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headcanon doodle after ep 3: Rei buys the cat-themed items that Miri wears/uses in the ED

ep 4: they both love plushies

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this scene...

This whole part where kids don't want to play with Miri was literally fucking heartbreaking. I hate seeing anyone left out like that. I feel like this is how a lot of kids become reclusive early in life.

We're so used to seeing her hyper and upbeat that her quietness becomes so alarming.

When they finally play with her, we see that familiar cheerful Miri again.

Thank you, Kazuki ;__; You're so fucking cool!!!

I really enjoy these moments where his insightfulness shows. Like when he recognized Misaki's song from that tune that Miri was humming, even though it looked like he wasn't paying attention anymore. For sure, it's just a script for a fictional story, but let me interpret it that way.

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can't fucking stand tumblr's algo

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Buddy Daddies ep 4 (part 2)

The characters in the stickers that the moms used are the character plushies that Rei picked up in the dollar store!

>entire family is composed of dorks THAT'S IT, THAT'S THE GOAL

Miri's reaction to being praised by Anna-sensei for how she looks is so damn adorable!! My baby!!!

>episode started with Miri being a disastrous little gremlin who apologizes for trying to be helpful >episode ends with her dads spoiling her My heart is full of satisfaction. Only 4 episodes, but I already want to give it 11/10.

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Buddy Daddies ep 4 (part 1)

I knew Rei's apartment is huge and luxurious, but it even has its own rooftop balcony? It's so cute that he uses it for gardening. Pets, a random kid, and now plants... It seems that Rei wants things to live and grow, in spite of his skills for assassination.

Since he was raised as an assassin with no normal childhood, it would make sense that he was homeschooled.

>I'm older than Kazuki THIS CAN'T BE

The actual strongest assassin in this house is Miri.

Rei said "Kazuki papa" :')

HIS PATHETIC NOISES

>Rei that's precisely how I expect long-legged tall people would sit on that baby chair

KAZUKI'S VOICE WAS SO CUTE AND FUNNY ALL THROUGHOUT THIS EPISODE, SERIOUSLY

>Rei keeps walking to the opposite direction to quietly escape but gets dragged back

gotta be my favorite bit in this episode

things that make Rei smile:

Kazuki's embarrassment

shopping

Anna-sensei is so precious, I literally love her ;__; She's so soothing to both kids and parents

I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR THEM

of course! that is completely normal, isn't it!

don't mind me, I'm just admiring the set design of this anime. It's so cozy.

so this is what the Buddy Daddies radio stream challenge was about!

Kazuki works so hard ;__;

Rei.

it's so nice of Rei to dress up like that for our wedding. Miri is PEAK CUTE! Kazuki is a very cool dad.

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editing on new tumblr is so stressful. I don't deserve this anxiety over losing my captions.

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I REALLY HATE THIS POST EDITOR

THE OLD ONE DIDN'T FUCK UP MY POSTS WHEN i PRESS CTRL-Z

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I thought I'm here to join tumblr

why am I being prompted for a job interview?

I'm literally only here for Buddy Daddies, why am I being FORCED to follow other topics?

>you HAVE to follow 3 popular blogs >not even anyone you know because you're totally new here, right, tumblr newbie? ;)

fuck you

If I was an actual new user, I would have given up at this stage because what the fuck. I should be blogging about my miserable life as soon as I confirm my email. What is all this nonsense? This is just like Pinterest. Yuck.

Needless to say, I immediately unfollowed the blogs and topics as soon as I was able to.

>they don't use the layout palettes anymore

fucking lame. That one had tons of pre-selected colors along with this color picker.

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Re-begin

I made a new blog. I really feel like I need a new restart away from people. I don't think I'm leaving anyone behind. I have one friend I will regret spending less time with, but he's lovable, so I'm sure he'll find better friends.

I have active online friends. I live with my family. So I don't understand why I feel so lonely and alienated. I don't feel interested in anything. I feel genuinely ill in my soul.

I have an art twitter with 5k followers, yet I've been ignored even though I'm doing my best for them. I think everyone wants me to disappear. So that's what I'm doing now. I can't kill myself, but I can start a new experience.

I won't seek socialization anymore. I realize that I'm too far gone. I take delight in fictional murderers and using slurs that will get me banned.

I think the universe is telling me to embrace this solitude. I can't reach out to anyone, so I prefer hiding my presence in a corner. This is how it has always been. This is all that ever should be.