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Actions Speak Louder Than Words

It's ironic that your friends always talk about being there for you but in reality, most of them are only there for you when it's convenient for them. And most likely when you need them most, they are no where to be found. Yet when you say you are going to be there for them, you mean it with your whole heart. You don't just say it, but you do it 100%. I wish I can get back a fraction of the love I put into you.

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It’s easy to love someone when they’re happy. What’s hard is loving someone when they’re crying on the bathroom floor at 2am because everything came crashing down at once.

(via bled)

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Puzzled

How do people be artsy on tumblr I'm just a potato that still listens to Hannah Montana

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Send me a #

This could be fun (or depressing)

1: Name

2: Age 

3: Fears

4: 3 things I love

5: 4 turns on

6: 4 turns off

7: My best friend

8: Sexual orientation

9: My best first date

10: How tall am I

11: What do I miss

12: What time were I born

13: Favourite color

14: Do I have a crush

15: Favourite quote

16: Favourite place

17: Favourite food

18: Do I use sarcasm

19: What am I listening to right now

20: First thing I notice in new person

21: Shoe size

22: Eye color

23: Hair color

24: Favourite style of clothing

25: Ever done a prank call?

26: Meaning behind my URL

27: Favourite movie

28: Favourite song

29: Favourite band

30: How I feel right now

31: Someone I love

32: My current relationship status

33: My relationship with my parents

34: Favourite holiday

35: Tattoos and piercing I have

36: Tattoos and piercings I want

37: The reason I joined Tumblr

38: Do I and my last ex hate each other?

39: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

40: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

41: When did I last hold hands?

42: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

43: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?

44: Where am I right now?

45: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

46: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

47: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

48: Am I excited for anything?

49: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

50: How often do I wear a fake smile?

51: When was the last time I hugged someone?

52: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

53: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

54: What is something I disliked about today?

55: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

56: What do I think about most?

57: What’s my strangest talent?

58: Do I have any strange phobias?

59: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

60: What was the last lie I told?

61: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

62: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

63: Do I believe in magic?

64: Do I believe in luck?

65: What’s the weather like right now?

66: What was the last book I’ve read?

67: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

68: Do I have any nicknames?

69: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

70: Do I spend money or save it?

71: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?

72: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?

73: Favourite animal?

74: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

75: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

76: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

77: How can you win my heart?

78: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

79: What is my favorite word?

80: My top 5 blogs on tumblr

81: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

82: Do I have any relatives in jail?

83: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

84: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

85: What is my current desktop picture?

86: Had sex?

87: Bought condoms?

88: Gotten pregnant?

89: Failed a class?

90: Kissed a boy?

91: Kissed a girl?

92: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

93: Had job?

94: Left the house without my wallet?

95: Bullied someone on the internet?

96: Had sex in public?

97: Played on a sports team?

98: Smoked weed?

99: Did drugs?

100: Smoked cigarettes?

101: Drank alcohol?

102: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

103: Been overweight?

104: Been underweight?

105: Been to a wedding?

106: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

107: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

108: Been outside my home country?

109: Gotten my heart broken?

110: Been to a professional sports game?

111: Broken a bone?

112: Cut myself?

113: Been to prom?

114: Been in airplane?

115: Fly by helicopter?

116: What concerts have I been to?

117: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

118: Learned another language?

119: Wore make up?

120: Lost my virginity before I was 18?

121: Had oral sex?

122: Dyed my hair?

123: Voted in a presidential election?

124: Rode in an ambulance?

125: Had a surgery?

126: Met someone famous?

127: Stalked someone on a social network?

128: Peed outside?

129: Been fishing?

130: Helped with charity?

131: Been rejected by a crush?

132: Broken a mirror?

133: What do I want for birthday?

134: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?

135: Was I named after anyone?

136: Do I like my handwriting?

137: What was my favourite toy as a child?

138: Favourite Tv Show?

139: Where do I want to live when older?

140: Play any musical instrument?

141: One of my scars, how did I get it?

142: Favourite pizza toping?

143: Am I afraid of the dark?

144: Am I afraid of heights?

145: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

146: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end

147: What I’m really bad at

148: What my greatest achievments are

149: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me

150: What I’d do if I won in a lottery

151: What do I like about myself

152: My closest Tumblr friend

153: Something I fantasise about

154: Any thoughts on the paranormal?

155: Free question: Any question you’d like to ask, be it rude, fun, curious, strange, sexual, random, meme related, etc!

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learn anything new this weekend?

I learned that no matter what people say about me or what they do behind my back, that I am loved. I also learned that I can be myself and begin to live out my faith. The best part about the weekend was making new friendships with people that I have yet to through these high school years. And the “never judge a book by its cover” came to life this weekend as I learned more about people who I’ve never been around. I challenge everyone to take a step and go to Kairos before it’s over because it was a real treat to me

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When all else fails I know this can be my job

Love love love!!!

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knowing you lead other people to Christ is so fulfilling..

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Everyone needs to see this.

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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send me questions yall

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PSA: @chappy__josh looks good with any filter #BetaRocks #BetaBall #BallinWithMyBetas #IDidntGetLostToday #Progress #TenToWin

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I wish I had the key to my dance studio so I can go dance whenever I want and Just. Let. Go.

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How you make others feel about themselves says a lot about you.

(via op-ossum)

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I appreciate this more than the average person #FavDuo2015

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Re-blog if you're accepting anonymous asks from anyone about anything.

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Best thing ever!