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oughhh today been weird day guess brain coping by having horny nap ,, first horny nap probably going turn character into oc because cute (they were puppygirl who part of a fantasy dungeon clearing team who got r*ped & basically forced marry leader of different team (but it cool she chill they chill he just kinda creepy pervert and she just glad not being used to carry all the bags now)) and other one idk what do with ,, since it actually about me me (essentially tricking people into paying money to r*pe me since it pay big but i know what happening and just play along because both yay money but also want a baby)

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big brother: when i get back home want you high kitty,excited: okie :3c big brother: high and having good time :D kitty, less excited but touched: okie qwq

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need a big brother to sneak into my bed while i’m sleepy, need him to whisper “it’s just me” to keep me comfortable nd feeling safe as he grinds his bulge into my ass, need him to give me soft little kisses on my neck while he touches me to get me all whiny nd needy for him, need him to slowly nd gently fuck me while telling me to be quiet so our parents don’t hear.

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cries sobs sniffles wet pathetic at big brother spare ,,, spare strap ???? spare strap in me ???? spare strap fucking me ???? maybe even with mean word ???? uhm uhm uhm

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local kitty sniffles cries sobs about how want be filled fucked for 1000000th time more at 10

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some days think have fairly normal kink (lie) only to remember the only horny dream can remember having was one where someone asked me out on date / liked me and instead got catfished forced watch me get fucked by big brother and then killed and like . nvm

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still thinking about how got told that big brother find kitty being n*nverbal kinda hot because cant say no and kicks my feet haha kicks my feet haha ,,,

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tw big vent (big brother not allowed read unless feel good self)

the fact all this stuff happening while already in very big su*cidal funk is . definitely something cool cool awesome . like already want die because realizing i just have no hope doing anything with self and am always just going be financial , emotional , physical burden in a society where there no kindness if not able have purpose (+ fear stress politics) and this just . reminding of that so much ,,, know keep being told not see that way and that understandable not able do anything but that not change fact that make life of everyone who care harder for no reward ,,, am just spoiled child who not able do anything but have thing my way and tantrum if not everyone right about me ,,,

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waughhhh kitty horny ...... cries n explodes and whimpers

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wish not as embarrassed / struggle communicate wants directly but ahhhhh want be filled sob sob

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kitty know just had in me yesterday but want again . want now need filled sob

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have no nsfw server talk with so post here but want make post for autistic like kitty in nsfw space . sub that no talk . special nonverbal signal or aac . sub that want try rougher scene but cant safe . dom that no talk . use aac or sign . dom that want be as respected as talking dom .

sub that struggle command but try . sub that hard move need more support . sub with bad balance bad coordination . sub who need direct command all time . dom that struggle give command . dom that hard move need support . dom with bad balance . dom who need walkthrough physical step but still want control .

sub and dom that autism big not low / no support :3

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idea big brother use kitty nonverbal against self make kitty explode but . big interest eee

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remember post this time but brain full thought . big brother only let kitty cum if on dick .... thinking ....

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ohhhhhh kitty suddenly very horny

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Let me get you stoned beyond your limits. Constantly handing you the pipe, even lighting it for you to take a hit when you can’t move anymore. I’ll be able to touch you in anyway I want. Stretch your holes. Create new ones. Carve words into your skin. Pierce your flesh. Use you to cum when I’m done.

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kitty hate struggle communicate . not just struggle talk but all form . not good making sense and convey what want but hard know what want beside vague and upset cant cause make things hard !!!