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Ayyy. Its been a year. And a wonderful ride with bts. I learn a lot. But sometimes im too much in deep to them. I even spent money for them. Like buying photocards.. i think thats too much. Bec. I dont own that money. Im thankfull for my husband for supporting me. But i think its too much.. not healty anymore. 😭😭😭. I should stop spending money for them. Bec. Its not mine. I know it gives me happiness bit im not sad anymore. I should be contented with my life. I think sometime im a greedy person. I should look to my self more. Self love doenst mean you spent the money you have for that happiness. We should be happy for what we have. Im sad being like this. But im still happy with bts. I should go back from where i start. Those time that, i dont have merch. That i support them with streaming, voting. Hays. But i love them so much. Bts is my second home 💜💜💜. Everytime i feel down bec.of my children and husband or family issues, i just listen to thier music, watching thier funny, loving videos, and of course those pretty faces makes me calm and want to be a good person. 😁😁😁. Bts helps me a lot specially with my mental health. Thak God.hays. i should stop spending money for the merch coz, i dont need it.😭😭😭. They are worthy to spent money. But not for me cuz i dont own that money. Im so sad i became like this.😭. I thought i deserves it because im doing good as a mom taking care of my children.but to think of it, its not good anymore. 😭😭😭. I'm sorry self. Just stay healthy for ur kids and families. 🥺🥺🥺 I can do this fighting. 💪💪💪 Goodnight self.
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Run bts will having a break after next week because in the soop will be aired on oct. 15,2021.
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Waaaahhh.. i woke up with bad dreams. Like. Im alone scaping the radiation of aliens. Surviving alone is not a good thing.. i feel terrible. Why would i survive if all of my love once is not with me. But one thing is for sure, i want to survive hoping that i'll see them alive after that alien thingy. Aaahhh i just dont like it.. 😭😭😭. Thanks God Im awake. 🤧🤧🤧
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I'm being to harsh to my daughter 😭😭😭. What should i do.. i just want to cut my tongue and stop talking.. my words towards her is too much . For God sake she's just 7 yrs. Old. 😭😭😭😭. I dont know why im doing this to her.. o my God.. 😭😭😭. She is so responsible big sister.. huhu i need to think more before i speak . Dear God pls help me .. i need to stop this kind of me. My daughter is suffering from me.. i dont deserve her... 😭😭😭
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This is my ampan man.

Im a mom of 2 daughter. And today is mother's day. Honestly im so down, bec. My husband not even greeted me. I don't know how i feel. But then im still happy bec. He supported me in my fangirling to bts. He buys me merch. He let me buy bts merch. And i should be happy bec. Of that. I dont need to feel down. Im happy. Bec of bts i can let go this mother's day thingy. at least i have bts merch lol. And that is ok with me. I still thank God, maybe he didn't appreciate me as a mother, at least he supported me in my small way of being happy. Thanks to BTS they gave me reason to be happy. And teach me to look on the positive side. I should be happy. Bec. Someday i will be appriciated. Thanks to this 7 guys who thought me to love my self..Bec. of them i feel valuable person.. not only to my daughters but also to my self. THANK YOU BANGTAN. I will pray for you always. Sarangheo 💜💜💜💛💛💛
Thank's to this teaser photo i forgot the things thAt makes my heart break. They easily put it back with no scratches 😁😁😁.. THANK YOU..
Ni way happy MOTHER's day to all mommas out there.. stay strong always. Godbless us all. 🥰🥰
Goodnight 🥰🥰🥰
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Our BANGTAN BOYS our ANPANMAN.. Thank you for the laughter every time we are sad, Thank you for the love everytime we feel unloved by our loved once. You didnt know us personaly, but you touched our heart deeply. Thank you for your music that comforts me and everybody. We love you from our bottom of our hearts. We fight bec. You fight for us. THANK YOU. YOU DESERVED GREATNESS IN THE WORLD. No body's perfect but expect our love for you guys is deeper like an ocean. I always pray for your success and happiness. You happy ? We are more more happy. We LOVE YOU BTS!!
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BTS ✧ MAP OF THE SOUL - ON:E
“This is the end of the journey. We have many mixed feelings here. Our first march started out with a very small dream of 7 little boys. Instead of a glamorous path we had to walk on a path we believed in. Along the way, we met many people that were like us. Our journey is headed to a small path along with you. Anyone can join us. Music is our language and dream is our map. Each of us holding flags with different colors, singing different tales in different languages, we will march together until the end of time. BTS is not just a story of 7 people. It’s a story of you, me and everyone.” - Kim Namjoon
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Map Of The Soul ON:E Setlist (Day 1 | 201010)
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Kpop Quiz I got 87 🤣🤣🤣 amazing lol
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This guy's is illegal.. those smile ugh... Can't get enough of you guys. Can't explain this kind of feeling that I'm so happy seeing that your happy. I pray and hope for all of you to stay happy and healthy. I thank you guys for making me happy every day. Before I used to idolize k drama oppas. I never thought that I will love this group. And it's kpop group. I'm an kdrama addict but I lost my addiction to k drama Bec. You stole my heart. I only knew you last may. Bec. I keep seeing v in Facebook so I search for his band. I can hear bts in some news already but I not really interested in K-pop. I never imagine my self being a fan of fpop. Though I know black pink and their songs Bec. It's viral and cute. But now?? Ahaha I just can't stop admiring all of you. Thank you for keeping me calm. Making me happy everyday. Thank you guys. I know you will never read this no one can read this but then, I thank God for letting me to know bts. 🥰🥰🥰 Happy day everyday with BTS.
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Bangtan boys is my idol. I love them than my husband lol. Jk. I adore them Bec. They give me joy in my Hussle life.thank God I know them.thanks to V I KNOW HIS GROUP. I can't call my self as an army Bec. I'm broke.haha I can only adore and praised them on their good and hard work. I can't buy their merch even an photocard i can't.because I'm already a mother of 2 beautiful daughther. But they make me feel young tho I'm 1 yr. Older than jin lol. But I'm still happy to be a fan of BTS . And I'm so proud of this group. So humble. I always pray for them. That's the only thing I can do and stream @ sooty and YouTube vote for them in free way lol. Thanks to them I'm smiling. God bless BTS.
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