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i love being a piss freak!!!!!!!! it is genuinely wonderful to experience arousal from something so mundane but also gross. let’s be perverts. let’s hold hands. let’s wet each other’s jeans while we make out. break free of shame with me. pissed pants forever.

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If you're really into helping cute and extremely disabled women recover from surgery, consider donating to my throne!

I'm going in for yet another surgery next week, and just put a few things on my wishlist to help make things a little easier for me <3

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Maid cleaning a massive chateau surely belonging to the richest people you’ve ever seen, and as she’s walking from room to room you notice that every single portrait is of her

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They should invent omorashi where u don’t have to clean up a puddle after

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That said, I'm kinda afraid it won't last already! I had to go to the bathroom to grope myself thru my soggy padding, and I already had some leaks around the cuffs, and it's feeling pretty full in these tight pants... I already want to be home with my vibrator!

Night out at a bar rave one of my DJ girlfriends is throwing, secretly padded. I'm soaked lmao. I even waited till I finished dinner to wet myself, cuz I know I'll not be able to change till like 4am. So I've got another probably 6 hours, and I've had a drink already and plenty of caffeinated drinks to prep for this late night. I'll keep the water coming, too. Let's see if this diaper holds or if I end up having to go commando in wet pants 😏

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Night out at a bar rave one of my DJ girlfriends is throwing, secretly padded. I'm soaked lmao. I even waited till I finished dinner to wet myself, cuz I know I'll not be able to change till like 4am. So I've got another probably 6 hours, and I've had a drink already and plenty of caffeinated drinks to prep for this late night. I'll keep the water coming, too. Let's see if this diaper holds or if I end up having to go commando in wet pants 😏

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I know people have talked about this dozens of times already, but non-human characters that didn't have a drinking/urinary system gaining one somehow (swapped bodies, shapeshifting, updates if they're mechanical, etc) and having to figure this whole pissing thing out

• "What is this weird feeling. Why isn't it going away. Why can't I stay still. Am I going to di- oh..."

• A human friend reminding them to take bathroom breaks, sometimes realizing they feel squirmy before they themselves do

• Jokingly being given potty training things like a chart or an alarm and finding they actually help-

• Learning about some new drink and basically binging it, before having to be taught that that'll make them need to pee more after they've gone three times in the past hour and think they're malfunctioning-

• Not knowing that people can still have accidents after being toilet trained, nor that people physically cannot hold it forever, and wetting

• Human friends telling them stories of their own accidents to help them feel less alone and like they're not a failure

• One who sees themselves as above these weak and pathetic humans, before an accident brings their ego down and the care they give them afterwards makes them see that humans aren't so bad

• The fun that could come with bed-wetting, bladder shyness, or a UTI when you don't know what any of those things are-

adding some:

being told that peeing is something only done in a bathroom (so they won't just go wherever) but taking it literally and thinking that going anywhere else is prohibited even when it's something like the middle of the woods, this leading to misunderstandings and drama

finally peeing after (unnecessarily?) holding it for too long and feeling so relieved that they happily blab to their human friend about it because that's also something they've never felt before

constantly asking "Is that normal?" whenever anything happens

fretting about "failing" at being human when they have an accident to which the human friend replies that there's nothing more human

confusing their "symptoms" for something else entirely (like stomach cramps) and describing them that way, confusing everyone because if they had to pee, surely, they'd just say so?

the human friend being so relieved when they find out the non-human character just has to pee because that's an easy problem to solve, especially when the non-human character has been working themself into a panic over being sick / about to die, the human friend promising that they'll help them feel better in no time (aww)

or alternatively, the human friend being annoyed about the non-human character making drama, thinking they're uptight or overly prideful, and then learning that they were genuinely clueless and afraid

being startled when they first pee because it feels weird and sudden and spilling onto their clothes, also not knowing how to aim

the human friend actually being pretty shy about toilet stuff so having to "teach" the non-human character how peeing works so they won't suffer is confronting and almost like a type of therapy

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Today makes 2 days in a row that I've leaked at work. I just can't help wanting to hydrate when I know I get to use my diaper. But yesterday I leaked so bad so early that I had to take it off by 3/4 thru my shift. Today I only leaked a little, and only after my last break, cuz I resisted extra hydrating in the early morning. That's important cuz someone else comes and sits in my chair while I go on break, till the entrance closes at the end of my shift. But it's a mesh chair and nobody can see if it's damp, so as long as nobody sits there after I leak, I'll never get caught. Probably. I did kiiiinda leave a little bitty puddle on the floor, but it dried out really quickly when I spread it around with my shoes. 👉👈

