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[bpdserene]

I don't want to care so much about what you're doing or who else you're talking too, but I can't help it –

I truly can't.

[bpdserene]

She was a stranger in her own life, a tourist in her own body.

[bpdserene]

[bpdserene]

Hey,

I know we don't talk much anymore but I wish one of us was brave enough to do something about it.

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It hurts to remember how close we were back then.

[bpdserene]

I can slowly see my friends forgetting about me infront of my own eyes and it hurts more than anything.

[bpdserene]

I'm slowly losing my mind.

I'm pathetic.

Alone.

Lost.

Only breath, not living.

Mentally broken.

[bpdserene]

For once, I'd like to talk with you again,

Just like the old times.

[bpdserene]

Hey,

I know we don't talk much anymore but I wish one of us was brave enough to do something about it.

[bpdserene]

I feel my heart ache, but I've forgotten what that feeling means.

[bpdserene]

Louder.

Is it just me...

Or does it seem like everyone has Borderline Personality Disorder?

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[bpdserene]

No matter how thin you get, no matter how short you cut your hair, no matter how many times you change yourself.

It's still going to be you underneath.

[bpdserene]

Knowing someone isn't coming back doesn't mean you ever stop waiting.

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Socializing to me is like sinking to the bottom of a deep, deep ocean... Until eventually you couldn't take it anymore, and had to come up for air.

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Why is your time so much to ask for when we've been friends for years, Why do I have to wait for 'certian' hours of the night to enjoy what little of a conversation I get with you.

You always told me I was the 'Best Friend' so why are you treating me like I'm a stranger?

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I am genuinely a person that isn't strong enough to be in a world this cruel.

[bpdserene]

It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible. Instead, I feel painfully visible, and entirely ignored.