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My fav hobby is rereading my manic depressive shitposts and triggering myself

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Have I ever, really, been loved?

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I'm sorry. Idk what for, because you did all the wrongs,

But I am.

I fucking miss you.

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I don't know what I feel. It is every single awful emotion all at the same time constantly and I am SO FRUSTRATED and overstimulated all the time. I'm so fucking tired. I don't want to do it.

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Lubov Stolitza, from “Lent,” featured in “A Treasury of Russian Verse,”

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Going to fucking kill myself real soon either by accident or someone is gonna kill me

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It's so difficult to convince myself to give a fuck

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new year's resolution

Less smoking

Less medicating

More confidence

More trust

Less anger

More love

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God DAMN I'm falling hard. How does one date??? I haven't done this in years... I don't want to fuck it up

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have a nice day :)

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"i'm getting dangerously close to the line between skinny and sick..."

If I pretend I never weighed myself, I never knew, it's not the same right?

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The things I hate about myself, you love without mention. You are too good to be true, but I'm trying to keep my walls low for you.

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every time I think I'm getting better, someone will say "wow you have lost so much weight, you look amazing", & my brain goes 'why stop here?'

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I drink, I smoke,

I purge, I'm broke

Depressed, I binge

Come off the hinge

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thank god for big thief. Today especially

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