pinacle of such elation god it's scary how i know I'll never have that again i miss you all so much i miss you all so much i have so much love for all of you i miss the comfort of talking to you all i love you all there are so many people i met in these two years and i tried to look for a bit of you all in them and i never found anything. i love you all there is literally none like you none like us you have no idea how much i miss everyone wow why are you all so beautiful and precious i miss you anyway ok time for chemistry👍fml

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everyday i wake up and i want to burn the Spotify playlists of my classmates that say shit like "for the ryles in my life that i had to let go of♥️" STFU

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i’m curious. in the tags let me know a media property that lowers your opinion of somebody’s tastes when you find out they enjoy it, not because it’s genuinely harmful but because it sucks. bonus points if you explain why