I still haven't totally figured out how to poop without getting caught or having to change, esp cuz I carpool home! But I did get to do something naughty. I wanted to be empty at lunch break, so I didn't have to worry about the 4 hours after eating before my next break making it hard to hold it. So I went to the single person restroom, locked the door, unfastened half of my diaper, squatted down, and took a dump on the bathroom floor. Ofc I cleaned it up with some paper towels, flushed the evidence, but I was riding the high all the rest of my break. It's so much fun to poop where I'm not supposed to. Then later, I just pulled my diaper off one side of my butt and held it out of the way to poop in the toilet, I actually peed in my diaper while I was doing that too, which was extra fun. One of these days though, I'll be the one doing the driving for carpool, and i can change first and nobody will know that I popped in my diaper hours ago 🤭

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I've been wearing some nice thick padding for my work days, and mostly it's working out well. Some days tho I just have too much to drink and it can't hold up. I guess today's one of those days, cuz I'm not quite 8 hours into my 12 hour shift and I just had a BIG leak down my leg. Thank goodness these pants don't show wet 😖 I will probably be super soggy leaky by the end of the day even if I only leaked this time cuz I flooded it. For real tho, these Sunkiss Masterpiece diapers are usually one per 12 hour shift, I love them. I might even get to cum in it later if I can keep it on long enough to get home😋

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Being a switch actually just kind of sucks. No one ever wants to be with more than one part of me, and the other side is just seen as a detriment, something that makes me less qualified to be a dom/caregiver.

I just want to be taken care of sometimes. I want to get to be little and not have to always be in control of everything for once. I want someone to hold me and reassure me that everything is going to be alright.

But it feels impossible to find that sort of thing on here. It feels like everybody only ever wants you to be one thing, and when you demonstrate that you’re more than that, it makes them less interested in you.

For once I’d just like to not be the person who has to make all the decisions, who has to hold themselves and others accountable. I just want someone else to figure it all out for me for awhile. I just need a break from it all.

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There's definitely teething pains to this whole diapers all the time thing. Like, I love it, don't get me wrong, but I'm testing things and that involves some failures. But I'm learning what works for me. I know now I shouldn't try to shave. It irritates my skin too much. I know I can go a long time without a change in these new thick diapers, but only if it's fitted properly and not leaking along the guards. I figured out how to take one leg off so I can use the toilet at work. Can't mess myself and sit in it all day in what's essentially the break room without too much risk of getting caught, and I'm not ready to risk that diaper rash either. So unless I want to try to wear a cheap diaper to start my day then change into my good one when I've messed the first, I have to use the toilet or waste hours of use of a good diaper. I would just leave my overnight on till I mess it, but I like to start my day with a shower. And I especially want to properly clean my bottom when I've been in the same diaper for over half the day, so I like to mini-shower between changes and give myself a while to fully dry off. Maybe once my skin is over being sensitive from the shaving I'll be able to handle that tho. I'll keep trying things!

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Revelation -the making known of something that was previously secret or unknown

Art is a revelation

To participate in art is to reveal something about yourself. Art is not predefined in yourself. When I, the flimsiest definition of an artist, write my smutty little posts, they did not exist inside me from the day I was born. They had to be thought of, they had to be acted upon, they had to be reflected upon. From beginning to end of the "artistic process" I am not the same person. I am learning more about myself and accepting what comes out at the end. The words that were in my head, now on a screen, and eventually when I push post are all different. Because I am feeling myself with curiosity and hopefulness, and fear. I am having a revelation.

Kink is a revelation

Kink is predetermined, there is an end. A good dominant will plan that end, a better dominant will prepare for an end, a bad dominant will experience that end. But in the nature of kink, an end will exist. It's play, it's theater, if the scene has no end then it is no longer a scene but reality. But the journey to that end is a revelation. I implore you to be conscious of this, learn about yourself, your limits, your desires, your feelings. Let kink transform you, every single scene is a poem being written on every participant's body. I have never met a passionate kinkster that didn't love to sit at the end of a session and discuss what happened. Because no matter how many times I've spanked someone, no matter how many times I've spanked the same someone. There was revelation within that spanking.

