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burdenedreverence · 18 days ago
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Desperately holding onto life with a vice grip, never letting go, never calming down, never taking a moment because if you do you might never start again.
That mad laugh of a man doomed, unable to do anything at all, but keep moving forward.
Saving others but unable to be saved yourself, you won't let yourself.
Calm down, my boy, tomorrow will come.
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burdenedreverence · 18 days ago
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burdenedreverence · 18 days ago
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Was this a mistake? Yeah.
Was it his business? No.
Was that going to stop him? Absolutely not.
Desmond Hayden watched the duel with the eyes of a keen observer, from the moment of it's declaration to it's final stroke. The outcome was never in question only how that outcome might be achieved. And in the end the conclusion had come swiftly, decisively, and completely unexpected.
"I've seen the damned."
Green irises look at her, watching her movements, her motions. It didn't escape his eyes. Scarred hands come to rest against his belt, near his own blade, squinted eyes examining her. A grimace on western features that almost formed scowl. To cause undo offense to her would be grounds for a duel, honor demands it. He should be careful with his words, even if caution is something he has long lost.
"They tend' to murder with their eyes open. Revel in the slaughter."
His head cranes down to look at her, his shoulders relax. There is something coiled inside him ready and waiting. He has met those who thought him a fool, an idealist, and a brute.
"Why kill 'em if you can't even look them in the eye? If you have the power-"
He moves his hand from his sword belt, coming to place his index finger in the center of his palm. His words carry with it force, an accusation, a challenge. Because those who have done wrong should be challenged, because all too often people are afraid of death. The voice of those who should say something is quieted because of personal weakness.
"-to kill then you 'ought to feel it. Ya' took a life. That means something."
It always means something.
It had to.
✿✿✿ 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕;  𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈
          ⸺ @burdenedreverence asked:     “I don’t believe in turning a blind eye to something wrong.”
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Enclosing   her   cursed   blade   within   its   sheath:   she   felt   nothing.   It   wasn't   her   job   to   question   the   orders   given   to   by   the   family   ⸻   the   family   she   sought   so   greatly   to   prove   her   worth.   Feed   Muramasa   had   become   a   priority   within   the   Oda   clan   since   her   father   became   enslaved   by   the   dark   enchantment   of   the   wicked   blade.   While   bearing   a   greater   tolerance   to   its   beckoning,   it   rattled   things   about   her   that   she   sought   to   never   explore.   It   scared   her   ⸻   that   vision   of   her   maternal   figure,   whom   she   could   hardly   remember,   and   the   icy   smile   she   wore.
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To   drown   out   the   blade's   yearning,   she'd   often   close   her   eyes.   She   navigates   better   that   way.   The   lament   of   the   blade   waning   the   longer   she   delved   in   meditation.
Stepping   over   the   fallen   one   (   a   victim   unfortunate   enough   to   call   themselves   an   adversary   ),   she   gives   no   greater   than   a   shrug.   Nothing   personal;   it   was   a   bout   which   left   the   taste   for   blood   bitter   in   the   end.   Perhaps   what   grates   her   was   the   legacy   she   couldn't   escape   ⸻   the   moniker   branded   onto   her   kinship:   TRAITOR.   It   wasn't   far   from   the   mark,   for   each   she   slew   to   empower   that   blade   was   a   step   closer   to   making   an   end   of   her   father.
Some   didn't   quite   agree   with   her   ways.
❛   Oh   ?   ❜   
Her   voice   flutters   with   curiosity,   shifting   her   step   and   directing   herself   to   face   the   taller   one.   She   is   someone   unfamiliar   to   her,   yet   she   could   tell   he's   seasoned   in   his   right.   His   concerns,   however,   remind   her   of   the   Yagyū   who   consistently   questioned   her   path.   It   annoyed   her.   
❛   One   shouldn't   play   righteous   toward   what's   long   been   cast   to   DAMNATION.   ❜
For   that   reason,   she   pushed   him   away,   knowing   well   it   was   best   she   didn't   get   others   involved.   
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burdenedreverence · 18 days ago
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Knight of Pentacles. Art by Mariya Tobischek, from the Ukrainian Night Tarot.
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burdenedreverence · 18 days ago
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"My blood is ancient, and thick, and honored. I have gazed upon the Black Throne, witnessed the rise of the Blood God, stood among the assembled Children of Haqim. I have been judged and not found wanting, I have judged the wicked. I lay claim to the blood of Sha'hiri, he whom was Eldest, whom ruled in the absence of Haqim. Elijah Ahmed, murdered by the Black Shepherd, a Warrior's lineage."
