i used to think i'd be fine by now, but i still keep holding my breath. i zone out way too often and my muscles, they still twitch. i remember how they told me that one day, i was gonna be okay. but where and when the goddamn one day is? did it forget to show up? what if it's lost, wandering somewhere far away? i don't know. and i still keep holding my breath
not that katniss is the most perceptive person or the most reliable narrator, but it actually pisses me off how gale didn't show any romantic interest in her until she kisses peeta in the Games... when she returns home completely traumatized and with the president on her tail, he starts to pressure her and guilt-trap her for not wanting anything romantic with him. when they are in District 13 and she is visibly shaken, confused, suffering HE DOESN'T STOP!!!!!!! i'm not even mentioning his actions in the war; i'm just talking about how he does NOT respect katniss at all. if he doesn't have any haters, i'm dead.
if my body could speak, blythe baird // i put the coffin out to sea, lisa marie basile // @/belovedbi // ? // been a son, nirvana // elektra, sophokles; translated by anne carson // ? // churching, kristin chang
Au where Peeta gets hit by lightning and can suddenly hear everything Katniss thinks. Full access to her inner monologue:
‘Ugh fuck this cat, I wish I could kill it but noooo Prim loves it. Fuck me.”
‘Here comes Gale. We really do look related haha. Ugh there he goes again with whining about stuff we CANNOT change. Give me a break already. Oh shit, he asked me something, just nod. He’s not even listening. Great. Perfect.”
“Fuck you, Haymitch. Like what the hell do you know anyway? Fucking self righteous asshole. Look at him. He knows exactly what I’m thinking. Get out of my head asshole! Yeah! I just called you an asshole! What are you gonna do? Huh? OH FUCK HE JUST THREW THE BOTTLE.”
“Oh my god, Peeta’s staring. DONT LOOK! Why did I look??? Oh nooo. Now he knows I was looking at him! What if he asks about it? Oh! He just took a step back, I guess he isn’t coming over? No bread? Damn. I love his bread. Wow look at him in the sunlight. He looks… well he looks great. His hair is so damn beautiful. And his freckles! Uh, as a friend obviously. Haha. Um, I mean, friends can look nice! Yeah. Oh, look at his little scarf!! He’s so cute. I MEAN-“
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