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[brianhasacamera]

i hate when he moves my belongings…

[brianhasacamera]

found my camera. it wasn’t in under my one car seat.

not much of note on here. i’ll have to keep looking, but i don’t see much of note. just seems like stuff i took but can’t remember.

there are some videos on here i’ll have to look at.

will update.

[brianhasacamera]

i did find my camera! it wasn’t in the glovebox of my car, but it was under the passenger side front seat. very strange, i do not remember putting it in such a hard to reach place…? i’m going through it right now. i’ll post what i find.

thank you for looking out for me, i appreciate it!

gosh, i understand that feeling, the being watched bit. been there, especially here these past few weeks. i hope you’re taking good care of yourself. i’m always a message away if you need me :]

Why do I have a hunch you would rock this with pride? Also happy pride month!🦊

oh, absolutely. i’ve got that “swag”, as jay would say.

i love a good graphic tee and this is hilarious. thank you, this brightened up my day.

happy pride, frankie :]

[brianhasacamera]

hehe, thank you! i appreciate it. always up for a good chuckle.

i still need to check my car, since it wasn’t in its usual spot in my crossbody bag. if it’s not in my car, i’ll be a little worried. i just don’t remember where i put the darn thing, haha. i hope i didn’t accidentally leave it somewhere.

going to check my car right now, actually. thank you for reminding me, it’s been a crazy day.

Why do I have a hunch you would rock this with pride? Also happy pride month!🦊

oh, absolutely. i’ve got that “swag”, as jay would say.

i love a good graphic tee and this is hilarious. thank you, this brightened up my day.

happy pride, frankie :]

[brianhasacamera]

today has been quite the blur. i don’t remember much. feels like i was in and out for a while.

i use the terms “in and out” to refer to how my consciousness feels. i don’t know what else to call it… sometimes i’ll be sitting somewhere, blink, and be elsewhere. other times, things will just fog out. i’ll get detached from my body, like i’m floating behind myself or looking out my eyes from behind a screen.

i don’t know if that makes sense. it doesn’t to me.

i’ve mentioned this briefly before, i think…? i do not remember.

i have been searching for a doctor, but i don’t know who or what type of doctor to be searching for.

but i’m trying. i want to get better. i want to be here in reality.

i want to be me again.

[brianhasacamera]

What do you think of Frankie? I have a feeling shes not saying a few things.

i think she’s nice, i appreciate her help throughout my journey here.

what do you think she’s not telling me? i hope everything is alright…

[brianhasacamera]

Why do I have a hunch you would rock this with pride? Also happy pride month!🦊

oh, absolutely. i’ve got that “swag”, as jay would say.

i love a good graphic tee and this is hilarious. thank you, this brightened up my day.

happy pride, frankie :]

[brianhasacamera]

i’ve been back-reading on my account.

this is concerning, i think. mostly because these are the same cameras i currently own. i haven’t touched my handycam in years. i keep “wilson” in my side bag or in my glovebox in my car.

no one but me knows where my cameras are.

maybe i should keep a better eye on my belongings…? i’m unsure.

i’m a little creeped out, haha.

what kind of camera do you have?

i have several.

my favorite one, sylvia, is a sony handycam CCD-TRV318 video hi8 analog camcorder. she’s been in my possession for years. old girl, but very reliable. only thing about her that’s inconvenient is that i have to digitize the tapes i use with her.

wilson, my camera i posted on here just a bit ago, is a polaroid 4K camcorder. i believe he’s supposed to have touchscreen options, but mine doesn’t work.

i also have a kodak easyshare Z650 digital camera! it doesn’t have a name.

finally, i have a canon power shot SX610 HS.

[brianhasacamera]

woke up pretty dizzy today. not out if the usual, i do have dysautonomia symptoms.

i need to check my camera, but i can’t find it. not sure where i put it?

[brianhasacamera]

:] i’m glad you’re doing well, tim, that’s good to hear. the support is nice, i get what you mean. only recently started to be serious about things. acknowledging and whatnot. good to hear you’re feeling more comfortable.

migraines are the worse, i hear you.

mmm, same here. i think the only real people i’ve been interacting with are you and frankie. slow and quiet.

i’m always right around the corner, you know. here if you need anything. happy to chat, happy to be here.

Thoughts on marble hornets fan girls who ship u and Tim I'm not against it (mind u)

I'm sorry I'm new to Tumblr ✌️

hello, it’s nice to meet you! thank you for popping in :]

i guess i don’t really care all that much, so long as they’re not weird about it to my face, you know? i’m just some guy. tim is just some guy. we are just some guys. LOL.

tim is my best friend and has been for what feels like forever. he’s been a rock and a constant in my life for as long as i can remember. i couldn’t honestly picture myself without him by my side. he’s my pal.

you do you.