"Here, I will rebuild our home. Upon this rock, I shall raise home once more. A New Alamut, our Alamut. I swear this on my blood, and let it be reclaimed if I fail."
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burdenedreverence · 19 days ago
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"Maybe you should try."
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"But that's too much work, bah."
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"Back when I was alive, you'd have your head taken for saying something like that..."
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"Thankfully for you, that's not my sort of thing! Well, most of the time!"
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burdenedreverence · 21 days ago
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&. 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
(  an  assortment  of  dialogue  prompts  for  various  crime  /  mafia  /  detective  /  criminal  underworld  scenarios.  trigger  warning  for  dark  themes.  feel  free  to  change  as  you  seem  fit.  )
❛ i always get paid in the end, one way or another. ❜
❛ maybe you just need someone to tell you what to do. ❜
❛ i don’t think you fully understand the situation you’re in. ❜
❛ rule one: don’t get caught. ❜
❛ i do what people pay me to do. ❜
❛ consider this a professional courtesy. ❜
❛ i want us to be friends. i want us to trust each other. ❜
❛ you thought you could just fuck with us, and we wouldn’t fuck with you? ❜
❛ can we just exchange three words without you pulling a gun on me? ❜
❛ the detective’s life isn’t an easy one. but it rarely lacks for excitement. ❜
❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜
❛ tell me, what was life like on the other side? ❜
❛ so, to what do i owe this pleasure? ❜
❛ how many fights have you been in this week? ❜
❛ you want a silencer pistol? sure, if one’s on sale. ❜
❛ go ahead. you might as well finish the job. ❜
❛ can i at least buy you a drink? ❜
❛ you’re gonna get yourself killed if you keep this up. you know that, right? ❜
❛ we’re not all savages here, sweetheart. ❜
❛ the only thing that’s gonna keep you safe in this world is that gun. ❜
❛ i’ll teach you something about punishment. ❜
❛ do we have your allegiance or not? ❜
❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜
❛ you wanted the truth. i’ve given it to you. it’s up to you what you do with it. ❜
❛ you’re playing nurse to a killer, you know. ❜
❛ this your idea of laying low? ❜
❛ looks like you could use a bodyguard. ❜
❛ you look great. like a million bucks of real money. ❜
❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜
❛ drink all you want, but we need to stay focused. ❜
❛ you’re like a cockroach i can’t kill. i mean it in a good way. ❜
❛ you eat, or you get eaten. animals call it survival. humans call it business. ❜
❛ i could teach you how to fight, but i wasn’t equipped to take care of you. ❜
❛ i wanted to hurt them for the way they hurt you. ❜
❛ no one’s worth a bullet between the eyes. ❜
❛ may i have my gun back? ❜
❛ who taught you how to do that? ❜
❛ i’m gonna make you an offer. one time only. ❜
❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜
❛ you still have to keep up appearances. ❜
❛ the bodies he buried laid the foundation of what we are now. ❜
❛ imagine how quickly you can succeed if you just take what you want. ❜
❛ that wasn’t a punch. if i’d punched you, you’d be on the floor. ❜
❛ the choice to live an ordinary life is no longer an option for me. ❜
❛ i need you to focus on this case. not on me. can you do that? ❜
❛ you’re still an honest person. it’s the rest of the world that’s gone crooked. ❜
❛ all you need to do is exactly what i tell you to do. ❜
❛ i’ve done things i’m not proud of. i’ve hurt people and i’m going to hurt more. ❜
❛ blood money buys the best art. ❜
❛ everyone who ever helped me is dead. i don’t want that to happen to you. ❜
❛ i don’t kill people. not even scumbags like you who deserve it. ❜
❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜
❛ you’re not very good at retiring. ❜
❛ remember who the real enemy is. ❜
❛ you’re one of us now. nobody ever tell you that? ❜
❛ i’m the lucky one who pulled you out of the garbage. ❜
❛ if it were up to me, you would’ve been dead a long time ago. ❜
❛ everyone in that room has lived far worse than anything you’ve ever done. ❜
❛ if you’re doing it to help someone, doesn’t that make it okay? ❜
❛ you don’t get to be at the top without making enemies looking to tear you down. ❜
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burdenedreverence · 28 days ago
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It was never easier for the man to be in the presence of another’s, in truth as of late he found solitude more his speed. Those quiet nights spent contemplating things which he would never find answers for, his pursuits and purposes. Or left alone to his devices enough pushed to the limits in his physical exertions, preparing for a battle which has yet to come. When Astolfo shifts away Hayden offers a wordless glance, quietly moving to poke at the fire with a stick.
