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i’ll be chillin and then all of a sudden i literally turn into this thing

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I am very normal and can be trusted with a life

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Come back and let me touch u consensually bro

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Scrolling is all I can do

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I need to drop out and die alone or just get employed I guess

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Ohhhhhh silly me I forgot nobody could ever love me lol

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There is something wrong with me and I need everybody to please just ignore it

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I dont want to be the person who’s only friend is her boyfriend that’s embarrassing I would rather have nobody

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I should really kill myself but I’m selfish

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I am so good at statistics it’s scary

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I need him to get me pregnant

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And u know what he’s kind of a dick too like he never walked me to the station even when it was night and when I literally just got shouted at and threatened by some guy. And also he doesn’t ask how my day was or if I got home okay. And he

Actually no I’m sorry i rlly cant do that he’s a really nice person i cant think of anything he’s done wrong to be honest he’s great but still all the more reason i cannot be associated with him he’s too nice we are not compatible it will never work 👎

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I knew I never should have gotten so attached to this man I’ve felt so trapped lately I fucking hate it I knew it I knew it I knew it my life has stopped growing I have stopped progressing. I cannot have this one man determine my whole life worth I can’t have it I won’t have it he has to go I’m going

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I’m going to do something if he keeps up like this I hate myself so much I have so much work and I don’t know how to do it and I do not want to do it and I’m feeling disconnected from my family and I barely have any friends and I just feel like everyone hates me and I don’t know if he’s okay and just not liking me or if something happened to him and he’s not okay and neither of those things are good and dont want to message him to find out in case I make things worse I just really really wish I felt secure but I do not I just don’t know what’s going on at all with anything and I hate it and I’m scared that this medication isnt going to help and I feel like such a pathetic stupid cowardly piece of shit

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I <3 backsliding relapsing spiralling declining worsening depreciating regressing etc.

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Lord give me the strength to not self sabotage my whole life