i feel so bad bc i want to go to this book store where they also sell flags n i wanna buy a trans flag but like if i wait till i feel not-anxious enough to go alone i will never go and surely not before my citys pride. so like i askes my mum to go w me... she said yes but like she wants to bring my brother too and i love my brother but im not out to him/its complicated and i jusr. feel bad bc i dont wanna go there and pretend im a cis girl and say my birthname and stuff i wanna be Out And Proud as much as i can and if im not Out And Proud AT A FREAKING LGBT+ PLACE where can i be??
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im so fucking angry ohm y god i want to puncb the wall until my hand is all bruised
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super fun bpd experience: not being able to talk about so much shit w ur therapist cause u only see them once a week but ur moods and mindsets change hourly
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my mum @ me at least 3 times a day: WHY do you have to turn EVERYTHING into a tragedy
me @ my mum at least 3 times a day: because B P D, i don’t do it on PURPOSE
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i lvoe being ignored by all my friends. literally all of them. i love it
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someone: *is obviously gonna fuck me over and play with my feelings*
my damaged ass: that one. we want that one
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name a more iconic duo than my inappropriately intense emotions and my chronic feelings of emptiness,,,,,, i’ll wait
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my new educator @ my ex psychiatrist who was passing by: hello!
my ex psychiatrist: oh hi!
me, internally: please don't please don't please don't
my ex psychiatrist @ me: hi [deadname]
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a Neurotypical: don't worry!! you are NOT your mental illness!!
me, an intellectual: i literally have no idea what i would be without the shitstorm my mental health is and my trauma
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[nothing makes me happy anymore]
me: minimalism
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every little thing reminds me of ex friend who left me and honestly like. wasnt every little thing reminding me of ex best friend who abandoned me enough? why did it have to happen again so soon wby cant i have a FUCKING BREAK im so angry. and i know in a few minutes ill be sad. and wait a little bit and ill be e m p t y. gotta love those mood swings
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concept: i don’t miss my fps that abandoned me
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ill have you know i have never gotten over anything in my life, ever,
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Someone: why are you always so clingy??
Me:
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i cant fucking stop stress eating i want to die im so fat and disgusting
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