“Thank you.”
The words left him soft-spoken, something which feels strange from the baritone. There was an undoubtable tension which existed in him, like a spring placed under a great pressure in which the slightest provocation might release the at violent effect. His emerald irises peer from the fire to Astolfo.
“You seem the decent sort.”
The difficulty of speaking, to make a connection. His brain wondering what he might say, to progress this situation. Answers would be nice. He drops the stick to the side, a hand moves to rub at his own neck.
“I just don’t know what to say. Wars, Masters, Holy grails. It’s a lot. I’m just, an old fighter. Im not-“
The type of man anymore.
“-strong like I was.”
He’s lying and he knows it.
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burdenedreverence · 29 days ago
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𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
Change names/titles/pronouns as needed!
𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰
“I know it’s a horrifying situation, but you can’t fight every evil in the galaxy.”
“She can order me to my death, and I will go. And she knows it. As far as I can see, she will always pick Naboo, and I will always pick her.”
“Evil? I’ve fought evil, and it was easy: I shot it. It’s apathy I can’t stand.”
“We are brave, Your Highness.”
“My hands are yours for as long as you need them.”
“I don’t know what I’d do, I’ve guarded my heart against everything for so long, always aware of the dynamics and the flow of power. I’ve been lucky to find so many people who understand that and give me that space. I’m afraid that if someone breaks through, I’ll let them, and it would be catastrophic.”
“I’m not sure I want to mix politics and family, but I suppose it depends on a great many things.”
“Everyone who has ever seen you has underestimated you, haven’t they?”
“I know, you can like something even when you know it’s not going to last.”
“I encourage them to, I am small. I carry only a single blaster. And I’m usually wearing something much less practical-looking than these.”
“You can take mine to the ship, too, you little blue snitch.”
“It doesn’t make any sense! She wouldn’t just die. And an empire? Headed by Sheev Palpatine? Nothing about this makes sense!”
“All’s fair with standard programming.”
“ Any path can be a poor one if it goes blindly in one direction.”
“My hands are yours.” 
𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐥
“Whatever happened next. However, it was recorded and remembered. She was entirely on her own.”
“On a dusty world with two bright suns, a little boy looked up from his work and saw an angel.”
“What I learned was that I’d rather be second to you than first to anyone else.”
“I can order you to your death.”
“And I would go.”
“I can’t be that dedicated to you.”
“The girl in the white dress was going to be Queen, and she was ready.”
“And yet you are always second best, at everything you’ve ever tried.”
“The girl in the white dress was never going to be Queen, but she was ready.”
𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞
“There’s a lot to be said for being yourself. Not everyone is meant to be a shadow.”
With all respect, Senator, that is exactly why you sent someone like me on this mission. You don’t approve of violence, and you never will. I admire that, and I have accepted it. All I ask in return is that you accept that I am the person you send when there’s the possibility of… aggressive negotiations.“
“When you say it like that, it sounds terrible, but at the time, I couldn’t imagine doing anything else. I still can’t.”
“You told me once that when you gave your heart to someone, it would be a disaster, I should have known you weren’t exaggerating.”
“It’s just always so thrilling. We never stop to work anything out because we’re always stealing a moment alone together or crashing into the next mission.”
“It sounds romantic.”
“Just like old times.”
“You’re angry. That doesn’t bother me. I’d be angry, too, if she picked you over me.”
“She was always the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, but right now, she defied description.”
“My hands are yours… please don’t ask me for them again.”
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burdenedreverence · 29 days ago
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𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄; 𝒌𝒆𝒚𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔.
change  pronouns,  tenses  and  other  details  as  deemed  necessary. &  please  specify  muse  when  sending  to  a  mumu.
“To  die  will  be  an  awfully  big  adventure.”
“One  does  not  discover  new  lands  without  consenting  to  lose  sight  of  the  shore  for  a  very  long  time.”
“No  matter  my  origins,  there  is  worth  in  what  I  am.”
“Go  to  the  edge  of  the  cliff  and  jump  off.  Build  your  wings  on  the  way  down.”
“You  always  have  free  will  to  choose  your  path.”
“If  you  don't  take  risks,  you'll  have  a  wasted  soul.”
“Keep  reading.  It's  one  of  the  most  marvellous  adventures  that  anyone  can  have.”
“Adventure  is  not  outside  man;  it  is  within.”
“There's  only  one  place  I  want  to  go,  and  it's  to  all  the  places  I've  never  been.”
“I  love  to  sail  forbidden  seas,  and  land  on  barbarous  coasts.”
