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"Henry and Mutt"

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. moon kitty (2021)

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Miss you miss you miss you miss you. Eileen Myles Afterglow and your phantom snoring and prickling of your feet on the wooden flooring. And the heavy way you lay against my legs. Afterglow cannot be clear of the afterglow can only scrabble, ants out of a wormhole, learn to walk around the wormhole and find food somewhere else. And when I miss you eternally I can go back and lose myself for a bit before you spit me out shredded up scavenging for paracetamol

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Kind of awesome being raised under a rock because I hear about a movie and go yeah I’ll check that out. Never heard of it before. Watch it. Get my DICK blown off. And then am like. Wow…… has anyone else heard about this critically acclaimed film with a 96% on rotten tomatoes that great filmmakers cite an inspiration for THEIR critically acclaimed films……..

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i'm a menace at the pho shop eating them out of stock they had to banh me

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house reveal

☆。*。☆。*。☆。

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half-slept-night and grain in the filter

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angels offer (teeth eater)

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Girl interrupted (1999)

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Jane Eyre resonates so much more at twenty than it ever did at ten. Amen and glory to the Brontës, more than I used to think.

Was my opposition, subconsciously, to the Christianism of the narrative? Certainly the twee little marriage ending would not have chimed with my preteen bubbling ultralib feminist tendencies.

But now it seems kind of nice. An older man who thinks you are funny and who you get to take care of. Like Adrienne Rich’s essay on the novel.

“the verbal sparring of the couple who so refuse to act out the paradigms of romantic, Gothic fiction.”

fuck the romance and the mystery and the aestheticism of it all. Sometimes love happens and you come back to someone who has been bad for you over and over again. And sometimes he is blind and grumpy and old enough to be your dad.

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Oil paintings by Jen Mazza

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lotsa love poems about wanting to build a cathedral in someone's heart. I look at my loved ones and think damn I want to make you breakfast every day until the sun explodes. Wouldn't even phase me.

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I GOT THAT DOG IN ME

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AND ITS LOSING 🔥🔥🔥

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Stuck inside a limbo until 2 p m, half reading essays I am supposed to be able to rattle off like nothing. They are good essays, and I want to bury myself in them, but my head is throbbing

academia makes me need a fucking salve for my brain

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smoking is bad. unless yuo do it for gay sex reasons. then its good

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discord 2016: we're skype but easy

discord 2024: we noticed you're 3 messages in to a conversation with a stranger you met in a 400k person server would you like to send an animated sticker indicating that you're petting their head

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I may have friends now but I'll never forget the girl who hid in the bathroom during lunch