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Please reblog if you have an active TMNT Tumblr and don't post hate towards any of the versions/incarnations! I would love to spread some Ninja Turtles positivity and love right now!

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I'm exhausted just from the progressive issues that cerebral palsy brings to an aging body as well as fibromyalgia. I don't need to feel further exhausted by bizarre troll things like being told I'm probably evil for supporting artists who draw fictional anthropomorphic characters boinking. Go away, anti-ship cultists, come back when you gain enough emotional maturity to understand what solipsism means in relation to your puritanical idea of personal morality.

Fiction doesn't create real life situations the way you think it does. Fiction is not the same as reality. I don't know where this mindset came from, but I've never seen anything like it in thirty years of fandom. It's like book banning and burning but creepier.

I need coffee and painkillers and a bigger 'death threats sent to me online' file. Also, antis seem to like saying they will devour kneecaps. They can have my right knee, it's been hurting so badly I didn't sleep last night.

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Hell yes! No discrimination age or gender💙💙💙

Reblog if you are a TMNT Fan who is a girl

I wanna see how many there are because I know lots of people say TMNT is just for guys. Lets prove them wrong shall we?

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I'm just so tired

Had a nice full sleep last night, woke up early and relaxed did nothing for the whole day. Then i had to deal with my mum. She tells me off for things i havent even done and gets upset when i don't answer her 2 seconds after shes said something requiring an answer!!!! She tries to make me be like her all the time...everytime i do something my way she gets shitty!!!

So NOW after doing nothing all day i am mentally, emotionally exhausted!!! And to top it all off i am feeling really down at the moment (not really down) but just to the point where i wanna wallow in sadness for a little while. Plus im studying for my exams and i try to tell my mum that but she doesn't get it.

I swear once my exams are over i am getting away from her for a couple of days because i can't take much more of this and i need a break!!

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I'm definitely the pleaser but I've known that for a long time...it's too bad no one else can see that

How Your Childhood Affects Your Love Styles | psych2go x joy

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Knowing

I have a lot of friends who suffer from one mental illness or more and they are always talking about it to me in our group chats. And thats fine i dont mind that at all and i feel i can even relate to some of these feelings most of the time as well. However i havent been diagnosed with any of those conditions so people think i don't suffer from them. I want to say to my friends that i have anxiety and a bit of depression as well...but i don't think they would take too kindly to me saying that and think i was belittling their conditions without any proof from a doctor. I mean thats just what my brain tells me, i hope they wouldn't do that.

So i just keep quiet because i know for a fact after looking it up and seeing the sideeffects some of my medication can have, that i do have both of these conditons. Hell i even have insomnia and my own mum doesnt even believe me. Just thinks that I'm making excuses and should stop drinking energy drinks.

All im saying is that you don't always know, people may not be 'officially' diagnosed with the symptoms of mental conditions but that doesnt mean they aren't there.

I have no one to talk to about it because no one actually thinks that I'm depressed or have anxiety. But let me tell you something, from all the research I've done there's more signs and symptoms of these conditions that aren't the common type of symptoms. People don't see it and they never will.

But don't worry, to anyone that may ACTUALLY be reading this. I'm NOT suicidal nor do i self harm...i just get really REALLY low moods every few days so i just put a mask on or hide away from the world and no one is the wiser.

And i do talk to my friends about some things but not every single dark thought i have, especially not if they are having a bad day as well. To me they are more important than me to look after because they can and have been suicidal before. And because Im not suicidal i focus on them and let my dark thoughts stay with me.

Anywho i know that was a rant but chances are no ones really going to read this and even if they do...i know you don't care it's alright, we all have our own battles to fight. Also i am seeing a psych anyway and he thinks ive made progress but oh well. Ta ta.

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Neither am i, i mean they've messed with the weapons 3 out of 4 turtles have and most of them don't even look like turtles they're too multicoloured

Meet the first African-American April in Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles first look!