[brianhasacamera]

ah, i see! you seem to be more well versed in this than i am, haha. i’ll definitely take your words into account for my situation, as it seems we are in a similar boat. thank you for your advice.

i do have a camera. it always seems to be around, here and there. typically after or around when my “black outs” happen…? i don’t know.. maybe i’m subconsciously doing something with it? i’m unsure. i’ll have to look back at my storage here soon. i take my camera in hikes and walks, typically taking pictures of trees i find pretty. maybe there’s more on there. we shall see shortly.

pals look out for pals :]

Hey Brian, when was the last time you even saw Tim? or .. anyone??

haha, funny question.

it’s been… quite a while, actually. i don’t quite remember.

time blurs together so easily nowadays, it’s hard to conceptualize time. i think it’s been months? maybe a year… i’m not sure.

a while. it’s been a while.

[brianhasacamera]

ooc

i am still working on playlists because i am indecisive. i have arks down. i’m workung on brian’s right now.

i am also drawing. ark piece coming soon.

[brianhasacamera]

oh, definitely. i’ve been using my tumblr as my own little journal to log things, which is how i’ve been keeping track of mister red text. or miss. or whoever.

i understand that so, so much— paranoia creeps up on me so much, especially recently. keep me updated, i do hope you’re doing alright. i’ll keep an eye on your blog, if that’s alright.

i’ll keep better tabs on tumblr from here on our. i was hoping if i didn’t reply, they’d go away. i just changed my password, youve inspired me to do so, haha.

thank you kindly. i hope you’re alright and hanging in there. take care of yourself :]

Hey Brian, when was the last time you even saw Tim? or .. anyone??

haha, funny question.

it’s been… quite a while, actually. i don’t quite remember.

time blurs together so easily nowadays, it’s hard to conceptualize time. i think it’s been months? maybe a year… i’m not sure.

a while. it’s been a while.

[brianhasacamera]

haha, yeah! happy june :]

it’s been alright so far. i’m finally back home and feeling better. it’s nice to be sleeping in my own bed, you know? not really up to celebrating personally, just nice to have a month of support and recognition.

how’s yours? hope you’re doing well, my friend.

Thoughts on marble hornets fan girls who ship u and Tim I'm not against it (mind u)

I'm sorry I'm new to Tumblr ✌️

hello, it’s nice to meet you! thank you for popping in :]

i guess i don’t really care all that much, so long as they’re not weird about it to my face, you know? i’m just some guy. tim is just some guy. we are just some guys. LOL.

tim is my best friend and has been for what feels like forever. he’s been a rock and a constant in my life for as long as i can remember. i couldn’t honestly picture myself without him by my side. he’s my pal.

you do you.

[brianhasacamera]

ah, i see! we can have a support circle, haha.

i understand. there’s someone who keeps posting on here, too. i choose to ignore it. i don’t want to give attention to someone that’s hacking me? maybe?

haha, will do! i’ll see if i can find anything in my bags. i just moved back and haven’t fully unpacked yet, LOL.

Hey Brian, when was the last time you even saw Tim? or .. anyone??

haha, funny question.

it’s been… quite a while, actually. i don’t quite remember.

time blurs together so easily nowadays, it’s hard to conceptualize time. i think it’s been months? maybe a year… i’m not sure.

a while. it’s been a while.

[brianhasacamera]

haha! it’s okay.

i only know a little slang and that’s because of jay. goofy guy.

thanks! happy pride month.

Thoughts on marble hornets fan girls who ship u and Tim I'm not against it (mind u)

I'm sorry I'm new to Tumblr ✌️

hello, it’s nice to meet you! thank you for popping in :]

i guess i don’t really care all that much, so long as they’re not weird about it to my face, you know? i’m just some guy. tim is just some guy. we are just some guys. LOL.

tim is my best friend and has been for what feels like forever. he’s been a rock and a constant in my life for as long as i can remember. i couldn’t honestly picture myself without him by my side. he’s my pal.

you do you.

[brianhasacamera]

i am, unfortunately, joining the club. it’s nice on here, good to have people to talk to, you know? less scary than being approached ohysically.

i do not recall taking any, no, my apologies. i do have some… memory issues, however. perhaps…?

Hey Brian, when was the last time you even saw Tim? or .. anyone??

haha, funny question.

it’s been… quite a while, actually. i don’t quite remember.

time blurs together so easily nowadays, it’s hard to conceptualize time. i think it’s been months? maybe a year… i’m not sure.

a while. it’s been a while.