• hayley • 28 • they/them •📍PNW •• queer femme girlthing •• chronically ill as fuck • • sadomasochistic switch •• polyamorous •• partner to @stardust-kitten • • not religious, but born into a lutheran/catholic/mormon family and all i got was this power exchange kink •• ex pro-domme whore •• goldsmith, writer, artist + photographer •• perpetual daydreamer • • leo / gemini / gemini •
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#parnia abbasi#poetry#words#what do you even say at this point? it’s been almost 2 years straight of being a witness to this endless destruction.
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“Dear friend, — Your sweetness intimidates” Emily Dickinson, from a letter to Sarah Tuckerman (January 1880)
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La Magdalena penitente - Antonio Canova
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in the mood to be fucked with the strap so hard my tits don’t stop bouncing. just whimpering because i need to be filled up and sucking your fingers and feeling you slide in and out until im brainless
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who’s keeping up with the every-few-months life updates i’m giving?
i decided i’m going to pursue dental hygiene, but i’m also not giving up goldsmithing.
gold is just at an all-time high, while not showing any signs of stability right now. plus, with all the actual signs of recession (or worse) no one in my area is looking for a jeweler who they’ll pay well and be patient with.
but i’ve recently taken my interest in teeth seriously and started looking into working at a dental office or something but ended up stumbling into the desire to get into my college’s dental hygiene bachelor’s program.
i felt really weird about being possibly perceived as a “quitter” when it comes to making jewelry, but let’s be honest. if you can’t afford to make the jewelry or even have the space to make jewelry, then what kinda goldsmith does that even make me? hahaha
people will always have teeth that need to be cleaned and not everyone NEEDS to buy gold jewelry.
i keep going back to something my dad used to tell me: if you have an education or certification in an area, you’ll always be able to fall back on that no matter what (we were talking about nursing at the time, so it’s very applicable still) and told me that i could go do any job i wanted to, even if i had gone to school for something like nursing and will always have the option to go back to that if i need to.
so. future dental hygienist, aspiring piercer, and professionally trained + trade-educated goldsmith still sounds sick as fuck.
i love y’all and i can’t believe this account is three years old now. i’ve met some of the best people (and some of the literal worst people) and that’s my favorite thing about the internet. ♡
#i’m truly a sadomasochist aren’t i?#i promise this will be my last time going to school (lying)#(i’m already thinking about pursuing a masters in oral health eventually so i can potentially teach#because trust me. this body WILL ‘fail’ me at some point and i will always have a back up plan.#but i plan to use this body wisely until i can’t anymore.#anyone good at chemistry or math? because it’s been a hot minute since i had to do these types of prerequisite classes#ilysm if you read all of this. like i’ll kiss you sloppy style if you are the kinda mutual to read this far#h.txt#life updates.txt
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IF YOU SEE YOUR HOMEBOY HARASSING A WOMAN WHO IS CLEARLY UNCOMFORTABLE, SAY SOMETHING BITCH BOY.
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Photo taken at a Palestinian armed resistance training camp in Jordan, 1968
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it’s hot when you have a meltdown
in the front of your house and you're getting kicked out
it's hot when you're drinking downtown
and you're getting called out 'cause you're running your mouth
oh, God
and it's coming around, yeah, it's coming around, yeah, it's coming around
oh, God, oh, God
people say I'm jealous, but my kink is watching
you ruin your life
you losing your mind
you dyeing your hair
people say I'm jealous, but my kink is watching
you crashing your car
you breaking your heart
you thinking I care
people say I'm jealous, but my kink is karma
#still just as obsessed with this song as i was last summer#if The Ex Boyfriend ever reads this: i know your life is miserable and i know it will stay that way probably for the rest of your life.#you have no one else to blame other than yourself for the way that you are and how your life is turning out.#still thinking abt how relevant the lyrics of this song was last summer#if karma’s real… hope it’s your turn#moved back with your parents and date girls who’re eighteen#wishing you the best in the worst ways / using your distress as foreplay / six months since april + i’m doing better#it’s hot when you’re going through hell and you’re hating yourself; i’m feelin myself#it’s hot when you know that you’re caught and you’re getting pissed off it’s getting me off#anyway. i hope [redacted] is having the life he deserves.
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Ur trauma hs affected U in da followin ways number 1 U R annoyin
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man i don’t miss sex work but trying to keep up in the world without actually getting a “regular job” makes me miss sex work
#it’s so not easy to leave the industry bc it’s like. the devil you know vs the devil you don’t#no one is hiring and maintaining the whole starting a business thing is exhausting. l#i just hope it’s worth it 😭#h.txt
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i wanna be fucked in an alley so baddd, completely drunk and helpless as i’m pounded in the dark
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From the cold, I see the warmth of glowing windows, a reminder of the stories waiting to be written.
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