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I really want to get into writing fanfic again

I stopped for a long time because surprise, surprise: my ex-husband found out about my writing (not the subject matter, thank god) and while he didn't give me a hard time about it, his way of making me feel shame was very subtle and manipulative. I was made to feel like writing fics were embarrassing and childish. So I stopped.

But another, much weirder reason that I'm sure will make you roll your eyes if you're reading this, but it was starting to feel like... a lot of the topics or themes I would write about in my WIPs would come true. Like, a lighter themed example was I'd started working on a bakery au. I then got promoted to running the bakery at my old job within a few months.

A few years ago, I'd started another wip where I wanted to explore heartbreak and breaking up. I ended up being forced to seperate from my ex, and now we're getting a divorce.

But the thing that still scares me the most was one of my first fics, from YEARS ago, where I wanted to dabble in processing grief. My best friend ended up passing away a year later.

Like???? Two is a coincidence, three is a pattern - isn't that how the saying goes?

Though on the other hand, if I keep writing about the love and relationships I want to have with someone one day down the road, maybe eventually that will come true, too, you know?

Anyway, long story short, is that I miss writing and I'm tired of feeling like I need to be shamed for it. It's a fun creative outlet, and I want to feel that joy again.

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If you think having uncomfortable conversations is hard - wait until you see the result of not having them.

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So anyways, turns out that this is the year that I finally started drawing again 👏👏💃💃😭

I really hope this is the year I overcome my burnout and start drawing again

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I thought I’d have this more finished before valentines day, but I admit I got a little caught up in my own celebration so here 🫴 messy sketch be upon thee

Also here’s the Silver/Blaze sketch that I think turned out pretty cute too

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🛹⛸💨💨

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a silly addition

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are you five nights at fucking kidding me

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Life may be falling apart but at least I can always rely on my scrimblo

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being in your 20s is thinking that you're finally getting your life together and then suddenly you take three steps back

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I’ve come to make an announcement: Shadow the Hedgehog’s a bitch-ass motherfucker, he pissed on my fucking wife! That’s right, he took his hedgehog-fuckin’ quilly dick out and he pissed on my fucking wife, and he said his dick was “this big,” and I said “that’s disgusting,” so I’m making a callout post on my Twitter.com: Shadow the Hedgehog, you’ve got a small dick, It’s the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here’s what my dong looks like! That’s right, baby, tall points, no quills, no pillows — look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong! He fucked my wife, so guess what, I’m gonna fuck the Earth! That’s right, this is what you get: my SUPER LASER PISS!! Except I’m not gonna piss on the Earth, I’m gonna go higher!! I’m pissing ON THE MOON! How do you like that, Obama?! I PISSED ON THE MOON, YOU IDIOT!! You have twenty-three hours before the piss drrrrroplllllllets hit the fucking Earth! Now get outta my fucking sight, before I piss on you too!

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“I don’t know what my goals are, no. Thanks for asking.”

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Piers doodle from last year - I fukken love drawing this man singing, I can’t help it 😔

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throwback to 4 years ago when I accidentally broke Diva

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