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“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.” — C.S. Lewis, “A Grief Observed”
Fear had been his constant companion for as long as he could remember - fear for his loved ones, fear for himself. It walked beside him, as familiar a comrade to him as death. It took him a long time to realize that his fear and grief were intertwined, like lovers destined to be torn apart in the cruelly spun fabric of fate, desperate to get every moment together they could until that horrible moment of separation. One could not tell where one started and the other ended. His grief fed his fear, as family, friends, lovers, his own sense of self, were torn from his grasping fingers, nothing to fill the empty spaces but that yawning grief and desperate fear.
He wept, helpless in the face of decades of grief, the first time he realized he was safe in Steve’s arms after decades of separation, the fear finally giving way to the grief that had been hiding, trembling and overwhelmed, behind that decades-old fear, finally able to step out into the light and make itself known. He wept for the boy he used to be and the man that he had become, and in the end, the fear had crept away, allowing the grief to stay, a quiet companion, but one that he welcomed nonetheless.
This fills B1: Grief for my Bucky Barnes Bingo 2024 card
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SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES in Thunderbolts* (2025) dir. Jake Schreier
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just really wanted to render some metal ngl
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Bucky barnes
1943 / 2023
27 / 37 years old
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“... not to be mindful of sort of the implications or the projections that people have, the opinions that people will throw at you and so on and so forth.”
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Masterlist
Hi there! Here’s the masterlist of my completed and ongoing works, I hope you enjoy them!❤️
[ONGOING WORK]:
Sunshine: Logan Howlett x Reader [In Progress] Summary: The first ray of sunlight holds many promises. Sunshine Masterlist
The Eye of the Hurricane : Bucky Barnes x Reader [In Progress] Summary: Sometimes, love and power become entwined with each other. The Eye of the Hurricane Masterlist
[COMPLETED WORKS]:
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Why would you do that, Dee?!?!!?!
Now I am plagued by HCs and imagines of Bucky's son and Rhett's firstborn (a girl he adores) being betrothed since they were like 14.
Now you're gonna have to put up with me.
• I think Alice was definitely unhappy and dissapointed when she saw she had a girl. She basically threw a fit, wouldn't hold her, wouldn't feed her, wouldn't even name her. She's a Chicago Wife, all her plans involved a boy, her whole life basically revolved around having an Heir. A girl is only a bargaining chip; now she'll have to wait even more to try again. Rhett was the complete opposite. He was sorta excited about the baby in general? He too expected a boy, its the way his whole life has been arranged- a daughter completely demolishes the plan. A daughter he can spoil. A daughter he can love without having to train. A daughter can be only his, at least for now, not the business'. He calls her Mina because he'd watched Dracula the other night and he'd only ever thought of male names so... it works.
• He eventually does have a boy. He loves his son of course. But things are not the same- everyone loves his son. His parents, his wife, his men. Mina is loved too, but it's always tinged with the slightest bitterness... no one can forget she was born first. Alice never fully warms up to her, he knows, only pays attention to her education, manners and makes passing comments about how she'll make a good match if she grows up pretty. It makes Rhett twitch.
• But of course Mina grows up gorgeous- it doesn't take long for people - boys - to notice. And Rhett isn't dumb, Mina would be a catch even if she were hideous, but he's never been unaware of just how ruthless his city can be to the women in his world, how uncaring. A man older than Rhett, one of his father's men that stuck around enough to make himself a fortune moving drugs, makes a passing joke about how Mina is his best investment yet, leering eyes focused on his eleven year old quietly eating at the table, and Alice agrees with a giggle. Rhett kills him himself that same night.
• But he had a point, and now Rhett can't stop seeing it. Boys in high school, in college, men his own age and older looking at his baby like they're...waiting. Like the second she 'becomes a woman' she'll be up for sale and they're all thinking up the different ways they can purchase her. Women in the Chicago Outfit are little more than accessories and maybe Rhett is an asshole for not seeing it until it affected his daughter but sue him, he doesn't want that for her.
• One day everything goes wrong. One day he wasn't looking and one of his men betrayed him, his right hand died and now he's got a war on his hands and he has to make a decision. Gather up his allies and think of something. He keeps his son close, Alice refuses to leave her precious boy and talk around fourteen year old Mina is bad enough he has to make a decision.
