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“why would you develop anorexia?”

maybe because I didn’t have any sense of control as a kid? maybe because my mom was a dieting competitive bitch? maybe because I never got any attention? maybe because I don’t feel like i’m worth anything, including money and food? maybe because it’s the only self harm that’s praised?

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just be a silly goose with me already you fucking coward

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sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

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crazy how you can be hanging on by a thread for like four months. Or your entire life

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girl help i am running out of concepts for my escapist imaginary scenarios

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Its dark at 4 and frost covers the pavement in the morning

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i have no secrets other than my social media accounts dedicated to my eating disorder. Thats a pretty big one.

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there was a summer i started collecting knives…

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the relationship between a weird girl in her 20s and former american pop punk band panic at the disco is beyond complex

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the front seat of the car is a type of confessional

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mcr after they saw the election results

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maybe if you bundled yourself up and went for a walk out in the cold then came back inside with rosy cheeks and cool skin and warmed yourself up with a nice warm cup of herbal tea with honey maybe then you'd calm down

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me at the mcr show at the baseball stadium: when are they gonna start playing baseball

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chappell roan & gerard way stage outfit parallels

chappell looks:

vmas, sept 11 2024 / hinterland, august 4 2024 / bonnaroo, june 16 2024 / hangout fest, may 18 2024 / coachella, april 12 2024

gerard looks:

corona capital mexico, nov 18 2022 / london, nov 2005 / detroit, sept 13 2022 / los angeles, oct 11 2022 (but first worn in nashville, aug 23 2022) / sydney, march 19-20 2023

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