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I grew up loving iconic photos and that’s why I wanted to be a model. It wasn’t about the actual clothes and the business behind fashion until I got into it. That’s why photographers were my idols. I always try and leave set proud of what I do, and so when I get to see [the images] out it’s really exciting. It’s rewarding.

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&&.        her expression sobers, mocha hues eyeing the ethereal blonde attentively. evelyn nods, tongue poking out to lick at her c h a p p e d lips covered in the popcorn’s salt & oil. the youth returns, a wide smile spreading across her face as she playfully bumps the other’s bony shoulders. “ thank god – i was worried i was gonna fully assume the immature role in our relationship. plus if ya’ had kids, you’d be tied down – who the fuck would i chill with then ? damn straight – i wanna enjoy it while my metabolism burns it. ” the brunette winces at brynn’s words, “ shit you’re right – that’s always painful to watch, but at the same time, they chose this fuckin’ life & gotta live with the pain. no pain no gain, verdad ? ” as the caveliers take the lead, evelyn bites into her fist to muffle the slurs that flow past her lips. “ damnit irving. ” brynn’s words manage to make the competitive brunette crack a grin like the sun playing peek - a - boo on a cloudy day, “ you’ve got so much F A I T H in me bee, what would i do without ya’ ? it’s true, though – i mean, fuck, how else would we win games y���know. ”

brynn’s smile doubled in size as she listened to her best friend go on, nodding her head right along before offering up her own response. “have you ever thought what it would be like to not have kids? don’t you think it would be great but also kind of lonely when you’re old and grey? these are the things that I think about when realistically i probably shouldn’t have to!” the girl wasn’t sure if she should continue as she watched the team evelyn had been rooting against take the upper hand. “that’s what i’m here for, ev. looks like i’m also going to have to be here when you punch the TV if your team doesn’t make that W.”

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so there i am, minding my own business and busing tables at work, when a woman who was at least 30 years my senior comes up and gives my bum a pinch. i shouldn’t even say pinch, it was more of a grab… she knew what she was doing. i could tell this wasn’t her first rodeo. it was a punk’d moment if i ever witnessed one. i was waiting for ashton kutcher to come out of the kitchen with the hidden cameras… but alas, there were no hidden cameras to save my from my awkward encounter. i was practically cornered in a booth by a handsy fifty-something year old woman, and the incident will surely serve as new subject material for upcoming works of mine. stay tuned.

i want to sit here and ask if this means you aren’t into cougars, but the real problem here is that lady thinking she can get all handsy like that. i’m going to be your new body guard -- i will block all the hands that come anywhere near your butt. i will just yell or jump in front of your behind or do a little dance and get the nasty people away from you. unless you are into it and i’ll walk away and try my best not to be a cockblock.

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hey peeps! i know this is probably of very little importance to anyone, but please bare with me and my weird activity for a few days. i’m up in canada for canada day and without wifi. thankfully telus is the fab and i have my hotspot rn cus clearly i’m a technology junkie. so!

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&&.        “ neither do i. i’d be an awful sugar baby to be honest – i hate dressin’ up & i’d rather puke f i v e times straight than wear baby pink anything. plus, i’ve got a million dollar mouthpiece – i’d be shit at followin’ orders. fuck, if my future spouse thinks they’re gonna rule me, they’re mistaken. but yeah you’re fuckin’ right, if he was givin’ me everything & then some, i’d be happier than lil’ children on el día de los reyes. champagne mami – i like the sound of that, but fuck, ‘m not fundin’ a dude’s wants. i gotta look out for number one before lookin’ out for someone else. can he just call me that without the B E N E F I T S ? true, but older dudes mean more wrinkles & they’re more prone to injuries if you’re tryin’ to do somethin’ fun like skateboard. ya’ could always give a shot, though – i won’t judge ya’ if ya’ end up bein’ that playboy billionare’s wife or somethin’. just don’t be a trophy or i’ll have to play disapprovin’ madre & ya’ know how much i can’t stand authority. bein’ alone does suck especially if you’re foolin’ around. f i n e, i suppose ya’ can but keep it to a minimum vale ? oh c’mon bee, ya’ know i’ve always been one of the guys – most of the girls, besides you, hate me ‘cause they think ‘m mackin’ on their boyfriends behind their backs. i mean i’ve done shit with girls, but drunk not sober – so unless we’re gettin’ smashed, it’s a first. gee, don’t i feel S P E C I A L. ”

