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I'm done fighting.
thankyou for the ups and downs that almost a year. By leaving Bandung, I've permission to leave you too. I hope you can find someone that accompany you without annoyed you so much like me maybe hehe and when you found her hope you can get courage as soon as possible and eliminate any doubts that always exist in you, and whoever the girl is, she must be very lucky to get it. take care my algedonic. whatever happens gryffin is right to say nobody compares to you.
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saturday 18th november, 888km apart, i'm still afraid.
behind the woman who always annoyed you,
with her insecurity,
actually she was fighting for you,
to stay.
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repost from phosphenous
and the worst thing is knowing that you don’t mean as much to people as they do to you. you can see it in their eyes when you look into them, you don’t fill up their life as they do to you. you don’t make their world spin, or the air leave their lungs. they may love you, and i bet they do. but maybe not enough. not enough to keep you. not enough to chose you. not enough to stay.
—4am,
suddenly you leaving me has become my biggest fear
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he said I don't need sugar-coating
He knew I've been destroyed by someone, He don't ask me to pretend to be fine, He told me I don't need another motivate sugar-coating words, but He only send me this; a few word from kind of official account that encourage people to don't do suicide. ((LOL! padahal gue ga nyampe segitunya wkwk, hope he's doing good with his plenty problem too, thankyou O!!)) Maybe, next time when you feel like you are falling in love, you should know whether you are at the right place or not. Maybe, next time when you feel like you are falling in love, you should know whether they're the right person or not. Maybe, next time when you feel like you're falling in love, you should know whether its a right time or not. Because to fall in love with a right person at the wrong place won't work. Because to fall in love with a wrong person at the right place won't work. Because to fall in love with a right person at the wrong time won't work. And maybe, you should just fall in love with yourself first.
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I don't know any reason that make you stay, because Darling, you never vice versa to me.
bungaruslim
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Darling, in every silent night I always scared, thinking about you, that may be leave once more. Looking for another perfections.
bungaruslim
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Growing up.
people’s do growing up. yes it is.
not only measure by their age, or a different physically appearance like a longer hair, get skinnier, taller than before, or wrinkles that begin to appear.
it’s also measure by the way you think about something, the way you face some problems, and all the things that changes your prespective before, either in a better way or not.
For example:
almost 4 years ago, I have some fearness. It’s called monophobia; the fear of being alone. It’s hard to-do since I have to live away from my family to study in Bandung. You guys would not believe it that causes of my monophobia things makes me lose weight up to 10kg! (I hope I can get back in that shape lol)
after what I’m going trough here, I realize so much facts. That sometimes peoples show their togetherness for only some exposed things, all of them is fake, they are pretending, for only sake of “ temporary happiness”. Or also that people together because one of them only taking for granted and the other one is like live being a giver and hoping someday the other one turns to make her the only one because her purity of kindness.
No, is not. and Yes it’s me.
but after all, I’m growing up and I found Tame Impala was right.
because, Now,
I get Bliss in my Solitude.
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dear my fine line
After spreading all the hateness on my feed tumblr before( as you can see clearly right down there) sometimes, rather than feel relieved because I have pull out that all fed up things,
deep down;
I feel miserable.
You know because every connection between 2 people who ever caring and share everything to each other whatever it called or regardless of their status, its always begin with spark of happines. and how sad to end up eveything by adding one list of enemy.. (like you said)
Sorry for being kind of paradox. I just can’t handle it.
To the one and only my fine line between pain and pleasure, please help.
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when you are asking me to act as usual & everything is just fine:
Dear my (no more) President Director,
I’m no longer your yes-slave in everything right now.
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I'm not angry you betrayed me,
I'm angry because I trust you on the first place.
Hannah Baker from 13 Reasons Why
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between no hair washing day and (we both know but keep to pretend) going on the hopeless path.
warmest regards with a lil hug,
the one and only pawpaw.
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