• Charm honestly thought he was kidding all those years ago. Yeah, betrothal still happen in their world but outright arranging one is kinda... old fashioned? These days you just gently nudge your kids in the right direction and they get the idea. But no, Rhett hasn't been subtle about anything in his life. So of course she's on a phone call with him talking about debts and loyalty and his daughter and her son at three am. "You're the only person I can trust with this, with her" he says. And okay, sure. His daughter can come stay with them until things settle down in Chicago. Yes, per their contract years ago, New York will back him up.
• Mina's stay in New York lasts about a year. Her father is the only one that calls her- her mother is happily living out the fantasy where she doesn't exist. Her brother mostly texts her memes when she asks him if he's okay so she knows he's not and she's just... isolated. She isn't from New York, but she can't be from Chicago either... and apparently one day she'll marry the boy who also lives in the penthouse? Honestly she doesn't even see him most of the time (which is a shame because he's two years older than her and just as hot as his dad but whatever) Mina is pretty sure he's knee deep into his training and too busy to deal with the weird girl that just showed up one day in the middle of the night. Mr Barnes is never there either, training his son or helping her father with his war, nor is his wife, the only woman her dad has ever spoken with true respect in his voice. They're both super nice to her, though. Overwhelmingly so- she isn't this used to someone other than her dad caring so much about how she's feeling or if she needs anything. They insist she never eat dinner alone, ask her about the online classes she's attending and they LISTEN when she answers.
• So her temporary guardians are great, her fiancee is far from one of the creepy boys from back home and the city is new and exciting... but her favorite part is the Barnes' daughter. Mina isn't used to being friends with girls her age, she's grown accustomed to being a friendly acquaintance and to keep any other girl at arm's length because they could turn into an enemy the second they feel like it; the friends her brother makes are the ones that matter, they'll be the powerful ones one day, at least that's what her mother says, so Mina isn't that well versed in the whole friendship thing.
• But the Barnes' daughter could give a shit about that, apparently. She's beautiful, confident and she'll inherit her mother's territory one day, so of course she felt no issue bursting into her room one day and introducing herself before announcing they would be best friends and did she want to get milkshakes?
"What?" Mina says, still shocked and in her pajamas.
"Milkshakes. Shit, do you not have those in Chicago? Mom said it was old fashioned but-"
"Of course we have them but... it's one am."
"Okay? Is that a yes or-"
They're best friends because ofc she's never wrong. They literally spend all their time together, Mina kind of expects her to drift away once she goes back to school but no, they remain steadfast. And Bucky's daughter kind of really likes how her brother turns red and stammering whenever Mina is around.
"I don't think your brother likes me very much," Mina whispers to her after her fiancee tried to talk to her for the third time that week but failed yet again because his stupid sister is just there, hogging her and making her laugh, so he just got moody and stomped out of there.
"No, like seriously," Mina complains in the middle of a party they snuck into. "I think he hates me." She sips her drink and ignores the way the boy she's supposed to marry glares at her. (He's actually glaring at all the other guys trying to get her attention.)
"I'm not that thrilled about basically being sold either, but you don't see me being a bitch about it," she informs her friend when she watches him get knocked down in a fight because ofc the first time he gets the nerve to talk to her is just before the definitive cage match of his life and of course the prospect of talking to the beautiful girl that lives in his house, that his parents adore and his sister can't stop talking about is actually more terrifying than losing the fight so of course his dumbass jumps in the ring before time and nearly loses. (He wins the fight anyways, but Mina thinks he literally would rather get beat up than have to put up with her so yeah).