“i mean, i love baby pink, but i’m not sure i would enjoy anyone coming up to me and telling me that i have to wear this that and the other. i don’t want to be dictated like that because my style is very personal - y’know? you really do have a million dollar mouthpiece i can’t say you’re wrong with that one. maybe we are just never going to find people that we want to settle down with because we aren’t going to be able to let them control any aspect of our lives. yikes! i’m not funding anyone that isn’t myself and i guess maybe you if you were ever very desperate -- cus you’re my girl. right now i’m just imagining old men getting sex injuries and i think i kind of want to vomit and don’t even think i can think about sex any more. you know i would never want to be anyone’s trophy, but i do want to be someone’s like ... everything? the amount of attention i require to be a happy little snowflake is ridiculous. HOLD UP you’re trying to tell me you wouldn’t fuck a girl unless you were drunk? this is blasphemy.” 

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oh, absolutely. places are totally starting to cater more to veg and vegan lifestyles. someone even told me that some fast food chain was starting to serve veggie burgers and that’s really awesome. i guess i’m just super picky about my food, really its my own fault. hah, a meat head. that was a good one brynn. you’re right, i should look for more open minded people. if someone can so easily belittle me on my food choice, who knows what else they might choose to judge me on.

i figured, i have a pretty long list of allergies and i’ve been managing, epsecially in the city, seems like everyone is trying to keep up with the latest trends and those trends include providing a bigger selection of options. i would never stoop low enough to eat a fast food veggie burger though, that doesn’t sound promosing. it just confuses me because it’s not like people need to put what you eat in their mouth? why should it matter to them? like if veggies make you happy then hell shove them all in, hon.

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it’s always so awkward when i am asked out on a dinner date because i have to go into the whole ‘i am really flattered you want to take me out to dinner but i only eat raw fruit and veggies so don’t waste your time or money, i’m not going to enjoy it.’ conversation and a lot of times that ends with an eye roll and the ‘you’re a vegan!?’ comment like it’s a bad thing and then i never hear back from them again. i don’t know why people look at me like i’m some sort of witch. when did it become so bad to care about what you put into your body? anyway, the moral of this story is … not only am i a vegan but i am very single. so someone take me out and show me what it’s like to go on a real date? i’ve only waited twenty-one years.

“don’t you find that eating out as a vegan is more manageable now though? i mean there are hardly any restaurants that don’t offer or high light meals that are both veg-head and vegan friendly. i mean unless of course you mean places out on the side of the street and stuff. but frankly if you aren’t supportive of the meat and dairy industries then you certainly shouldn’t be attracted to a meat head who is trying to belittle your choice in diet.”

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&&.        her mocha hues shimmer with adoration, fondness making itself at home as her best friend continues to ramble. “ shit bee. you’re gettin’ really domesticated on me real fast. we’re still young & fuckin’ hot – why’d ya’ wanna pimp yourself out so fast ? shit – we’re still like fuckin’ kids, but i guess that’d be pretty badass. honestly though, they probably take the most A B U S E on live television than any other sports players. ” evelyn’s shoulders shrug as she replies, “ call me a masochist but i get my kicks outta watchin’ their bodies hit the sides of the rink – it’s both funny & a sorta frightenin’. ” her body relaxes as the warriors make a three, frame collapsing into the couch as she allows it to swallow her. evelyn clucks her tongue in understanding, “ there’s always next year. at least that’s what i try to tell myself when my team fucks up. ” the brunette giggles, nodding at the other words despite knowing the grim reality of the situation. “ as soon as the nba makes that a legal thing, than maybe i’ll shoot for the stars. for now, ‘m content kickin’ around a fútbol. ”

