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stay dehydrated❤️ fuck therapy❤️ kill your family❤️ throw your meds down the toilet❤️ die❤️

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even when I understand that I'm overreacting, I can't stop myself from reacting the way that I am

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okay i think i’m done with the valentine’s day cards….. if i missed anyone you can come over and shoot me in the head with a shotgun (or let me know and i will make u one)

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having a platonic favorite person is so weird because like yes. i would literally alter myself entirely to be something you desired. i would get rid of any part of me you didn’t like and i need to be the only person you need or want. yes i need you. you’re like breathing to me. i genuinely do not know who or what i am without you. i have lost myself entirely in you. i am violently obsessed with you and i love you more than i have ever loved literally anyone or anything but no, i don’t want to date you.

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"I love you more I'd go to hell and back-" I'd tear my lungs out. I'd rip my spine out for you, I would murder someone in cold blood so you could walk on their body to protect your feet. I would rip out my own vocal cords, tear out my eyeballs if that's what you wanted. I would starve myself until I'm dead if you asked, I would run away with you, I'd go to jail, I'd kill your family, I'd steal, murder, hurt, do anything the second you asked.

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Tw bpd vent

If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.

Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.

And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.

Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.

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i have bpd of course i’m gonna destroy everything and everyone i have in my life :))

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Being bored almost feels like being burned alive when you have bpd

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Having bpd is realizing you will literally never be enough for anyone. They'll always be looking for someone or something better and more interesting. I ask myself why I even bother with anyone sometimes.

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I hate it when my whole body aches and screams in pain because of my fear of abandonment. It starts so slowly and consumes me so damn fast. It's like a prison, where the silence becomes my cellmate, and the shadows of solitude gracefully dance around me. In these moments, I feel like a young child left alone, even though youth surrounds me.