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Back from hiatus

Lol so there’s A LOT of catching up I have to do with everyone since I’ve been gone for so long. Last time you guys heard from me I was in the midst of my melanoma diagnosis and treatment. To touch base on that it was a tumor that was stage II thank god because of the placement being right below my right breast there was fear that the tumor could have gone to my lymph nodes which aren't that far away from its location. I had to get surgery and boy was that a sight for sore eyes. The tumor (which started as a mole) was directly below my breast as I said so I couldn't wear a bra for about a month or two from the pain of sweat (this happened midspring of 2016), a metal wire and fabric rubbing against it all day. It was also hard for me to do anything other than worry about my father. I know some of you know that my dad and I really didn't have that strong of a relationship but over the past year he has tried to kill himself several times and has been put in mental hospitals and rehab centers for alcoholism and I won't dwell into those details because I don't want to trigger anyone but if you need someone to talk to I am always here. As for my mom, who is my rock, we have had quite a road to travel on; I was at work and a girl came in and gave me a card and it had said that she and her twin brother were my biological siblings who were given up for adoption the day they were born! I grew up only knowing my brother, Brandon, but I actually have two brothers and two sisters- Not to end this on a sad note, I'm finally back from a hell ride and a half and I missed talking to you guys and I totally am down for a chat or anything- want photoshopped pictures? I gotcha. Want edits? I got you covered. Literally wanna fangirl, I'm down. I'm also gonna post my snapchat story from Game Five of the Stanley Cup Finals later. I was down near the ice as a totally rad gift from my grandparents for graduating high school. So yeah let's chit chat man

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raise your hand if you are scared shitless about the future yet couldn’t care less at the same time

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me: refuses to look at bracket out of embarrassment.

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Team Canada supporting #NHL17McDavid

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its elmos world were just living in it

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Watch: President Obama brought the house down at his last White House Correspondents Dinner.

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someone add a reaction image to this

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what a beautiful way to wake up THO “Blackhawks eliminated” it’s a wonderful word things lookin up

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what a beautiful way to wake up THO “Blackhawks eliminated” it’s a wonderful word things lookin up

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I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.

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