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but hey in other news im getting checked for a cancer gene that i prob have and no one seems to care but yknow its fine ill just literally die lmao

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i want......... to punch a wall lol

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I'm FUUUUUUCKING miserable and I want to be alone but also that's the last thing I want but I just keep snapping at people and I'm fucking miserable help me

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Basically, ,,,,,

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wow okay who knew cutting your thighs is such an easier place I've been doing it wrong for years damn

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No fucking offense but I hate how I don't have a hit list that's over like a hand full of people ?? It makes me feel fucking ugly (which I am so, lol)

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I keep fucking splitting on my partner and it's the worst feeling cause I love them a lot but fuck I just split so easy??

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I thought they meant take it on a walk.... like a dog......

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I think I fell in love last night

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The Best motivation to do shit is having someone send you nudes after each assignment 😩

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they told me after asking me to be official like, how am i supposed to just process this im so fucking scared

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mar seems so right but im so fucking scared of everything

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i keep pulling away because of it but god i fucking care so much about them im just confused and sad and ive been relapsing all day chriisttt

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mar telling me theyre polyamorous really fucked me up and honestly i just feel like im not gunna be enough and theyre gunna wanna open the relationship and i mean maybe ill be ok with that but god the idea of that fucking kills me n i just dont want to be someones number 2 for the 60000th time??

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I'm depressed and relapsing over n over to no fucking end and I'm so fucking obnoxious and I'm just ready to die man

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You ever just feel yourself being annoying

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"Honestly I'm falling for you" absgbdndks