“Let  us  step  into  the  night  and  pursue  that  flighty  temptress,  adventure.”
“The  biggest  adventure  you  can  ever  take  is  to  live  the  life  of  your  dreams.”
“You  should  enjoy  the  little  detours  to  the  fullest.  Because  that's  where  you'll  find  the  things  more  important  than  what  you  want.”
“Until  you  step  into  the  unknown,  you  don’t  know  what  you’re  made  of.”
“Only  you  can  charter  the  course  of  your  destiny.”
“It’s  the  unknown  that  draws  people.”
“We  strive  for  harmony,  but  it  is  not  always  realized.”
“May  your  adventures  bring  you  closer  together,  even  as  they  take  you  far  away  from  home.”
“In  wisdom  gathered  over  time,  I  have  found  that  every  experience  is  a  form  of  exploration.”
“Fall  in  love  with  someone  who  tastes  like  adventure  but  looks  like  the  calm,  beautiful  morning  after  a  terrible  storm.”
“I'm  an  adventurer,  looking  for  treasure.”
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burdenedreverence · 1 month ago
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𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 .    (  a  collection  of  100  nonverbal  action  prompts .   mature  and  potentially  triggering  themes  are  present .   add  “ + reverse ”  to  swap  assigned  roles .)
∗ o1﹕ sender  tucks  hair  out  of  receiver’s  face . ∗ o2﹕ sender  offers  receiver  a  bite  from  their  fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender  places  their  feet / legs  in  receiver's  lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender  offers  receiver  an  earbud  to  share  their  music . ∗ o5﹕ sender  comforts  receiver  in  the  aftermath  of  a  nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender  gives  receiver  company  in  the  hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender  wraps  their  arms  around  a  hysterical  receiver  to  calm  them . ∗ o8﹕ sender  shows  up  at  receiver’s  home  late  at  night . ∗ o9﹕ sender  falls  asleep  leaning  against  receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender  wields  a  [ gun / knife ]  at  receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender  runs  their  fingers  through  receiver’s  hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender  invites  receiver  to  dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender  takes  a  [ picture / video ]  of  receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender  places  their  head  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender  and  receiver  make  eye  contact  across  a  busy  room . ∗ 16﹕ sender  pushes  receiver  against  a  wall  to  kiss  them . ∗ 17﹕ sender  and  receiver  cook  together . ∗ 18﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender  lifts  receiver's  chin ,  invoking  eye  contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender  overtakes  receiver  in  combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender  finds  receiver  [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender  straightens  an  article  of  receiver’s  clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender  crawls  into  bed  with  receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender  rolls  their  eyes  at  receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender  lights  receiver’s  [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender  is  caught  wearing  receiver's  clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  with  a  pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender  writes  a  note  on  receiver’s  skin :  [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender  wraps  a  blanket  around  receiver’s  shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender  runs  and  jumps  into  receiver’s  arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender  shoves  receiver  out  of  anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender  hovers  over  receiver’s  shoulder  as  they  complete  a  task . ∗ 34﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  somewhere  they  shouldn’t  be . ∗ 35﹕ sender  curls  up  against  receiver  in  their  sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender  is  found  drunk  by  receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender  throws  an  item  of  sentiment  bitterly  at  receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender  joins  receiver  in  the  shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender  is  caught  following  receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender  twines  their  fingers  with  receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender  barges  into  receiver’s  home  unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender  kicks  receiver’s  shin  beneath  a  table . ∗ 44﹕ sender  aggressively  shoves  past  receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender  kisses  receiver’s  [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  out  of  harm’s  way . ∗ 47﹕ sender  is  found  sobbing  by  receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender  locks  receiver  out  of  their  room . ∗ 49﹕ sender  brings  receiver  [ coffee / tea ]  in  the  morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender  rests  their  forehead  against  receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender  plays  a  song  for  receiver  that  reminds  them  of  them :  [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender  takes  a  [ punch / stab / bullet ]  meant  for  receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender  buys  receiver  a  drink  at  a  bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender  needs  receiver’s  help  getting  in  the  bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender  and  receiver  cross  paths  in  the  kitchen  late  at  night . ∗ 56﹕ sender  twists  receiver’s  arm  behind  their  back . ∗ 57﹕ sender  winks  at  receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender  is  found  collapsed  by  receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender  prevents  an  injured  receiver  from  getting  up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender  claps  a  hand  over  receiver’s  mouth  to  silence  them . ∗ 61﹕ sender  cages  receiver  against  a  [ wall / the floor ]  with  their  arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender  storms  away  from  receiver  during  an  argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  sleeping  in  receiver’s  bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender  [ applies / touches up ]  receiver’s  makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender  throws  receiver  into  a  wall  during  combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender  dances  sensually  with  receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  across  the  face . ∗ 68﹕ sender  places  their  hand  on  receiver’s  leg  while  driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender  pulls  a  chair  out  from  under  receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender  catches  receiver’s  wrist  when  they  turn  to  leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender  leaves  an  intimate  mark  on  receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender  beats  receiver  in  a  video  game . ∗ 73﹕ sender  and  receiver  stand  in  stunned  silence  after  a  fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender  cares  for  receiver  while  they’re  sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  on  a  hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender  is  caught  snooping  in  receiver’s  things . ∗ 77﹕ sender  and  receiver  cuddle  while  watching  television . ∗ 78﹕ sender  throws  something  aggressively  at  receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender  creeps  up  behind  receiver  to  scare  them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  shopping  together . ∗ 81﹕ sender  helps  receiver  [ dye / style ]  their  hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender  draws  receiver  into  a  kiss  by  the  back  of  their  neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender  is  discovered  having  a  panic  attack  by  receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender  accidentally  injures  receiver  during  sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender  grabs  receiver  roughly  by  the  hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender  brings  receiver  to  their  knees  during  combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender  shows  receiver  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ∗ 88﹕ sender  winks  [ seductively / mockingly ]  at  receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender  yells  at  receiver  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender  helps  receiver  patch  up  a  wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender  holds  receiver  as  they  cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender  silently  and  angrily  points  receiver  towards  the  door . ∗ 93﹕ sender  gestures  for  receiver  to  sit  down . ∗ 94﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  into  their  lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender  cradles  receiver’s  face . ∗ 96﹕ sender  tackles  receiver  out  of  the  way  of  danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender  has  hidden  an  injury  from  receiver ,  and  receiver  finds  out . ∗ 98﹕ sender  confronts  receiver  about  their  unhealthy  behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender  proposes  to  receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender  has  just  died ,  receiver  finds  out .
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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The tea which he had been sipping on had been finished in the process of Okita talking. His hand came to set down the mug as he leaned back in his chair, arms crossing around his chest as he listened. Whatever thoughts he had hidden by the neutral expression save the tightening of his jaw, and the subsequent relaxing of it.
"Do you feel anger, or jealousy, because of this?"
The words come slowly perhaps almost harshly. As if to hold up a mirror to her face. His rough in that way but he listens.
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It's not unreasonable for anyone looking from the outside to figure she might know more about her alter self than most - Okita can't fault that line of thinking. There's a grimace in her face as she listens to him - one by no means associated to the taste of tea she drinks.
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"I don't think I can offer you all the answers you're looking for. She was always as much of a mystery to us as her own existence is to herself."
She began to recount in a solemn tone, the seriousness of her voice and the posture in her body a direct opposite to that of her Alter. For two beings who shared the same body, they could not be worlds more different from one another.
"But there are some pieces we've managed to put together from Chaldea's records over time. We know it begins with me - or more specifically, my older sister."
She hadn't thought about her family in a long time - those memories are so far from her now. Yet the sight of her siblings terrified eyes were still easily retrievable from the depth of her consciousness.
"Back in my mortal life - I was born deathly ill as an infant. She prayed to the heavens to give me a chance at living - convinced that I was destined for greatness."
She'd failed her in that aspect - but that was not relevant now.
"It's not clear, but - from what we understand - it was the counter force who answered her call. They gave me just under thirty years of life, in exchange for a piece of my soul to serve them. And Oki-tan....she is that fragment: The strongest possible version of my own potential."
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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Gonna try to get a little active. Like for plotting call, or for me to send some memes in.
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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"You have enough time to work on those muscles but not enough time to clean up your mess in the kitchen?" Slap!
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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Do you like tall girls with superiority-inferiority complexes bigger than their highest set of heels? Do you like someone who looks like she’s going to kill you and might kill you but is actually a cinnamon roll?  Then you’ll love Marisol ‘Mariko’ Hagihara, who despite acting like a jerk is a teddy bear, deep, deep inside. 
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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@shougancid
gagging you with our red string of fate to shut you up for one fucking second
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burdenedreverence · 2 months ago
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"I can think of several things more important to do with my mouth than eat your cookin'."
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