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que de puta madre no sentir nada en ningun momento en ninguna situacion might aswell be fucking dead

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woke up today and realized that tumblr entirely killed fuck ya life bing bong so here ya go again

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PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT: Ten meters of polished steel, baby. Imagine the speed. Your mind races at the thought of conquering this children's play equipment. Take the plunge. Go down that slide.

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Absolutely adore that, per the book lore, this is 100% true. Anodic dance music can overcome the pale. Apathy is killing the world. They ARE running out of time.

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i just need pple to give a single shit about me, but im not the type of person who deserves that

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How many times can the same thing break your heart?

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deciding to love someone is so fucked up cause no matter what they do ur still gonna love them the same way

how do i start loving someone AFTER we got in a relationship tho? Cause i did it BEFORE and we never did, she even liked me too

fucking torture for 3years that was so fucked up they destroyed me, i still love them

why was i never chosen tho... theres always someone better out there i guess

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sometimes feels like i cant live or function being alone, not having someone close to me to talk to and help eachother, then again ive been alone almost my whole life i dont understand, maybe the hope of having someone like that is what keeps me going, ive had like 3 pple like that in my life and all of them just left and ive been now years waiting for someone to appear again and help me move forward and have a meaning

i have infinite hope and at the same time i KNOW im not gonna find anyone like that maybe ever again

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very few times i manage to change something amd stop caring about a lot of things, i dont know what triggers it but sometimes it comes so easy, i wish i could be like that all the time, really makes me want to become an alcoholic cause drinking sounds like it could trigger that state

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i rly need my life to get so much worse, fr, im so tired of being able to survive thru shit, everything is so fucking bad but still i manage to have hope and push thru and not break down or lose faith, i want everything to get so much worse so atleast i become fucking mad and change something

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depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

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depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

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Ok def was not expecting this level of relatability

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oh avatar?? you mean airbender or blue people?

yes

no i do not take constructive criticism why do u ask ¯\_(ツ)_/¯