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The way I want to be a boy rn

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Sometimes I worry I'm not actually non-binary, other times I wanna cry because people perceive me as a girl and I can't change much about it

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Such a weird thing to see people have a good family life

Or like see some middle aged guy be a sweet and good dad

Like

I'm happy for then I really am

But I will also never know what that feels like and that's got my family/daddy issues acting up real bad

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GODDAMN I LOVE THE COLOUR PINK

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My gender is a pendulum and it swings between "I wish I was born as a boy" and "thank fuck I'm a lesbian"

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Spending the night pretending to be on a Talkshow has and will forever be the most fun thing ever

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I'm such a whore for water

Beaches, lakes, seas, oceans, rain, that glass of water you drink at 4am after coming home drunk, rivers,,, water

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I WANT TO MOVE OUT AND GET MY OWN PLACE SO BAAAAAAAADDDDDDDD

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Flirting is really just receiving a text and discussing your reply with the council

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Damn I have a crush again, Alexa play what if when he sees me from waitress

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Ahhhh I met a really cute girl, maybe I should just tell her that I think she's cute and if she maybe wants to go to a Café sometime why is this so haaarrrdddd

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Live that time at the end of the year where I don't do fuck all and eat an ungodly amount of chocolate

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Can I just say how much I love my coworker who - while drunk off his ass - started using he/him pronouns for me

I'm used to cishet people who "support me" and are "so glad that I can trust them with that" revert back to my deadname and she/her pronouns

Meanwhile this drunk cishet man, who I've known for 3½ months and is from a little conservative town just said fuck it, you're he/him now and I don't even remember your legal name

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Actually I want all the bad feelings to go away fuck those things

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Oh god these feelings will fade I don't want them to

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What really gets me is that during the relationship I went from someone who dislikes typical romance to a hopeless romantic, and she went from some who isn't sure what she wants to someone who doesn't want something serious

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I HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY I NEED TO RUN AND JUMP AND SCREAM TO GET IT OUT BUT I CAN'T