Ageplay is a revelation

I think it's a very important part of ageplay where no one really ever is playing the exact same scene from their childhood. You may be playing the happier version, or the scarier version, the worse version or the better version. Or simply the version that you never had a chance to experience or the version that only you, in this moment, could experience. What is the most curious, the most hopeful, and the most scary you can be but with the play of a younger imagining of yourself. I think that the best way to experience ageplay is to feel it out, to reveal what you may not know. If a little finds an unopened box, I would suggest that that little opens the box, be curious, be bold. You may find that an empty box is the most revealing of them all.

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Last night I changed into the first of the case of Sunnkiss Masterpiece diapers I bought. They're really nice! Soft and thick, just the way I like them. The pink color is adorable, and the fit is comfortable. I think I wore it for maybe like 14 or so hours. It did flood just a little bit in bed this morning when I had held it for too long and let out too much at once, but I weighed myself in it, then again without it. It was 5 pounds of wet diaper!! So l think it's clearly very absorbent! And once the flooding was done, it did still have room to absorb more actually. It didn't leak while I was rolling it up to throw it out. I'm really happy with them so far, trying out the second one tonight! Maybe I'll have an even heavier diaper in the morning!

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One of the greatest feelings in the world...

Is peeing in bed...

I mean, honestly, who hasn't wanted to not get out of bed to go pee before? That's like a universal experience. Being so comfortable and content, only to be interrupted by your bladder. Except, for us ABDLs, we don't have to move an inch. We can just lay there and let go, as much as we want.

It honestly feels incredible, and there's nothing else quite like it, is there? Can you believe most people don't get to experience that state of bliss? For those of you who have never done it, but are curious, it's not nearly as scary as you'd think.

Maybe the first few times, you'd panic about leaking. But there's something primal within all of us, something that wants to be allowed to be lazy and just lay there, that doesn't want to have to get up or move. The sensation itself, it isn't gross like you might expect. In a diaper, it's warm and relaxing. It's like taking a really satisfying deep breath, in... and out...

I really think everyone should try it. It's such a freeing experience. And once you've done it, I have a hard time imagining you wanting to go back. It's so convenient, and it relieves so much stress. It gives you a taste of what it was like to not have a care in the world, to just sit there and pee your pants whenever the need arose. Who among us hasn't longed to experience those days again?

That feeling of freedom is closer than you think. All you have to do is take a little leap of faith, and pee your pants every once in awhile <3

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I did something pretty pathetic yesterday. I was diapered in the first one of my peek-abus with a booster in it. I tried to hold it, so I could use it while I was watching TV with my gf K and her gf J. But when they finished their lunch and went for changies of their own, they ended up getting hot and heavy behind the bedroom door. While the walls aren't thin exactly, neither are the girls quiet. So I was getting increasingly desperate while I waited, and also super horny. I resisted at first, but eventually I had to pee, and I swear it took a whole minute that felt like an hour empty out. With my padding all squishy, I couldn't resist the urge to hump it, cuz it was big and puffy and the girls were STILL making really hot noises in the next bedroom.

It felt so good. Too good. I had to have more, but the girls have the vibrator, so I had to take matters into my own hands for a change. And I did. I even snuck a dildo in after a few, and fucked myself inside the diaper till I got tired and went back to humping, pissing myself a little bit every few minutes, and rubbing my t-dick. I usually can't come when I'm masturbating, but I did yesterday. I sat on the floor in front of my partly cracked open bedroom door, listening to my gf have sex, and humped a dildo inside my diaper till the booster pad disintegrated into wet mush, and I know cuz my hand was inside my diaper the whole time, rubbing my dick with it. I wasn't quiet when I came, but I finished before the girls did so they didn't even hear me getting off to them and my wet diaper that J gifted me.

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My girlfriend's girlfriend is so fucking sweet. She got me a pack of diapers! Peek-abus! Obvs I am trying to savor them, but after having used 2 for multiple large wettings and not leaked once, I'm not sure I can go back to drugstore diapers 😂 they're soooooo cute too! Look! Little face, peekaboo!

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Holidays at work are nice, the buildings are empty for the most part, so I can shit myself and sit enjoying it for as long as I want, cuz nobody's around to smell it and catch me. Besides, this diaper isn't remotely full yet! I hardly peed at all, so it'll be a while before it leaks. I'll change myself later 🤭