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being a quiet borderline means that you’re good at hiding what you’re feeling from most people, but then you’re hit with the realization that they only love the part of you that you’ve chosen to show them, not your true self

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That moment when...

You want to open up to someone because you feel alone and worthless but even the thought of talking to someone makes you regret life.

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my fear of abandonment is so strong because if I could I would abandon myself too lol

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me, tonight: im not feelin too great :/

me, yesterday night: im not feelin too great :/

me, the night before yesterday night: im not feelin too great:/

me, the night before the night before yesterday night: im not feelin too great :/

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I’m too weak; I can’t handle someone else abandoning me.

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(C.B)(5.21.18)

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nothing makes sense // 12.24.2016

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im just a burden

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“Wow I feel great today, I can do anything”

[5 minutes pass]

“False alarm.”