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I was happy to have one of my best friends with me yesterday. He is so positive that I also had a break from this drepressive phase.
I can’t stop making comparisons. I MUST stop dont it. Foda-se Aya.
I need help.
bob
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Looking to blame for what we lack.
Living a life with NO REGRETS.
bob
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Medo
Years ago I remember having a lot suicidal thoughts. These days, I am so unhappy thinking that I am wasting my time and not living right. It seems I care about life in the end. Can’t stop thinking on how my life would be I was in Brazil. It is hard rhis life being VERY FAR from all my family and friends.
Start a life from the zero is not for everyone.
I MUST stop comparing myself.
I NEED THERAPY!!!
Someone please help to fix me.
b0b
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Lack of happiness.
Before all I wanted is a job. Now I have a job and I’m still sad. I have a feeling thaIt I’m not living my life the way I want it. And someone just by my side is.
I really need new friends and more fulfilling experiences.
bob
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Why so sad lately
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Wtf is this relationship
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Woke up so sad today….
I have to be fucking happy to finally start working with a CDI!!!!!!!!!!!
Mixture of sadness and gratitude 🥲🥲🥲🥲
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3h
Just lost 3h of my night…
Merci beaucoup
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31
and drinking, vomit and crazy thursdays nights?
Reveja você mesma antes de querer filhos…
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Normal
Sad to think that she even think i might be one…
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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I want all my nights back
It is crazy how life it is. No one is ever happy. It is hard to be in a temporary situation. Temporary job. Temporary visa. Temporary happy.
sad bob
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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Gratidão sempre.
Quero ser mais positivo esse ano. Vou fazer meu melhor a partir de hoje.
Uma pessoa positiva contagia todos ao seu redor.
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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Time pushed me to the edge
The jump was my decision
I’ve only got my self to blame
Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walkaway
I have no right to miss you
When I did not want to stay
And I have no right to need you
When I knew what my heart was gonna lose
And I have no right to love you
But I still do
b0b c saudades
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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2 days ago I had this bad feeling again.
So here I am again.
It’s been a while.
I still can’t understand why I still feel so angry/sad when I hear those stories of her past. Why does it matter so much to me? Why this impact my mood and so on? Deep down I think exactly the same of her friend. It’s like I try to put me in the same place and I can’t see the same outcome. So, I get crazy.
I know I have to stop overthinking about this fucking shit. In the end, I wanna enjoy my life as she did, and when I realized she just puts pressure for baby/mariage etc it’s like the opposite.
stop overthinking, and just have fun.
b0b
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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Unfairness
Life is not fair. I know I have much more than a lot of people. But just to think how much I fought, worked, studied, sacrificed in the past in order to have a better life, job is incredible. I Always gave my best and I will keep doing it. I just want a fair trade off. Since 2018 I had the lowest phd salary among my friends/colleagues. Phd is over and I keep being the one.
Also, I see how people are mimada. With a fucking good job, team and still. Because when it is my turn to feel bad about my job is my fault or no big deal.
My relationship with my brother keeps the fucking same shit. Someone very complicated to keep a bound. He is definitely someone exactly like our dad. Congrats bro.
Kinda sad
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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Nao tem como.
Realmente, essa semana ta foda. Nunca ficamos tanto tempo grigando toda hora. Incrível que ela não enxerga os problemas dela. Uma pessoa que vive como um robô, querendo sempre estar fazendo alguma coisa. Não sabe aproveitar a vida de forma humana.
Estou de saco cheio disso. Tudo o que preciso é de paz. Aqui nunca vou ter.
Abs.
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bobkevinisbackagain · 2 years
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Otimismo
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