MY DARLING OMG I JUST-
YOU ARE AMAZING?! 😍 I am literally smiling at the screen, and I'm gonna fangirl over you, this is so so so good! ❤️😍
I think Alice was definitely unhappy and dissapointed when she saw she had a girl. She basically threw a fit, wouldn't hold her, wouldn't feed her, wouldn't even name her. Oooh I think so too! Like you said, having an Heir is the most important thing for her, and everyone probably kept telling her! Like Charm said, Chicago's underworld is basically medieval, and Alice is a part of that 😱
A daughter he can spoil. A daughter he can love without having to train. A daughter can be only his, at least for now, not the business'. This is so cuuuute! ❤️ I totally agree, I think Rhett was even relieved when he saw that they had a daughter, and he was surprised at himself ❤️ But like, he needs to be incredibly "stern" with his heir, just like his father, but having his daughter...she would be his princess! ❤️
He named her Mina after watching Dracula I LOVE THIS! ❤️
Alice never fully warms up to her, he knows, only pays attention to her education, manners and makes passing comments about how she'll make a good match if she grows up pretty. It makes Rhett twitch. I think Mina is going to be such a sore topic between them for completely different reasons❤️ Rhett is incredibly protective of her, and he wants to shelter her from all the business, and everything that comes with it, and to hear Alice being so harsh with her?
They would have such huge fights!
OH RHETT WOULD KILL THAT PERVERT CREEP AND HE WOULD ALSO MAKE HIM SUFFER!
Like, that night, I think Rhett legit tortured him the whole night to the point of him begging for death, only then he killed him😏 There wasn't a bone that wasn't broken in his whole body, and his face was messed up beyond recognizable 😏
maybe Rhett is an asshole for not seeing it until it affected his daughter but sue him, he doesn't want that for her. Rhett as a protective dad🥺 I love him❤️
I think it's around that time that he realized what Charm meant during their break up, how she would never stay in Chicago even if New York wasn't an option 😏
Yeah, betrothal still happen in their world but outright arranging one is kinda... old fashioned? These days you just gently nudge your kids in the right direction and they get the idea. But no, Rhett hasn't been subtle about anything in his life. I can almost see Charm's confused expression AT THREE IN THE MORNING 😂
Charm still being the only person Rhett trusts after all these years asdfghjkl 🥰
Charm totally gave a talk to their son before Mina showed up😂 She would be like,
"The fact that I'm telling you this does not mean you can be mean to her in any way."
"I won't be mean to her. I don't even know her."
"Yeah well, keep that in mind. Because when the same thing happened, your father was the rudest person-"
"Charm we're married with kids, when will you let that go?"
"We're married with kids because I'm such a forgiving person."
Rhett being the only one to call Mina❤️
Mina instantly having sort of a crush on him 🥰
the only woman her dad has ever spoken with true respect in his voice. Have I mentioned I love Rhett? I LOVE RHETT❤️
They insist she never eat dinner alone, ask her about the online classes she's attending and they LISTEN when she answers. CHARM AND BUCKY BECOMING GREAT PARENTS, I-
But the Barnes' daughter could give a shit about that, apparently. She's beautiful, confident and she'll inherit her mother's territory one day, so of course she felt no issue bursting into her room one day and introducing herself before announcing they would be best friends and did she want to get milkshakes? She's gonna be such a great combination of like, Charm and Becca when they were younger!
"Milkshakes. Shit, do you not have those in Chicago? Mom said it was old fashioned but-"
"Of course we have them but... it's one am."
"Okay? Is that a yes or-" SHE IS SO MINI CHARM HELP-
And Bucky's daughter kind of really likes how her brother turns red and stammering whenever Mina is around. She would be having the time of her lifeeeee😂
"I don't think your brother likes me very much," Mina whispers to her after her fiancee tried to talk to her for the third time that week but failed yet again because his stupid sister is just there, hogging her and making her laugh, so he just got moody and stomped out of there. ASDFGHJKL HE PROBABLY WENT LIKE,
"Hey you're...you're here."
"Hi-"
"Of course she's here dipshit?"
"...Do you have to be here?"
"Yes my dearest brother. I kind of have to be here because she's my best friend."
"No, like seriously," Mina complains in the middle of a party they snuck into. "I think he hates me." She sips her drink and ignores the way the boy she's supposed to marry glares at her. (He's actually glaring at all the other guys trying to get her attention.) Lolll and Mina so thinking he hates her guts while he's over there like,
"Who's that guy trying to buy her drinks? What the fuck?"
"Uh..."
"This bar is in my father's territory. She doesn't need anyone to buy her drinks."
"Okay, but-"
"I'll go beat him up-"
"Your mom would be very pissed off."
"...Great."