Nickelodeon will offer up a new animated series about the crime-fighting crew with emerging ninja powers later this year. Right now, though, you can get a peek at the characters who are voiced by some familiar names — and they come with a few twists…

April O'Neil

The first African-American April O'Neil — a savvy New Yorker and first human ally of the turtles — is played by Kat Graham!

Donatello

Soft-shell turtle and tech hero Donatello (Josh Brener) rocks a tech-bo staff and impressive coding skills.

Leonardo

Leonardo (Ben Schwartz) is a red-eared slider who boasts “irreverent charm and a rebel heart.” Weapon of choice: ōdachi sword.

Michelangelo

Box turtle/skateboarder/artist Michelangelo (Brandon Mychal Smith) is the youngest brother — and dangerous with a kusari-fundo.

Raphael

Raphael (Omar Miller) is now the leader and oldest brother, a snapping turtle who brandishes twin tonfas as his weapons.

Splinter

Splinter (Eric Bauza) is part father figure, all sensei to the turtles!

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Hands down true no argument

Reblog if you have read fan fiction better than some published books

Help me prove a point

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This is what i needed to see first thing in the morning ^_^

Moments with Leo *Sweet Version*

- little snippets of cute moments in your relationship with Leonardo-

-each picture is captioned, just click on it-

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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IF that isn’t enough:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696 Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433 LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255 Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386 Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743 Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438 Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673 Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272 Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000 Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253 Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453 UK Helplines: Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111 Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600 Drinkline: 0800 9178282 Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614 India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669 Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7 suicide hotlines; Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430 Australia: 13-11-14 Austria: 01-713-3374 Barbados: 429-9999 Belgium: 106 Botswana: 391-1270 Brazil: 21-233-9191 China: 852-2382-0000 (Hong Kong: 2389-2222) Costa Rica: 606-253-5439 Croatia: 01-4833-888 Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67 Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908 Denmark: 70-201-201 Egypt: 762-1602 Estonia: 6-558-088 Finland: 040-5032199 France: 01-45-39-4000 Germany: 0800-181-0721 Greece: 1018 Guatemala: 502-234-1239 Holland: 0900-0767 Honduras: 504-237-3623 Hungary: 06-80-820-111 Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90 Ireland: 1800-247-100 Israel: 09-8892333 Italy: 06-705-4444 Japan: 3-5286-9090 Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292 Malaysia: 03-756-8144 (Singapore: 1-800-221-4444) Mexico: 525-510-2550 Netherlands: 0900-0767 New Zealand: 4-473-9739 New Guinea: 675-326-0011 Nicaragua: 505-268-6171 Norway: 47-815-33-300 Philippines: 02-896-9191 Poland: 52-70-000 Portugal: 239-72-10-10 Russia: 8-20-222-82-10 Serbia: 21-6623-393 Spain: 91-459-00-50 South Africa: 0861-322-322 South Korea: 2-715-8600 Sweden: 031-711-2400 Switzerland: 143 Taiwan: 0800-788-995 Thailand: 02-249-9977 Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800 Ukraine: 0487-327715 Uruguay: 095 73 8483 You will be missing out on every single wonderful thing yet to happen to you.

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Reblog if you’re not Tumblr famous, and you post the stuff because you like it, and you follow people because you actually like their blog.

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Reblog if you’re not Tumblr famous, and you post the stuff because you like it, and you follow people because you actually like their blog.

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JOIN THE INTROVERTNATION MOVEMENT

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Re-blog if you loved the 2003 TMNT series. 

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I feel like crap and i feel so depressed. Like im a huge disappointment to my family that when i try to move forward its still not enough. My poor heart feels stepped on, stabbed and pulled out of my chest all in one. And i cant tell anyone on my family this because all they think im doing is making things up just so i don't have to do things. Well im not okay!!! I'm really not okay and i need someone in my family to hug me for once and tell me 'everything is going to be ok'. Instead of telling me how i dont do things properly or how im so lazy or how everything i do is WRONG!!! Nothing i do is ever good enough and i cant stop feeling this way!!!! My family is supposed to support me and encourage paths i might take...not twar them down before i even start :'(