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istg I was doing so fucking well through the ENTIRETY of senior year and the fucking first three weeks of summer makes me relapse? I hate my brain sometimes this is absurd. Everything is going well for the most part! I went camping with my boyfriend and saw my fiance and sure I've felt fucking fake for weeks (weed is not my friend I am never doing that again) but I graduated fucking valedictorian and life is going fine!!! What the hell!!!
#Selfharrrm#Beansblr#I feel like I'm getting too fucking old for this#Three months of uninterrupted time to do whatever the fuck I want is apparently hell on earth.#Also my boyfriend gave me pinkeye. Which sucks. But is fine. I'll live. That does not warrant this.
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My fiance and I need to make a rule that our boyfriend HAS to either wear pants over his long underwear or underwear under them when he's around our families. This is like the fourth time we've had to basically force him to wear pyjama pants after sailing. He's adorable but also... I shant say.
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This blog is now going to be mostly dumb shit I can't post to my main cause it's bizzare, incoherent, or deeply personal in ways a blog with 400 followers cannot post.
This is so I can vent less censored than on my main— my friends from irl follow me there. I don't think I'll tag things, I don't want people to really find me.
You can follow me if you want though.
I'm bread.
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I have decided to start using this blog just to post about things I want to say but don't want people who know me (or anyone at all) to see.
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Breaking news: my sex drive is back with the emotional instability. I'm gonna hunt myself for sport
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If Im gonna have my freakouts from a year ago can I at LEAST have my sex drive with them???
#still clean! didn't relapse#went to my pottery class and had fun and helped my friend with their essay and finished my boyfriend's sweater#i haven't cut in like. 5 months? 4 months? something like that. no wounds!#but like. ugh. I wish i had my sex drive back no idea where that went
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I wonder if dogs ever get sick of begging for table scraps.
#self h@rm#self mutalition#self destruction#self destructive behavior#i wanted to post this to my main but the person this is about follows me there and i don't want to hurt them#yeah I'll be your dog. I'll do everything you ask. build my entire life around you. lose all my sense of self for you. change my plan for#college for you. I'll do everything you ask i just want to be fucking cared about. i jsut want to come first sometimes#before the sailor boys you don't even like. before sailing. before tech. not even all the time i just want to know that i can ask you to#sacrifice for me. I don't want you to but i want to know that you would. i want to know that you love me enough to give up something#i have given up so much for you. please. anything. please. please. please. im tired of begging for scraps of your time#I'm tired of begging and begging anf feeling bad when you finally relent and let me be around. i want you to fucking sacrifice SOMETHING for#me. what did you say about wanting me to choose you on my own? yeah. i want that. please. please just give me that. i want to marry you#someday anf I'll keep waiting for you like a dog but I'm only a man#I dont know how long I'll wait for this to get better.
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I hate myself sometimes, i wish I was stable right now more than anything.
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My boyfriend is genuinely the only thing keeping me sane rn. He's so wonderful and he's staying up late with me on call so I don't cut myself too bad and I feel so bad for betraying him and cutting anyway.
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I'm kinda the worst boyfriend. I think my fiance is pissed at me and refusing to tell me why and I've been leaning too heavily on my boyfriend for support when he's going through it too and I'm mad at my girlfriend and I'm ignoring everyone else I'm dating. I think I'm going to break up with someone tonight.
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Is it weird that I like talking about my self harm? It feels attention-seek-y and faker-y but I don't like it having any sort of power over me. It already controls how I can dress, I don't want it isolating me further.
#if anyone wants to talk about it with me I'd love to talk more in depth about it with people#cause I genuinely really want to talk with people who understand it about it#self destructive behavior#self h@rm#self mutalition#self destruction
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Self harming without being suicidal is the weirdest feeling. Everyone is always acting like I secretly want to die but I actually like my life. I just also like taking large chunks of flesh out of my legs at any given opportunity.
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I think I mostly cut for sport at this point. I don't even need to be upset, I just cut because I like doing it and I want to see how badly I can hurt myself. It's weird.
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I have been such a shitty boyfriend this week. Freak my fiance out, snippy with my girlfriend, ignoring everyone else in my life. I'm. Really bad at this
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Hit two pretty decent beans in one session. Fucking love razor blades, really hope my family doesn't find out I've been stealing them from the closet. Definitely need stitches but I'm not about to go through the trouble, they'll heal on their own.
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Hm. That was an impressive bout of self harm for someone previously at least three weeks clean
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