"I'm not that thrilled about basically being sold either, but you don't see me being a bitch about it," she informs her friend when she watches him get knocked down in a fight because ofc the first time he gets the nerve to talk to her is just before the definitive cage match of his life and of course the prospect of talking to the beautiful girl that lives in his house, that his parents adore and his sister can't stop talking about is actually more terrifying than losing the fight so of course his dumbass jumps in the ring before time and nearly loses. HE IS HIS FATHER'S SON, HELP, THAT IS BUCKY'S SON RIGHT THERE 😂
Lolll and after the cage fight, Mina would go and find him and she'd be like,
"Um, hi."
"Mina! Hi! Did you...did you watch the match?"
"Yeah I did. Are you okay?"
"Yeah! Sure I mean, it's nothing."
"Your nose looks broken?"
"Yeah but it's nothing, who hasn't broken their nose at some point- so how are you?"
Aaaaaaand I ship them now thanks to you😂❤️
Honeeeey this is so amazing, you're a genius! ❤️ Thank you so so much for this, ILY! ❤️
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“Sebastian Stan has above all become that familiar face for many fans of the Marvel Universe, that of a mutilated, frozen, ex-American soldier turned ruthless killer. It’s James “Bucky” Barnes I’m talking about, of course. Sebastian Stan has been donning the Winter Soldier’s costume for ten years now in the Captain America film series, the Avengers, and other TV series. But it’s above all, because he succeeds in conveying the pain, doubt, redemption, and above all, hope of this broken man caught up in the torments of his past.”
I’m so glad they are acknowledging the talent it takes to play Bucky. Sebastian is finally getting his flowers.
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"Why", you ask Steve?
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Marvel Comics
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like fam Bucky's the best, really, but Sebastian Stan is a real human with real feelings and a life and privacy he is entitled to and homeboy is allowed to be uncomfortable or think shit is WILD and that's 100% allowed. he's got a great job, but it is a job.
like we can't fucking dox bucky barnes, ok? there's a big fucking difference, he's not real.
on no planet should affinity for a character cause a real human harm.
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I think it’s quite obvious SS doesn’t mean ‘all’ Marvel fans - just the intense ones who cross his boundaries and disrespect his privacy/feel entitled to him. I think you’d only be defensive about it if you felt by guilty and thought you did something to put you in that category…
that's what i'm saaaaying. people tend to be so on the "me, myself and i" thing, that if someone says anything, they think it's a freaking attack towards them when you know, it's not... unless they act like the people he hates.
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the way you can find so many acc on twitter being so heartbroken by sebastian stan' comment and saying he's so ungrateful... smh
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y’all ever think about how bucky got drafted and acted like he enlisted so steve would think he was okay. or how bucky was tortured for weeks at azzano and acted like he wasn’t so steve would think he was okay. or how bucky was cryofrozen traumatically for decades and voluntarily chose to go back under so that steve would think he was okay. or how bucky blinked back into existence days before steve left his life forever and bucky acted happy for him so steve would think he’d be okay.
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THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER episode three: power broker
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i wonder if malyshka went on full fury during her pregnancy, for very simple and normal things, and that riled up bucky
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Pregnancy brought out another side of you. One that Bucky was all too happy to indulge.
Your hormones flared out of control at the most mundane things. He catered to every whim, every craving without complaint. Bucky was so happy, proud that you were carrying his baby that he was willing to do whatever you demanded.
He can't lie, he likes it when you boss him around, no one else in his life dares to speak to him the way you do.
But his favorite part of your pregnancy was how horny you became. How much you wanted him. How needy you were.
Bucky didn't even have to do anything to turn you on.
He put on of his Armani suits and you were ripping it off of him. He stepped out of the shower with a towel around his hips and you were getting on your knees. He spoke to you in a different language and you found a much better use for his tongue.
He left meetings for you. Fuck an arms deal, he'd rather fuck you. And he did. Again and again everywhere and anyway you wanted.
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BUCKY BARNES’ HOTTEST MOMENTS
40. 48/161 votes | The Winter Soldier biting down on a mouthguard before being wiped in Captain America: The Winter Soldier [prev]
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Four Years - (2024)
It’s now been 4 years since we lost Chadwick Boseman. 😔
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