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Reblog this If: You’re ashamed of your weight Youve been called fat before You have thought of killing yourself You have self harmed You are trying to lose 10+ pounds

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There's no fucking way just ate bread that's been lying in my trash bin for days I am disgusted

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binging and eating food out of the trash....what a life

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Honestly one of the worst parts of an eating disorder is knowing otherwise, knowing better. Knowing it’s completely illogical, having that full sense of self awareness and still feeling completely controlled by it. That complete disconnect between facts, feelings and behaviours and being completely unable to consolidate it together.

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everything is so fucked because I'm terrified of just randomly dropping dead, but I still can't stop this binge, fast, restrict cycle. I'm at the point where I have several nutrient deficiencies and other health problems and I STILL CAN'T FUCKING STOP.

Eating disorders are an addiction and if you can GET OUT. STOP. DON'T GO UNDER 1200 CALORIES PLEASE I BEG YOU.

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whyyyyy does eating tasty food make me feel so baaaddddddd

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girlie it’s literally the same 10 pounds every year why do you keep doing this

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hmmmm apparently I've burned 500 calories today, but it feels too much I don't believe

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:(

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.

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anyone else get the irresistible urge to devour everything on their way when anxious

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I'm so shitty for watching other people's binges on youtube to not binge myself

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I want to binge but I can't loose my progress aaahhhhhhhh

help me

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having a dream about eating and feeling super guilty afterwards. I can't escape even in my sleep smh

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I'm so mad right no. So mad. Five fucking years with this stupid ed and nothing. Fucking nothing. I've tormented myself for YEARS and I'm still fat. I want to obliterate everything and I still can't stop

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mmmmmmmmmmm I'm trying to get my 10 000 steps rn, but I'm so dizzy I'm literally going to fall over and I'm like 20 minutes from home help

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having an eating disorder and having common sense at the same time is like knowing that you’re going crazy but can’t do nothing about it…

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the worst part of eds is the waiting