brynn shook her head, laying back against the couch for a moment as she tried to back peddle away from what she had just said. “you know it’s all talk, alright? me? settle down for anyone? i couldn’t even do that with someone who was good for me and good all around, there’s no way i would do it for some hockey boy who was constantly on the go. we are kids, we are young, we can eat ice cream at 2 a.m. and wake up feelin’ great. life is amazing -- sometimes.” she mocked a disgusted expression, unable to maintain it as she continued on with a response. “unless they are knocked right into a concussion with a major check from behind into the boards. then my heart goes out to them and their boo boos.” she can tell that they are shifting their focus back to the game now and can tell that her best friend finally seems content with a game move from her team of choice. “now you’re just reminding me of one of the greatest sports lines ever -- just because there’s a goalie doesn’t mean you can’t score !!!”

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&&.        “ glad i could get your stamp of approval bee. i dunno, unless he was fundin’ my ass, i wouldn’t do N A D A for him. let’s face it, either i’m someone’s sugar baby or the word ‘ daddy ’ will never leave my fuckin’ mouth in the form of a moan. is this your way of tellin’ me ya’ got a thing for the older ones ? when ya’ figure it out, make sure ‘m the first to know vale ? ‘course ‘cause it’s me – i wouldn’t do it with anyone else either. fuck, i dunno even know if i’d be able to work up the balls to do it myself. still, i bet we’d make a shit ton more together than separate. i love ya’ too bee, but let’s not make this s a p p y. uh huh, sure – that’s what they all say. i dunno – we might as well do it on camera, yeah ? it’d be a two firsts for me, but as long as ‘m doin’ it with ya’, vamos ! damn, you’re eager to get this goin’ – i love the enthusiasm bee. ”

“i’m not even sure how to feel about you being a sugar baby. i think you would probably enjoy it a little too much if he was giving you everything you want and i would have to stand there with my arms crossed, disapproving expression permanently stuck on my face. maybe you should just become the sugar momma and have a boy call you champagne mami. i don’t know if i’m in to old dudes, i’ve never tried it out, but i have to imagine that their level of maturity would be a nice chance when comparing them to what we have to pull from from the dudes around our age. i don’t even know if i would want to sit in front of a camera and do something alone. when is doing anything alone ever fun? fine no sappy, got it, noted, not allowed to express my love and admiration for you. wait? two firsts? is one of those firsts being with a girl? i feel like you’ve done that am i wrong? have i been mistaken? honestly i’m just in an affection drought and would probably let any rando cop a feel.”

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WHO: @brynnism and @jessecost WHERE: palisades center ( west nyack, new york ) WHEN: saturday, june 25, approx. 3 pm 

JESSE

“come on, buddy, stop crying. you’re making a scene. it’s too early for you to this dramatic,” jesse said to the screaming toddler in his arms through a forced smile. “it’s okay… it’s okay. hey, look! it’s your favorite! billy beez! we’re only going to go in if you stop screaming like you saw your family get murdered in front of you! so when i snap my fingers you’re going to stop crying! ready -” he asked in a the voice reserved for children as he freed a hand to snap in the child’s face. in a swift motion he moved his thumb and middle finger to make the desired  sound. of course, the child did not stop and it took everything in jesse to not set her down and leave her to cry it out. automatically he grabbed his phone and opened up find friends. a sigh of relief escaped through his lips when he saw that brynn was five minutes away. after rubbing his temple for the fiftieth time since leaving his apartment and making a mental note to do something for the blonde as a thank you, he took the upset child into her favorite place and sure enough she stopped crying. “fucking diva,” he muttered as he set her down and followed her into the bacteria covered playground. she, of course, took off running through various tunnels despite jesse exhausting every way to say “no” and “stay” in his vocabulary. after an eternity, she sat in the middle of the room - showing her caregiver that she was done for the hour. the brunet didn’t move from his place in the tunnel while he sent a quick “where the hell are you text”, didn’t even look up to tell the person approaching him that “there are other ways around. you can problem solve.” eventually he looked up to see a familiar face and his lips curled into a smile. “thank god you’re here. help me out?

