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Consistency is the name of the game. The more frequently you show up for yourself and the things that you want, the quicker they flow into your life.

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Memories fade, but I can’t seem to forget the exact shade of your eyes. The cadence of your laughter. The feeling of your smile against mine.

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Seeing you again was like gazing into a distorted mirror. I remembered the colour of your eyes, the shape of your lips. The edge to your smile. You hadn't looked at me like that in a long time. If I wasn't careful my own smile would slip. My hard-won composure would crumble. Even though I wanted to turn away, I did the sensible thing and asked about your life. About work. About your family. I wasn't trying to be polite - I was trying not to cry. I guess a small part of me wanted you to cave in and tell me you'd missed me, but from your answers I gathered that just wasn't the case. And it hurt. When you invite somebody into your life, let them see your darkest parts while also showing them how bright the world can be and they still choose to leave - it's the worst kind of pain. Wanting to re-create a connection that faded over time is not enough. You either accept the changes both of you have gone through, or you accept drifting apart. Sometimes there's just no going back. And if it makes you sad ten years down the road it doesn't mean that you haven't moved on. It only means that what you used to have was so special, was so genuine that you are still mourning. And that's okay. So I return your smile and tell you that I'm doing fine and I mean it. But a small part of me hopes you still think of me from time to time with a lump in your throat, wishing you could turn back time.

distorted mirror / n.j.

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Title: Moonlit River Landscape with a Castle, a Windmill, and Boatmen

Artist: Sebastian Pether

Date: 1823

Genre: Landscape

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I love it when ppl notice the small details, attention to detail is everything

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“If you want something you can have it, but only if you want everything that goes with it, including all the hard work and the despair, and only if you’re willing to risk failure.”

— Philip Pullman, Clockwork

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(by mihopix)

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the most colorful season of the year..

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J’aurais du prendre mon maillot.

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by samuel_lesko

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if they care, they’ll find time for you

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Trevor Dobson

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someone who actually makes an effort to be with you and keep you >>>

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never beg someone for anything, not attention, not time, not effort

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If I’m on ur mind just text me

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Long car rides with good music >