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I always say “morning” instead of “good morning” because if it was a good morning I would have bled out last night

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When does it stop being "you're so resilient" and become "you can rest now"?

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i think i was born wrong. faulty, incomplete. something is inherently wrong with me, and i’m not sure if anything can fix me

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Life is BDSM and i don’t know the safe word

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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

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Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

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I’m like 99% sure everyone I know actually finds me so fucking annoying

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Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

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I just feel like stuck. Every day is the same and I'm just existing not living.

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“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everybody is doing so many things with their lives and I am just here.. achieving nothing. I wonder if that’s all I will ever be, nothing.”

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Note to self

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You won't catch me texting anyone, im scared of intimacy and rejection and friendship and anything that is a human relationship :)

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I don't know how to live like this anymore

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2am bathroom sad thoughts with Thiu. would've been a literally me character a few years ago lol

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Dear diary...

Every day that passes is just another battle against myself...

I'm tired...