BRYNN

there had been only a few things that brynn enjoyed doing along, without the company of another, and one of those things was sitting around in her favorite coffee shop. every single worker knew her by name, knew where she sat and what she would typically do as she relaxed. so it may have been just as surprising to everyone around her when she called it early for the day, opting for a shorter visit so she could spend time doing whatever jesse needed her for that day. she picked up the pace as soon as she got a rather frantic text from the boy, pushing past the busy crowd so she could make it to jesse before he had another breakdown. “i don’t even know why you try to take care of children like this, when do you ever succeed?” she nudged her elbow into him, trying her best not to laugh like crazy at the sight of him. it was almost written on his face that he was fed up with whatever the young tike had put him through. “tell me what exactly you want me to do and i’ll try my absolute best to make sure you get a little less stressed out,” her gaze settled on the little girl that was busy running around amongst the other young strangers. 

°.* jynn

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guys! i’m on and alive and will work on replies soon, but atm i have the attention of the person who i like okay and i’m spending time w them the only way we can and i don’t want to mess this up BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE THEM OKAY THANK YOU FOR HOPEFULLY UNDERSTANDING CUS YOU HOPEFULLY LOVE ME

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BRYNN NASSER’S AESTHETIC 

“the odds are against her, in this little city        she’s got a taste for adventure -- and she knows she’s pretty she’s the face of an angel ... with the heart of a sinner if you play with danger                 then how you gonna win her ??? she’s so indecipherable     she holds the key to the missing gold just the thought of her touch my mind EXPLODES.” 

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&&.        the force of her laughter causes evelyn’s head to tip back, hand placed over her mouth to muffle the L O U D sound. “ i knew it, ” she squeezes out in between giggles as evelyn shakes her head affectionately at the blonde. “ you just wanna shack up with a canadian hockey player, don’t ya’ ? i mean, not all basketball players are rowdy. it’s not their fault they can’t get their aggression out on the courts. those damned refs are always callin’ them out for weak hits like a buncha pussies, it’s r i d i c u l o u s. ” her hand reaches back into the popcorn bowl, grabbing another handful as she rotates her attention between the game & brynn. “ shit, we should go to a hockey game then – i had no idea you were such a F A N. ” her butterfly lashes flutter against her cheekbones as the brunette playfully winks at the other. “ everthin’s about money. i fuckin’ hate that about our society – like if i could chill & collect some cash, life would be ace. what ? not a fan of the pingüinos ? ” this time, her laughter forces her upper body to fall forwards as she bends at the hip like a rag doll. evelyn’s petite frame shakes as her mocha hues blend with the other’s cerulean ones. “ i’d be down man, but y’know fútbol’s more of my sport than basketball – ‘m not quite t a l l enough to make it to the big leagues. ”

brynn’s smile doubled in size as her best friend began to unleash the beast that was her fits of laughter. “i mean, i guess it wouldn’t be the worst thing. think about it. i would have a cute boy who i can bring home to my mom and he could take care of me and not hurt me and also our children would be able to be dual citizens! it would be so great. when it got too hot in the summer we could go up north and cool off and plus hockey boys are the only ones who would play on the ice -- get checked -- and win -- all with a broken arm.” she wiggled her eyebrows playfully, reaching her own hand out to snag some popcorn before evelyn took the entire bowl. “hockey it is -- money it also is. and the penguins are actually my second favorite team in the NHL, so i’m glad they took it in game six, but i would have preferred to see my kings with the cup.” it was hard for her gaze to keep up with the girl as she seemed to move about on the couch without any rhyme or reason. “you don’t have to be tall! hello! live your dreams! reach for them even if you have to get a step stool!”