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sometimes you just have to listen to your julien baker playlist on repeat😔

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cutie

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idk what I was thinking about

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back to writing my sad little songs

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Do you know that feeling when you know your supposed to do this thing and you see it every where but you don’t know how you’re gonna get there

It’s so frustrating/confusing because there’s not definiteness but I feel it tugging on my heart all the time

And in a way if it doesn’t happen Ik I’ll feel like it’s my fault

I don’t want to look back on my life and wish I would’ve done more towards it

Anyway let me keep studying for finals

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And I know what I like when I see it

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I listened to some of my songs this morning and I didn’t recoil at them for once

It’s always a weird thing to hear my own voice back and my own vulnerability but today it was actually nice

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And no i haven’t written any songs about

There really isn’t any reason to

Except when I listen to icu

All I can do is think about you

will this turn into a full song

We’ll see this summer

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Bluebird is on SoundCloud now

I’ve been sitting on this one for a while

Music has had to take a back seat to school which I knew would be necessary for a bit

But it’s hard, I want to make stuff and I see all my friends back home doing it and it’s difficult not to feel like I’m wasting my time or falling behind

Sometimes it’s hard to listen to music now at all bc I keep thinking about how I wish I was making things too

But for now the least I can do is drop Bluebird, it’ll be on all the other streaming services soon

lmk if you like it <3

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I look at my guitars everyday but it’s so hard to pick them up

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just stumbled across this old demo of strangers from when @vyva-melinkolya first laid down her guitars and lapsteel. good memories :)

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you missed my heart cover?

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‘Twas my birthday

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it’s my birthday 💋