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I am angry because I am sad.
I am angry because I do not have it
I am angry because you have something I prayed so much for
I am angry because I am not able to trust anymore like you do, to love a family like you do, to share like you do
I am angry because I was someone like this before, before they left me with so much pain
I am angry because all I see around me is what I do not have, the love I do not receive and cannot give myself
I am angry because you see me in a way. I struggled to see myself before, and now I am not even close
I am angry because you cannot see how much anger and pain I carry, how much I scream and cry and even if I tell you, there is nothing you can do about it
I am angry because I am mad at you for having more than me and I am not mentally capable to accept the fact that you want to give me something of your "more"
I am angry because I am sorry and I wish I was different and better, to be now who I was before, to be the girl that was seeking love and had so much to give
now I am something I hate, something I deserve to be for what I did and what they did to me
I deserved every single tear, act of violence, pain, betrayal and mentalbreakdown I had
I am a nothing that cannot accept more than what they are
and I am sorry
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